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yeah sex is nice, but when you haven’t been held in months sex isn’t what you miss the most

(via yattiyatti)

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Kinda fed up

So...im just really sick and tired of falling in love with people who really couldnt care less about me. Who could take me or leave me. Who could live without me. I wish i was like all the rest of you who just want things to make them happy. All ive ever wanted was Love. Not love. Love. Someone i was crazy about as much as they were crazy about me. Someone i couldnt live without and who wouldnt live without me. Someone who i can talk to for so long we forget we have to feed ourselves. Whos smile sustains me like mine sustains them. i just want somebody to love. I dont think thats that hard or difficult to understand. So i wish i could say that im done looking. that im completely done with love. But im not. I wish i could imagine a life where money and things kept me happy but i cant, although i know that those are important and very nice to have. All i want is someone.

So to anyone willing to do the same, i can make this promise to you;

If you love me. then ill love you. I promise to be understanding. i promise to be sympathetic. i promise to care for your happiness. i promise to love only you. i promise that ill TRY my damndest to fix things when theyre not working. i promise to comrpomise. I promise to stop talking to whoever you want me to. i promise to compromise myself for you. i promise to live for your smile. I promise to let you tease me and make fun of me if youll let me do the same to you. I promise ill never hurt your feelings just because im mad, and if i ever do, ill be so damn sorry about it.  I promise that when your down ill bring you back up. i promise to not make fun of the things your into. I promise to not leave when things get hard. I promise not to lie to you, except when im trying to relieve your worries, or to make you keep that dress on that you like so much. I promise to love you. 

Accepting applicants now. 

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i feel stupid for having passed her up all that time ago. Knowing her now is making that feeling worse and worse. Yet she makes me happy just talking to her. Theres something up here. I dunno if its just the fact that noones sweet talked me like this in a while but she makes me giddy as fuck whens he does. I think shes made me blush im not really sure as i took too long to look in the mirror. I know what the situation is. And im not completely cool with it at all, but i am glad she hit me up cause i would never had the balls to hit her up. Shes such a goof like me. shes so much like me its fuckin WEIRD. I hate the fact it took me this long to get to know her. But im glad i finally have gotten to know her. It seems i like her more everyday. I'm scared when we’ll reach a plateau but even if we do i would still know that thers more chemistry between us then there ever was with all the others. I find myself feeling really unlucky about not persuing her but still very lucky that such a cool girl likes me. Theres a bitterness in me for my younger self for having persued all those other women and for what? For being just a flavor of the month. I have so much in common with her its fuckin stupid. I find myself jealous of her man even though i know i dont have any room to be jealous.  When things mightve been different with her. I hope i can hang out with her someday and not have to feel guilty about it. Its weird that i feel more safe talking to her then i do someone else, who isnt involved with anyone else (or so she says) but i dunno. Its wrong and i know it im not gonna cross that line. If this keeps up i hope that she will erase that line cause i really fuckin like her :/

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going after you is a foolish thing to do. And even if i could speak to him and get his blessing it would still be feel wrong in my heart. And if would end in a less sad way for us then it did with you and him itd still be wrong. Even if everyone said otherwise it would still be wrong. It would never feel right.  Plus id be reminded of how i let stupid things become my prioties so that i didnt see you off. I dunno if you knew how far along you were, and even if you did i sure you wouldnt have wanted to put the pressure on anyone even me. But goddamit i wish you had. I wish i woulda said goodbye.

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http://m.dailykos.com/story/2015/08/03/1408341/-Psychologist-openly-admits-he-trains-police-officers-to-shoot-first-and-ask-questions-later S-I-G-N-A-L B-O-O-S-T

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so who is coming over to watch the x files with me and cuddle

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All down and sad n stuff and i come back to Tumblr after being away for so long and you put a smile on my face. Thanks so much :D

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what the signs really wants rn

ARIES: an end to police brutality

TAURUS: 4 innoncent lives 2 stop being taken by the cops

GEMINI: black lives 2 matter

CANCER: 4 cops 2 stop getting off w/o nothing for killing unarmed ppl

LEO: to actually feel safe and protected by the police

VIRGO: 4 cops to stop thinking they’re “above the law”

LIBRA: 4 cops 2 stop thinking a black person is being “suspicious” for walking down the street

SCORPIO: no more kids being left w/o a parent because their mom or dad got shot

SAGITTARIUS: 4 black ppl 2 stop being automatically judged as being “dangerous”

CAPRICORN: justice to b served 4 mourning families

AQUARIUS: no more mike browns or eric garners

PISCES: black ppl’s complaints about injustice 2 stop being overlooked

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when u highkey want someone but u tryna be lowkey

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even Johnny Depp still wishes he was Johnny Depp.

I still wish I was Johnny Depp

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I can’t believe how true this is.

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Goofy as fuck.

I found this on Facebook today. I can’t stop laughing.

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The Osiria Rose has a exquisite colour combination. The petals are blood-red on the inside and pure silvery-white on the outside.

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Take notice of this it will help with understanding me.

There are some days where I’m really not in the mood to be around people or talk to anyone. I’m not mad or anything, I just don’t want to talk. However, asking me over and over if I’m mad and not leaving the room will make me mad.