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I want to ask him if he ever lied on me during the first few months we were together?

I should probably be asking him but it might ruin his day. But what about my mind?

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What shall I do?

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See you on Sunday! I miss you so much, my guy

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I can be a person full of hopes and sometimes, nothing. Yet, God helped me grow and guided me, all the time. Even when the day just don’t feel like glowing, I still managed to end it with a smile. I have so much to learn, so much to do.

Life goes forward, and so should I.

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My shortcomings as a Christian.

I am not sure in to what I want to do in the future, i meant spiritually. I have no clear plans at all at this moment as I want to do more things outside. I want freedom where I can do anyting.

Am I so bad in wanting this instead of baptizing?

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Mahal na mahal kita, Mon. Ang sarap ng mga ngiti mo.

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Excited na ako makasama ka sa susunod na maraming bukas. Ikaw lang ang gusto kong kasama kahit saan magpunta. Hihilingin kita sa Diyos. Ikaw at ako lang ang para sa isa't isa. Aalagaan kita habang buhay. Mahal na mahal kita, Richmond De Leon.

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I love you more than ever, Richmond.

I will stay.

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Piat 01/19/22

At sa marami pang roadtrip na kasama ka. Mas mahal na kita ngayon. Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ‘to. Ang saya saya ko, grabe yung pag aalaga mo sa akin baobao. Aalagaan din kita.

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Mahal na mahal kita, Mon. Ikaw lang.

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Papahalagan ko ang bawat tanglaw na matatanaw ko. Gaya nang pagpapahalaga mo sa akin. Kasama ka sa mga hinihiling kong makasama ko habang buhay. Hindi ko hahayaan na ngiti lang maibibigay ko sa iyo kundi kagalakan. Ikaw, kasama na ang mga pangarap natin ang bubuhay sa atin sa mga panahong nanghihina tayo.

Mahal na mahal kita, Richmond. Sa’yo na ako.

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I am still in love with you, Richmond De Leon.

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no, i don’t feel like losing you. but i think im losing myself. 

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guilt trip

we are weak. mundane. imperfect.

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I love what we have, baby.

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December 4, 2021

Went a LITTLE extra for today. Our first time to receive a blessing tapos sa someone pa na weve just met. Glad we we went to visit my Lola sa memorial park. My heart’s full, that someone is anticipating for us to be together, to get married. I was touched, emotional talaga kasi that was the conversation I want to have with my family.

I’ll keep praying for us. Looking forward to visit more places with you.

Thank you for keeping me warm when I’m cold and making me laugh lalo na when i’m high-strung. And above all, thank you for reminding me about God, that He is the reason for all the good things that I am experiencing.

Bao, I’m now more confident. I love you, my guy.

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