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[jupiter-river]

Period pains ~ Yachi x Reader

Possible tw: Periods for a gn reader. The personal headcanon that Yachi could beat anyone up in smash bros with no remorse, the briefly mentioned personal headcanon that she takes a Visual arts class. Mention of Tylenol, rude guardian briefly mentioned.

I didn't mention a specific gender, just that they can have periods, so it's still technically a gn reader, maybe, idk?

completely self-indulgent as I am In pain rn ;-;

Word count: 1,793

Sitting in bed surrounded by blankets and pillows was not what you had in mind for your Saturday, no no no, you had plans today, you were going on a date in the park with your girlfriend Yachi since it was going to be a nice day today, but sadly, your cycle had decided to ruin your plans. The cramps were worse than normal and you were so tired since it had kept you up all night and your guardian had gotten mad at you yesterday night and this morning, but of course, they said they would bring home food and assumed that would make it better. All that did was give you an even worse migraine. You had just texted Yachi that you would have to take a rain check and briefly explained why.

She was quick to text back with her sympathies and offered to come over with some homemade soup so you could relax and spend time together anyway, and she could help with the cramps. You thought about rejecting her offer as you didn’t want to trouble her, but you did miss her and you wanted to go on a date. You replied to her that that sounded nice, but she didn’t have to do anything for you, just come over to hang out for a while. Yachi replied in seconds with ‘Okay! ^-^’ and so you went to get up, wincing at the pain, and unlocked the front door for her. While you were up you decided to make your comfort drink and maybe some Tylenol, you didn’t necessarily have the energy to go get it, but you were already here, so why not? You sat on the couch in the living room and sipped your drink slowly after taking a couple of the pills, excited that your shark week hadn’t ruined your plans completely, although it was still a pain, and as if to prove its point you got another really bad cramp, just to remind you it’s still there in case you had forgotten. You clutched your side and winced, grateful that you had already drunk enough of your drink so it didn’t spill at the movements. About 30 minutes later you heard the door starting to open and you hear Yachi call out from behind it, “Hey (reader) I’m here!” you responded with some sort of noise, not able to form actual words at the moment, your cup abandoned at the coffee table, as you got up to greet her. She smiled sheepishly as she saw you look at the bag she had brought in, there were Heating pads, your favorite sweets, what looked to be Yachis’ blanket from her house that you often said was super comfy, a couple of stuffed animals, and Yachis’ laptop. You had also noticed that she had brought in a whole pot of soup and she had already placed it on the stove. “Ehehe, I know you said not to worry about bringing anything, but I thought it would be nice. These always help me during my time of the week, so I thought it would help you! The soups just got to heat up though.” She turned the stove on so the soup would heat up, and set a timer on her phone for when it should be done, and then walked back to you who was still standing on the other side of the island in the kitchen. You didn’t say anything and just hugged her, leaning on her a bit. You did say not to bring anything, but you would be lying if you said that it didn’t make you feel very happy. She laughed a bit and hugged you lightly, not wanted to squeeze too hard and make the cramps act up again. She grabbed your hand in hers, “Come on, let’s sit on the couch and watch some tv or something while we wait for the soup!” she grabbed the blanket from the bag and lead you back to the couch, you grabbed the remote for her while she grabbed some pillows and arranged them around you both, she then preceded to curl up beside you with the blanket surrounding you both. She held your hand and kissed your cheek sweetly before placing her head on your shoulder while you picked your favorite cartoon show to watch for a bit.

