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HEY HI, I'M YOUR SECRET SANTA :D!!! I wrote some Xiao stuffing for you, uhh there's a bit of Xiao/Traveler at the end (Because I feel like having a caretaker can add a lot to it) buuut, 1.) Used neutral pronouns so you can picture both Lumine and Aether 2.) Didn't go fully romantic with it so it can be seen as platonic too!! That's everything I think, hope you like it, here it is c:

In Liyue, winter is a season about many things. It's about sharing time with your loved ones, about getting together so the cold weather is somewhat more bearable.

For Xiao, though, is mostly a season about remembering. And not for a good reason.

He tries to push the pictures to the back of his mind, but everywhere he looks at, thick snow layers cover everything. Snow looks always the same and it doesn't bring good memories with it.

It looks the same as the snow he used to hold with desperation, hands freezing but stomach too empty to care about it, shoving it into his mouth and hoping the coldness could replace the hunger for freezing numbness.

He's not there anymore, he has to remind himself again, and again, and again. There's new people, new places, and new days.

And when every affirmation fails to reasure him, he resolves to check on the city's streets, hopefully it can distract him enough from his toughts.

"Oh, Mr. Adeptus!" The sudden figure of a citizen aproaching him takes him by surprise, Xiao doesn't event get the chance to teleport away as he usually would, his mind doing a dirty trick on him and weakening his reflexes. Soon he's met with the mortal's face, a young woman with an anxious look. "I won't take a lot of your precious time! You'll see..."

She gestures to a thing on her hands, just now Xiao realizes she's holding a heavy-looking box. An unkwown sweet scent comes from it.

"I heard you're fond of almonf tofu, right?" She opens the box, revealing an assembling of various pastries. There's cookies and muffins and little tartlets, and a whole pie on the center of everything. "So... me and some friends brought you some almond pastries from Fontaine, as a thank you for all your hard work!"

Xiao looks at it for some seconds. It does look good. His mind, though, doesn't get that much time to consider it, as his stomach is very much quicker to respond. A complaining rumble comes out of his tummy, deep and hollow-sounding, anouncing to both of them its emptyness.

Xiao doesn't allow himself to waver, stand stern as ever, but his eyebrows do get furrow, as annoyed as flustered with the humiliating situation. The lady herself seems to get only worse, her face goes all red, arms trembling as she reaches them for Xiao to take the box.

"P-Please accept our humble offering, Adeptus Xiao!"

"I see" Xiao nods slowly. "I accept your offering, thank you" He takes the box, and in just some seconds the woman mutters a nervous 'your welcome' and scatters away from that interaction.

Xiao sighs, meetings with citizens are never easy. He looks at the still open box, pondering if he's really willing to give it a try. There's not a lot of mortal foods he actually eats, few of them appealing enough to his taste.

Almond pastries, the lady had said. There was a chance this things were actually on his range of preference, they don't seem completly overloaded with spices, and its smell is subtly sweet.

As if on cue, another growl can be heared from his stomach, high-pitched and whiny. He goes stiff, soon deciding before anything, the most important step is to get to the Wangshu Inn, where no one can be witness of this mess.

It takes nothing to get there, now his only issue being a box full of treats. With caution, he takes one of the cookies, one that looks not-as-threatening, and takes a tiny experimental bite.

And oh, it's way better than he expected it to be. It's crunchy, sweet but not over the limit and annoying, the taste of almonds lingers pleasently on his tongue. He goes on, taking another bite, and another, and other one. The cookie is soon gone and Xiao is left with an empty hand and a mostly empty tummy.

Well, and a full box too. He takes a minute to make sure no one else is there before reaching for the second cookie. This ones goes maybe even quicker, and doesn't left him much more satisfied either.

It all goes down from there. One more bite becomes one more cookie, a bite of a muffin, a slice of pie.

Xiao can't say he's used to consume human food, so he isn't used to limit himself with it neither. Never before he had so much only for himself, and it feels so easy to pass everything through his lips than his guard keeps dormant and only comes back when it's already too late.

He stares at the box, it's both a relief and a disgrace that he is unable to keep going now, because nothing but crumbs remain on the surface.

Xiao pants, one hand carefully cradling his overtaxed tummy. The sensation of fullness is overwhelming and hits him all at once. He has never been this full before, the heavy weight of all that food is hardly setting in his tummy, struggling to digest everything he mindlessly crammed into it. He just put himself into a whole new embarassing situation, he confirms as he hears muffled grumblings from his once empty stomach, now stuffed to the brim.

