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So my therapist thinks I should start a blog, cuz she be listening to all the different characters of my life and like these ppl interesting asf lol

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Unemployement is rigged no cap

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So I don't have any friends who wants to give me relationship advice?

Basically I was in a bad-ish mood mostly just cuz I'm tired hot and sweaty after work, bit then I was gonna go to DG to buy cat food cuz I don't want Cat eating meowmix cuz its bad for her plus she won't eat as much. But I only had 10 minutes to go, and my boyfriend wanted to go skate in the park but it closed in 30 minutes anyways so I felt like that was a waste of time since it's 10 minutes away but I was like whatever I'll just do it anyways then I can go home and change and relax,

but while he was opening the door it took him a second to pull the key out. But the door opened so I started to walk inside and then he yelled at me to hold the fuck up cuz I guess i walked into his arm? Idk he said I was being impatient and then I got upset cuz he fucking yelled at me.. and I was like it was just an accident I'm sorry like why do u have to make it a big deal..

my thing is I'm not feeling great I'm already agreeing to do this thing I don't wanna do cuz otherwise you'll be upset at me and then u get upset at me anyways cuz I almost walked into ur arm or as he put it "being impatient" which I get onto him for so now he's mad cuz apparently I'm a hypocrite.

Like I honestly don't think any of this matters and idk what to do to get him to chill TF out so I can relax after work

But yea, advice?

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Can u believe the audacity of our government..

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If u want racism eradicated, then u can't assume ppl are racist because that's racist.. you see it's built on our perception of ppl if u assume all white ppl are racist or all white ppl who are rich or anything are racist then that's racist. ASSUMPTIONS based on skin tone are racist! Black people can be racist, latin people can be racist, Asian people can be racist.

But if u stop assuming I'm racist cuz I'm white and I don't assume anything about u cuz if black then bam! There's two less racist bigots in the world

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Was biking home with my boyfriend after work when I stand up on my bike going around this group of people when my chain pops off. My bf turns around to come help me but before he does the group of ppl all go "oh I'm sorry did we scare u white girl" I look and see it's like 6 black dudes. I just laugh at them cuz I'm listening to 2chainz on my loudspeaker, wearing a BLM crop top and my Black boyfriend comes over to help put my chain back on my bike...

Don't assume I'm racist I just cuz I'm white fuck off. If anything I'm gonna be wary around a group of men because I'm a 98lb girl whether it's 1 man black red green orange IDC men are dangerous in general, ion give af yo color bish

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If you don't know what to-do, just check the Day-To-Do To-Do!

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My first time: "you didn't give me any advice on how to ride this"

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I don't wanna die I just wanna fade peacefully out of existence

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I just want to make bread

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““who hurt u” literally everyone pls stop talking to me”

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Don't conform just to get people to like you. There are people out there who will like you without giving up your true identity and they're worth the wait

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The most important thing is to appreciate the privelege of life. To know every second is a gift and you may not get another

I really truly enjoy life is to remember death in every moment, in an appreciative mindset

Don't know how to remember all the time?

Meditate I promise it's the answer please try

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When you have no friends sometimes screaming into the Tumblr void is all you can do

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I just wanna get in a fight

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So I stopped doing a lot of things I used to do when I got in a relationship. Partly because my depression has caused me to lose interest in those things and struggle with motivation but. Also because my bf wants to like cuddle with me and be with me but he mostly wants to stay in our room and play vg or watch TV or work on his mc I want to go to coffeeshops and spend hrs there writing. I want to sit on the porch 1st thing in the morning and drink tea.

So yesterday I struggled with my dp more than usual so today I was like no I won't do it I wanna have a good day (as advised by my psychologist lol) so I make tea and am sitting on the back porch and my bf is sad were not cuddling and telling me he has to leave b4 me 2 go 2 work (not true while he does work 15mins b4 me I leave 30mins early) and I tell him that and it's just like he could come out here and join me but he doesn't want to. Which is fine but now I worry he's gonna be bitter bc I didn't do what he wanted but I just...

I just wanna get back to the things I used to enjoy and not let him hold me back

Does anyone have advice on how to do the things I like w/o him and w/I hurting him?

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Oh my God... Have you seen Cuties on Netflix... It's literally made for pedophiles like wtf were they thinking? Who