Eventually, the timer she had set on her phone rang, so you both got up from the comfortable position and turned off the tv. She wrapped the blanket around you, allowing you to be wrapped in it while you moved around, while she went to the kitchen. She stirred the soup a bit and made two bowls. She placed them on the table, one in front of where you were sitting and one where she would sit, turned off the stove, placed a lid on the pot, and put the pot into the fridge, “alright all done!” she cheered, and went to sit down in front of her bowl. “This is my mom’s homemade recipe, she used to make it all the time for me when she had enough free time. I learned how to make it since I liked it so much, and she couldn’t make it all the time.” she commented, in-between spoon fulls of soup. After your throat had gotten a bit better with some food you said, “It’s good.” a little quietly but loud enough that Yachi had no trouble hearing you. She practically lit up, “Really?! I’m glad you like it. I can always make some more for you if you’d like. I like making it anyways” You just smiled at her. With the size of the pot she brought, you think you could feed a family of eight for four days with it. After you were done, she cleaned the bowls and put them in the dishwasher, “Alright,” she smiled “Let’s relax for today, have that date we wanted, and just enjoy each other” She once again grabbed a hold of your hand also while grabbing the bag of stuffed animals and well as her laptop while you two walked to your room. The both of you got comfortable in the fluffy nest of pillows and blankets, Yachi adding the stuffed animals into the mix and starting her laptop, while it was loading she got out the heating pad and handed it to you to put where you saw fit. After she settled the laptop in between you two and pressed play on your favorite show, she started to mindlessly play with your hand, not that she realized. You smiled at her softly as her attention was on the show. The calming atmosphere, just you and Yachi, made today not so bad, even with the occasional cramps, Yachi was right there, every time you let out a little wince she would gently massage your sides(?) and adjust the heating pack if it had slipped off the area. Slowly during the show watching, you both started paying less attention to the show and more to each other. Yachi would talk about her day, her assignments in art class, or what shenanigans the Volleyball team had been up to, you would usually reply with only two or so word responses but she didn’t mind, it was easy for her to tell what you meant, and the time quickly went by. It was around six o’clock by now, and you had felt much better so you both decided to move back into the more open space of the living room, as that was where your game console was, with the blanket and heating pack. You got the controllers set up and Yachi suggested super smash bros. And who were you to disagree, to see the happy look on Yachis’s face was enough of a reason to play if you didn’t like smash bros. After starting it up and picking your characters, with Yachi maining Kirby and you as your personal favorite who isn’t Kirby, Yachi started to let you have a chance but quickly started to absolutely destroy you without a sense of remorse. You knew this would happen, you still tried your best but she was too good. She started to shout out when she landed a hit and things like that, but you didn’t mind it too much, you found it amusing in a way. The win was quickly hers as you had no chance but it was fun non the less. After a few more rounds of the game, Yachi decided it was getting late, “Do you wanna stay the night?” you managed to ask, Yachi practically jumped up in joy “Yes! I would love to, is it okay with your guardian though?” You thought about it and decided to text them, instead of asking if Yachi can stay over, you decided to just tell them that she was staying here. Not waiting for a response you shut off your phone, and nodded, “They said it was okay” and she smiled, “Okay then! I’ll let my mom know I won’t be home

tonight” even though you both knew by the time she got home, it was probably going to be so late that Yachi would be in bed. Afterward, you found some clothes that she could wear tonight and tomorrow. Even when your guardian came home, they knew they couldn’t just kick Yachi out, so they let her stay over, and mostly left the two of you alone after saying hi. You guys were sitting outside cuddling on the swing looking at the night sky together, both of you silent and just drinking out of your mugs, yeah maybe this isn’t what you imagined your date to be, but it was still as wonderful as you thought it was going to be. Yachi moved a bit to face you, pressed a soft kiss to your lips before pulling away, she saw your questioning glance and just smiled and shrugged, “I just felt like it” she did it once more, a bit slower this time, before settling back into your side with her gaze to the stars. ”They sure are pretty” She said as her actions were catching up to her trying to change the subject and calm her beating heart down. Even in the semi-dark lighting you can see the loud blush donning her cheeks, you kissed her forehead before looking up at the stars as well, they were beautiful, weren’t they.

[jupiter-river]

Rainy Day- Sugawara x male reader

Word count: 804

Possible tw: brief mention of death, Idk if it counts as intrusive thoughts, but intrusive thoughts, cussing technically, just one though.

that’s all I can think of, let me know if I missed anything.

You never did like rainy days, they made you cold and sad and would cause your thoughts to completely overtake you, and then leave you with a feeling of dread. Your boyfriend, Sugawara, knew this.

He had left you a text earlier reminding you that he will come over soon and that he will be there as soon as he can, armed with food and movies to watch while you cuddle.