At least, at last, he's now alone. No one to bother him, no one to judge the pityful state he's in. Only the soft whisper of the wind keeps him company.

"Xiao?"

That's until he hears a familiar voice, and a heavy sigh leaves Xiao's lips the moment he recognizes it. It's the traveler, here to visit him at the worst possible moment.

"Xiao, are you here?" They call again, louder this time. And though the idea of pretending he's not there does cross his mind, he ultimately decides he can't let his friend down like that. It could be something important.

"Did you call?"

Xiao teleports behind them, hoping the couple seconds they took to turn around will be enough to hide how he wobbles, the fast movement and the weight of his stomach unsettling him.

It's ridiculous. No amount of confidence can hide what's going on. His skinny frame, the tight clothes he wears, it all comes together to expose the stuffed state he's in. He tries to stand firm and the first that catches your eye is the way his tummy is sticking out stupidly, the fabric of his clothes only defining even more the roundness of its stuffed shape.

And of course the traveler notices it. They don't even need to ask anything, the question is clear on their stare, on the eyebrow they're holding up as they look at him, at his stomach, with a puzzled look.

"Someone... gave me an offering today" Xiao clarifies, his voice too wavery for him.

They giggle. "Was it good?"

A warm hand finds its way towards Xiao's overfull belly, it's a gentle, caressing touch. The traveler's fingers rub softly over the curve of his stomach, pressing ever so slightly on the firm skin.

Xiao breathes, struggling to contain himself from making any noise that could embarass him any further.

He's not really great at it. Not when his stomach, filled completely with sweets, it's already grumbling nonstop, the vibrations definitly feeling against the traveler's delicate hands. Xiao doesn't even dares to speak, so he nods instead.

His friend smiles, eyes shining with innocence as their hands presses just slightly harder on his sensitive tummy, and every caution he took becomes useless as Xiao can't help a slight whine and a short but airy burp that comes out of him.

He goes all red, serious stance now fully forgotten as he mutters flustered apologies with urge.

"Sounds like it was, I'm glad"  They laugh at last. 

OH MY GOD?????? SCREAMING YES HEHEHE THANK YOUUUUU

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Hi! c: For clearly not any suspicious reason (And of course I'm not asking this on the last moment) Is there any Xiao ship you don't like or are you alright with most? Read you're a multishipper buuut just in case!

Hiya! Coincidentally, you sent an ask in a timeframe that I was unable to check in and respond, so my apologies for the late response!

For future notes though: I'm happy with literally almost any ship, though I'd personally prefer it if, like, the ship could be not with a small child (i.e. Yao Yao, Qiqi, etc.). I look for strictly platonic relationships for those. But basically yeah! Super open to ships, kinda just labeled myself as a multishipper because it was the easiest way to say that I'm fine with next to anything.

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Reblog if you have a hunger kink so we can find eachother

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When you have a collection of WIPs of various other peoples' favs that shall never see the light of their eyes cause you're insecure >.>

OoOoO you want to make feedism content that features my favorite character no one else is making feedism content about OoOooOo you want to do it so bad 💥💥

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Super sorry to whoever got me for the Secret Santa exchange, for the fact that I don't have much to go off of-

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Tighnari’s hearing is so good for hunger things…perhaps someone is trying to cover up their stomach noises and growls, or just ignore them out of embarrassment, but Tighnari hears it all. And he just puts a hand on his shoulder and says “if you’re hungry, no need to hide it. I can hear your stomach no matter why quiet you think you’re being.”

YESSS this is why I love nari <3 he’s surrounded by people with dangerously low regard for their own health and eating habits (looking at 4ggravate) . they always come away from seeing tighnari with a very full tummy because he’s so aware of their nonsense

also. thinking about if they use the excuse of it simply being a digestion noise, to which Tighnari points out that hunger and digestion sound very different to him, and the noise that their stomach made was definitely out of hunger. maybe he’d talk about the noise longer than usual just to embarrass them a bit to get his point across :)

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I love the thought of a character being so utterly stuffed that each little shift in position has little (or big, both work hehehe) burps rolling out of them, interrupting their thin breathing every other exhale.

Additionally! A stuffed character sticking out their stomach and making seemingly innocent comments about how full they are, and either rubbing their stomach themselves or requesting that someone else (who they may be actively flustering) rub their belly please. [Bonus points if the stuffed character knows full well what they're doing]

Sleepy character only getting more sleepy after stuffing themselves silly >>>

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Me as I struggle to figure out things to repost so whoever got me for the Secret Santa thing isn't left floundering with my broad as fuck preferences.

