katyaaytaksworld

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are you cr@ving it, or are you 3ating it just because it’s there?

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Everyday I feel more and more like a fat person trying to cosplay as a skinny person 🙃

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Getting pretty flowers from her and a love mark in the neck and hip bone area from her in the same day is wild ( she's the love of my life I swear )

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Me when she says she loves me then ignores me

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real

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if I do not loose 10 lbs by the end of this November im doing what it's my letter. I'm giving myself too much leeway. November is too long. Why am I alive.

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I need to starve max again bc wtf

Why did I think not being in my ed would help me. It made it all worse I've felt shitier. Fuck that. ⭐️ve maxing is back. Ana era back !!!

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she makes me feel pathetic and I still love her......hmm

i love, love..

doormat behavior goes crazy >.<

I hate myself more than ever, and i don't think i ever left my depression. it's just lingered. New dosage soon, let's see if she can cure me 🐀

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brrr....❄️🫧

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" because you didn't have to think about food..... you just didn't eat"

......

" you weren't out of control you stuck to your diet and I cant."

God beth is soooo real, she is me.

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Are you really going to eat that? Isn't seeing your weight as a number too high enough? Maybe you should look at yourself in the mirror before you go reach for the pantry or fridge.. even if you've lost weight, you can always lose more. What are you doing still being fat and ugly? If you're unsatisfied with how you look you actually have to put in some effort for it to change, fatty.

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reblog to lose weight <3

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anyone please be rude to me and tell me mean things like how im fat huge overweight and ugly ( I need motivation if not I will never reach my ugw or he happy) say anything idc I js need some meanspo

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I've been doing horrible, I need to get sicker but my behavior has been otherwise. I need to go back. I deserve it, thinking I could get better? Thinking I could br happy? Im done. I need to get worse.

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i need to stop crying about how fat i am then eat everything omfg

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" i mean i cant even convince her to eat, how am I gonna convince her outa killing herself "

wise words from my gf ♡😺

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realizing and understanding that everyone would and is better off without me