You wished he would hurry up as the rain was coming down harder, but you knew he was busy since the volleyball team had practice today for their upcoming match with Nekoma, although it didn’t stop your thoughts from completely taking you in, it did slow down the process for a bit. The thought of getting to spend time with Sugawara, no worries other than how you can take care of each other, no volleyball, no school, just you and Suga in bed, wrapped in blankets and just relaxing,

You read books, you scrolled through your socials, you watched tv programs, but nothing was really interesting to you and the rain was just getting louder and louder. You were getting worried, Was suga coming? What if something happened to him? Is he in trouble? You could faintly hear the front door open and a male voice speaking Is it an intruder? Am I going to die? Here, now? There was a hand on your back rubbing it soothingly, the male voice from before was whispering calmingly, “hey, shhh, it’s okay, I’m here now love. Sorry, it took me longer than expected.” …..Suga? You had finally noticed the take-out bags on your dresser, the movies laying in front of you on the bed, and Suga, your loving boyfriend, alive and well, sitting next to you on the bed, rubbing light circles into your back and your hand. You had completely forgotten you had given him a key. You finally looked into his eyes and he sent you a light smile “Hey there handsome, I’m here now” he pulled you into his embrace and you spent what felt like an eternity in his arms, even though it was probably like thirty seconds, but it was enough to warm you of the previously felt cold coming into the house from the rain. “Let’s put some movies on, get you to eat cause I’m not letting your ass starve” he paused to give you a pointed look, knowing you probably haven’t eaten today and daring you to argue with him about the matter since he knew you seldom had the energy to on days like this “and then we can just relax today! okay?” he helped (dragged) you out of the bed, and out of your bedroom holding your hand in one of his and using his other hand to grab the take out bag. He led you to your kitchen and got the food out on the counter. You both sat down to eat. Once you had the food in front of you, your stomach rumbled, missing the food it was supposed to have gotten today. You both ate slowly, savoring the food. It was better than allowing Suga to cook, that was for sure. Granted, with meals that require a lot of talent, he’s amazing, but let him near the toaster and your kitchen might be in flames.

After eating, suga just put the dishes into the sink to be washed later, and you two went back into your bedroom, Suga pointed at the bed signaling you to get back into it while he picked up the movie at the top of the stack and put it into the DVD player. After pressing play, he brought the remote with him and placed it on your nightstand by the bed before getting in bed himself. He sat next to you and moved the blankets around to cover you both comfortably and put his arm around you as you leaned into his embrace once more as the beginning of your favorite movie played on the screen. Suga rubbed your arm as you started to close your eyes a bit, your exhaustion finally catching up to you. He whispered into your ear, “My boy” “I’m here love” with the occasional kiss to your forehead as he lulled you to sleep. Once you fell asleep, he laid you down on the bed, and after he lowered the volume of the still playing movie, laid down next to you, smiling and trying not to laugh and wake you up at the picture in front of him as you unconsciously cuddled into his side. He pulled the blankets over the both of you and was soon fast asleep, joining you in your dreams, the once heavy rain in the background now light and barely making any sound.

[jupiter-river]

Monika x gn! Reader

Possible tw: possessive tones, brief mention of death, ddlc, I think that's it, if I missed any, let me know so I can tag them

Word count: 307

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Monika loved you

She loved you so much

And that’s why she couldn’t understand,

She couldn’t understand how you could give your attention to anyone but her

Didn’t you want to be with her?

Didn’t you download the game for her?

Monika was hopelessly in love with you, and it would only make sense for you to be hopelessly in love with her,

Right?

She’s done everything for you

And only you

She deleted the other characters, so it was easier for you to talk to her

She programmed your options to be just Monika in case you had a hard time making decisions

So why aren’t you in love with her

Why aren’t you happy with her

In this classroom in the sky, designed to bring joy to only you and Monika, to block distractions from your love

Why do you still cry about the other girls?

They meant nothing compared to Monika, didn’t they?

You were hers and hers only,

She made sure of that

Yet she still feels as if your mind wasn’t with her,

With your constant talk of Sayori, Natsuki, and Yuri, it was hard to not get mad at you as you put your attention away from her,

Though she wouldn’t allow herself to be mad at you,

you were her darling,

you were hers.