Me, as I look at my very-long WIPs (I find it difficult to believe that short posts are perfectly acceptable)

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Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Fandom: Genshin Impact  Characters: Tartaglia, Tsaritsa, Other Fatui Harbingers Content Warning(s): Vomiting 

Summary:

Her Eleventh had been acting odd all throughout the meeting.

Usually he’s all over the place during one of these meetings, pestering for a fight and talking to everyone - no matter how foul of a mood one of them evidently may be in.

But, that’s usually.

This time, he’s barely moved from his position at the edge of the group, a distance further away from the others than she’s ever seen him willingly be before.

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In which Tartaglia is ill, but never told anyone despite the meeting he has to attend. As expected, this doesn't go well for him.

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Hunger that doesn't hurt, but is rather like a vaguely uncomfortable pressure upon a character's gut. Hunger that just causes a character to realize that, oh, they haven't eaten in a while.

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going insane because I've been trying to hunt down one of soupp's old artworks from before account deletion.

i want my kavetham kink fix damn it

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Me once again as I wonder if I should even try to split this headcanons post up.

Me, as I look at my very-long WIPs (I find it difficult to believe that short posts are perfectly acceptable)

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cant wait for the secret santa. everybody remember to post extremely self indulgently once it starts so your gifter can peruse your blog and see exactly what you like most <3 (me i’m the gifter who wants to see what my recipient loves and wants the most)

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Alhaitham & Kaveh Headcanons

Okay, so, I'm currently working on a really-fucking-long headcanons post. Due to certain aspects of the post, I remembered that I had these deep within my notes app.

As to why they're deep in my notes? Well, they were simply never allowed to see the light of day, as the blog that I dumped them into the inbox of (as an anon) got deleted before they ever got posted/replied to.

Why was I anon posting large amounts of headcanons despite literally having a blog? Simple! My confidence was (and still is) absolute trash. I still sometimes headcanon dump under an anon name from lack of confidence of doing it on my own blog-

Anyway, Headcanons are under the read line. For the most part, I just directly copy/pasted from my notes app, including my greetings to the blog that I had originally sent these to - I just removed the anon signature that I used.

Mind the tags, but that's a given with kink, no?

Hihi hello, yes I’m still alive, and don’t worry about how long you might take! I’ve been fading on and off Tumblr anyway without the ability to ramble about making my current-favorite ship suffer in their digestive issues.

Anyway, time for me to dump whatever I come up with on you! Probably more Kavetham, because I’m still vibrating in fluffy enjoyment.

Note: Some are kink-related, some are not.

(Kaveh)

Travels to other nations sometimes, just so he can observe the architecture. Yes, he does bother Al-Haitham into joining him for quite a few of them (Acting-Grand Sage period = work break!).

Will go on random spiels about architecture, sometimes rambling for hours without end.

Special interest :)

Most common victim to these rambles is Al-Haitham, ~~not that he minds.~~

Did I mention my lactose intolerant Kaveh headcanon yet? Because that definitely exists deep within my mind.

It gives him bubbly guts, and with that comes a whole slew of gas, both with those hard-to-release burps and numerous farts.

He’s usually just left in discomfort for the rest of the day, though sometimes he’d end up bloating fairly heavily.

Too embarrassed to go out into public when he does bloat, usually ends up shutting himself into his room under the pretext of working on a blueprint. In reality, he’s curled up on his bed, miserable.

Al-Haitham eventually shows up due to the odd silence of the house (since Kaveh’s not being his loud self, which is very rare and very concerning, in Al-Haitham’s POV).

Doesn’t even bother knocking, considering it’s his house anyway

Only slightly off-put by Kaveh’s positioning.

Kaveh notices the rude intrusion, but simply ignores it beyond curling slightly more around his bloated stomach.

He does, however, acknowledge Al-Haitham’s presence when he’s literally dragged out of bed.

Turns out, for some inane reason, the younger wants him to taste-test a dish he’s cooking.

He complies, of course; pointing out that there’s not enough salt in it (and quietly complaining over the lack of spice, but that’s a losing battle with Al-Haitham, for multiple reasons)

The entire scene actually distracts him from his earlier sulking, and soon enough he’s seated with the more-salty dish and adding assorted dashes of spices to the otherwise bland dish.

Never actually realizes that Al-Haitham had distracted him until he’s in bed that night, about to fall asleep.

(Al-Haitham)

I brought this up on my first-ever submission to you, and I’ll bring it up again: Al-Haitham vs. Liyuean food.

