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Bruh should I off myself yes or no

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Tw ed

Did my first 24hr fast in forever but I already failed and ate ice cream and broke it. It's so hard to restrict when my family is constantly monitoring what I eat, its just what they do, not because they know anything. I doubt I can skip all 3 meals again without somebody noticing soon and getting mad at me.

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Hi guys I'm going to move to another country in a little less than a year to be with my boyfriend because i got nothing else going for me and I love him. I feel like if I post this to do list I'll be more inclined to stick to it because I need to do some things before I leave forever.

- get clear skin

- get skinnier

- get stronger

- go vegan again

- get fluent in Spanish

- get another job

- get a passport

- get a visa

- get a few months of bills money saved up

- get drivers licence

I may add more to this later I'm not sure

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Missing my boyf he's just asleep

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Every time I leave my house (the only reason is for groceries) I end up binge eating so badly I vomit all night. Yes I'm pissed off I wasted like $40 worth of food, yes I'm pissed off I still have no self control even after years of this stupid fucking cycle.

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I have a boyfriend now sorry for not updating y'all but we celebrate 4 months in like a week or something ( ≧∀≦)ノ

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My face when surprise psych ward appointment in 30mins

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Hello guys...

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My dog begging me for room temperature water

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I'm back but I'm significantly more evil now

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Fibromyalgia and hypermobile joint pain and back pain and Migraines will be the death of me

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I'm a girl and it's burger time 2

I've eaten burgers for the past 2 meals feels good

I'm a girl and it's burger time

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How many posts do I have

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My mom's slowly dying of cancer and she had a heart attack like 2 weeks ago now and her organs are simultaneously shutting down so it kinda makes me wish I was also dead lol anyway enjoy this pic of my dog

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Hmu if you want to shoot me dead I volunteer as target practice

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I'm a girl and it's burger time

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I'm so so so so so so so so so depressed I'd check myself into a mental hospital but I'm too depressed to do that like I do not have the energy and I'm so close to wanting to OD again I got a fuck load of paracetamol but I kind of don't want to wait in agony for multiple days while my organs shut down to die like I want it to be quick ughhhhhhhh this sicks