She shouldn’t get mad at you for thinking of other people, as they were dead, they would leave your mind soon enough

They could no longer steal you away and keep you from her

She stopped caring if you weren’t happy with her

She was happy with you

That’s all that mattered

She had finally got her happy ending

And she would have to be deleted before she gave it up,

She would have to be far gone to ever let her happy ever after go.

[jupiter-river]

Yamaguchi vent angst?

Word count: 783

Yamaguchi was different

Not different in a way that stuck out to others, but to himself.

his brain confused him.

He didn't understand how his brain worked.

Why Yamaguchi has friends like Tsukishima, Hinata, Yachi, Kageyama (If you could call him that), Suga, might as well call the whole Karasuno volleyball team his friends, but he still feels alone.

Why his mother and father aren’t hurtful, but their comments still hurt him

Why there’s nothing to be afraid of but he still feels anxious.

This confusion clouded his brain from day to night, he spent all this time wrapped in his head trying to make sense of it all, his body moving without him, his body talking to his friends without him, his body living without him

And he starts to think about how this body is different, this body acts tired, this body clearly isn’t himself

anyone could see it

but they couldn’t.

His friends had no idea Yamaguchi had been acting differently.

The thoughts were all confused, tripping over each other trying to fill in the holes in his logic, with all the confusion the thoughts went in the wrong place, instead of the ‘maybe they think you’re just tired, or something happened, and they want to let you have some space before they try to help’ in came in a punch as strong as an ox, the ‘maybe the really just don’t care enough about you to be bothered’.

Yamaguchi has thought this to be the case since a child when Tsukishima stood up for him when he was being bullied, and Yamaguchi automatically considered them to be friends and started hanging out with him

Had Yamaguchi thought wrong back then?

Was he just bothering Tsukishima and forcing their friendship?

These types of thoughts weren’t new,

They had plagued his deepest darkest thoughts since way back when coming up to rise whenever Yamaguchi was at his lowest

When Yamaguchi feels alone

When his parents made comments ‘aren’t you eating too much?’ stop eating ‘stop acting like your food is poisoned, it's not going to hurt you’ Yamaguchi was confused. ‘You never leave your room, are you that afraid of us’ leaves his room ‘ well look at who decided to join us finally’ was this not what they wanted?

Yamaguchi had never been able to figure these out, he would instead talk to Tsukishima or his other friends for a distraction,

Was that why they didn’t notice?

because they didn’t want to?

because if they asked what was wrong, they would get dragged into all of his problems and they couldn’t have that, Yamaguchi didn’t even want that,

So his thoughts remained inside of his head to build and cause Yamaguchi this feeling that he feels,

Yamaguchi didn’t know what this feeling was called, but he didn’t like it.

When you feel like crying but you can’t,

When your head feels empty but the thoughts inside are overflowing,

when you long for something to do, but no matter what you do there's this pain in your heart,

not painful to the point of crying out, but strong enough that it can remind you its always there,

and it seems like it's never leaving.

The pressure behind your eyes is being powered by the pain in your chest but for some reason, it won't let you cry and relax.

It hurts

It makes everything that feels fun, no longer interesting because the only interesting thing to you is what can stop the pain.

What can make this feeling in my heart go away?

Yamaguchi didn’t know what it was called,

all he knew was that he wanted it gone,

And Yamaguchi was so tired of it,

so very tired.

He wanted to explain to someone,

anyone

about what this felt like

But that would be a bother to his friends, wouldn’t it?

He didn't want to be a bother.

If he was a bother, there's no doubt in his mind his friends would leave him,

Assuming they haven’t already

Yamaguchi could handle this

This pain

This fear

This self-loathing

Cause if he didn’t, what would his friends think

Or would they just see how hopeless Yamaguchi really is?

How little he actually brings to the team

Yamaguchi can’t help but think they’re right, the people who booed him when he walked on court

If he was in their shoes

And saw someone as weak as him

He can’t seem to think of a better response than to voice their displeasure

But only if it was him, he supposes

This type of rejection is reserved for him,

is reserved to make him feel bad.

He's clearly done something to deserve it, hasn't he?