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Even though my mind seems broken. Unable to proceed with the plans I jot down and detail, I hope I can still hope. That I can still stand strong in my faith despite the anticipation that I might see the things that I don't want to. Expressal of their disappointment would hurt me. A lower rank than previous after 4 years of haphazard studying would hurt my heart. Trying to understand my mind and its focus game. Its a lot but God knows His plans for me. It can't be shaken easily just because I don't see it. He has thought about this before hand. How can He not? Like playing chess on a hard level with the computer, God is ahead in His moves for my life than I am. I don't understand it now. But I'll be still and live.
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God took care of all my fears. I slept peacefully in the new house without any trouble. Praise the Lord.
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