From what I can remember, most of Liyue’s native dishes have spices in them. Specifically, Jueyun Chilis. Which are apparently one of the spiciest food ingredients currently in existence for the Genshin world.

(Description pulled from game) “…Merely smelling it makes one hot and thirsty…[The spiciness] makes people want to run to the highest peaks of Jueyun and cool their mouths with chilly air.”

Perhaps he’ll do some forward research about Liyuean dishes so that he knows what to avoid, but maybe he’d end up pushed into trying one without knowing beforehand.

Kaveh would likely be distracting him with one of his rambles over Liyue’s architecture - who probably wouldn’t immediately realize that the dish had chilis in it.

Instantly realizes his mistake the moment the heat actually hits his senses, but it’s already too late.

Cue the various ‘realization’ reactions:

Trembling so much that even Kaveh notices.

Uneasily resting a hand over his stomach, just waiting for the first upset gurgle to break out.

Small anxiety tics, like being unable to keep his eyes on a specific spot for even a small period of time.

Visibly cringes with the first noises his stomach starts to make, already trying to muffle it to the best of his ability.

Did I mention that they’re eating out in public? Because this is the scene that my brain’s generating.

Holds in his gas, simply because of his own embarrassment of having to deal with his… ‘intolerance’ in public.

Of course, that motion only worsens his situation, since his abdomen starts to bloat up from the trapped gas.

At some point, Kaveh prods into Al-Haitham’s internal panic, inquiring to the younger on ‘if he’s alright’ and whatnot.

Al-Haitham would glare at him for even bothering to ask such a thing, if he had the willpower to.

As it is, he simply bites out a small, almost ashamed-sounding “It has spices in it.”

I’d like to think that they’ve definitely known each other long enough for Kaveh to know the foreboding realization on just what that means.

(…Me realizing that I never did list out my eructo headcanons for Al-Haitham, which I will definitely do at some point!)

Al-Haitham getting startled by a sudden, breathy burp, which brings up another taste of the chilis, at which point he ends up downing an entire glass of water in one go in order to cool his mouth for even a moment.

The sudden influx of a fair portion of a rather cold liquid does his stomach no favors, as the unsettled organ continues to audibly gurgle alongside the sloshing from the amount of liquid in it.

Perhaps while all this is going on, Kaveh manages to take charge and pay for their short meal, packing up the spiced dish for himself and rounding the table to try to get Al-Haitham up so that they can be somewhere more private than whatever diner they’re currently at.

Al-Haitham moves slowly, noticeably paler than usual as he struggles to simultaneously hold in his gas, muffle the various noises his stomach is making, and make it seem like he’s having no such issues to the average passersby.

Kaveh ends up carefully leading him back to where they’re staying, since the younger’s too distracted with his intestinal distress to pay much more attention than the bare minimum.

Probably ends up resting on a semi-comfortable chair near the bathroom, cradling his stomach as it truly starts to kick up a chili-induced storm.

Harsher gurgles, leading with equally (if not more so) harsh cramps.

Since he’s not dealing with public embarrassment anymore, he does actually begin to let out the bubbly farts produced from this mess.

Some of them simply refuse to come out, keeping him bloated as he desperately tries to rub and press in an attempt to just get it out. (He doesn’t even care that Kaveh’s present, it hurts too much for him to try to bring himself to care about that minor fact.)

He can’t stop shaking. Be it from a generalized discomfort of his current situation, to the stress and nerves getting to him, his body simply will not stop trembling.

Kaveh probably would end up prying in to try to help Al-Haitham at some point, inevitably pushing aside one of the younger’s hands to be able to get his own hands on site, in order to finally be able to properly help.

In one timeline, maybe Al-Haitham eventually gets pressed with an urgent need, leading to him rushing into the bathroom and… dealing, with the rest of it himself.

In another timeline, maybe he doesn’t get that sort of agonizing relief, as his stomach continues with its raging gurgles, cramping and churning all the way until he perhaps ends up just passing out from the pain of it all.

Nah bc I just headcanon-formatted an entire story or so in the span of a few hours.

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The anon button is not for hate. The anon button is for horny and embarrassed about it.

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Me, as I look at my very-long WIPs (I find it difficult to believe that short posts are perfectly acceptable)

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hoyo tummy kinkblr (or adjacent!)… the Secret Santa Sign ups are up!!! If you have any questions about it lmk. right now I’m thinking the exchange date could be like December 20th or 30th but let me know what works 👉👈