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elchicoperdidox:

“It’s alright, man. I gotten use to it.” Nick chuckled. “Yeah. That will be $2.50. I know it’s a little overpriced.” He said, waiting for his payment.

“It’s actually quite cheap,” he replied. “Back in Chicago these things can cost me up to $4.00,” Joe smiled, as he handed him the bills. 

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layla--flynn:

Layla stood in the pharmacy for what felt like hours before she grabbed her bag and walked away.  She wasn’t going to do it yet.  She couldn’t.  With a heavy sigh she headed to the closest coffee shop and sat down.  She ordered a coffee, black, before pulling out her laptop.  Right now she hated her life, but she couldn’t tell her family so she needed an outlet.  Questions ran through her mind as she typed carefully into the search bar “could i be a lesbian” and waited.

Joseph grabbed his espresso, still sulking around like a modern day Jon Snow. He couldn’t help it. Being back home never failed to bring him down. With his cup in hand and an old book he stole from some hostel while being on tour, the oldest Ryan looked around for a place to sit and read for a while. As he found the perfect spot, the young man shot a quick smile to the girl sitting two tables down, typing away on her computer. It was like a politeness reflex he had, he got it from his mother.

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dakotaiiisms:

it was the first day in a while it was nice out and dakota decided to take advantage of this, going over to a local park. sitting down in the grass, she took out her notebook and began to sketch. it was peaceful for a while, with only the sound of the wind around her. that peace was broken when someone stood above her, blocking the sun. shutting her book quickly, she rolled her eyes and stared at the person above her. “you’re KIDDING, right? you’re blocking the sun.” she complained, “could you maybe, i don’t know, MOVE?”

It was good to be back home, right? Well, it certainly didn’t feel that way for Joseph. As he wandered around the park, happy memories of his childhood came rushing through his head. “Stop with all the cheesiness, Ryan”, he told to himself as he kept walking around the park, guitar in hand. He was so absorbed inside his head that he didn’t notice the young girl sitting below him. “Sorry, I didn’t see you there,” he replied, looking down at her. “Won’t get in the way of you getting some vitamin D,” he smiled, already walking away. 

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elchicoperdidox:

“Jesus Christ..I’m so fucking tired of these teenage girls ordering these weird ass frappunicos. Like.. what the fuck is the secret menu?” The young man muttered under his breath as he put out several drinks on the counter.

Joe smiled as he approached the counter. “I’m so sorry to hear that,” he said with a chuckle. “I just need an espresso, make it double. Nothing weird ass, please.”

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okay, well, hello you beautiful babies <33 my name is eve, this is my baby joe ryan and this is my sad attempt at an introductory post. anywayys...

if i’m quite honest, joe is loosely based on what i get joe keery is actually like in real life. said that, he’s sort of the “hipster” type, really into alternative rock, loves going to festivals, all his clothes are probably from goodwill, and he is a huuuge star wars fan. he’s aspired to be like han solo since he was a child.

also, he is in a band. and cuz i love pain, it was his mom who gave him his first guitar. joe grew up listening to his mom’s fleetwood mac records and that’s how he decided he wanted to get into music. so on his 12th birthday, his mom gave him a guitar and started taking him to classes. flashforward, and joe is currently in a band with his best mates from uni, they play gigs here and there and sometimes they go on tour on this really old van they call sharon.

after he finished high school, joe moved to chicago to go to college. (was his mom still alive when this happened? idk, need to sort it out). anyways, he is currently studying law. why law? he doesn’t know either. he hates it. and he is seriously thinking about dropping out. right now, he’s coming home for the holidays, but there’s a strong possibility he wont come back to chicago to finish his second year of uni since he has failed all of his classes this semester.

okay, so this is where things get rocky. his mother’s death has been really hard on him which ended up in him falling into depression. however, he’s always tried really hard to hide it from his siblings, always trying to be the strong protective older brother. his first suicide attempt came 6 months after his mom passed. joe swallowed a bottle of pills but was fortunately found by one of his best friends. (btw, pls come to me if you’d like to play said best friend. we need it!) joe made them swear to secrecy though. second attempt came a couple months ago. it was more an accident than an actual attempt. after one of the gigs with his band, joe purposely overdosed. his bandmates quickly took him to the hospital and he promised them he’d get actual help and come clean to his family about everything. now he is constantly afraid one of his friends from chicago will spill his secret to any of his family members.

regarding his siblings, i feel like he loves them with all his heart. he’s super protective of them, or at least tries to be. and he is always trying to put on his best face in front of them. however, i don’t think that’s the case when it comes to his father. i feel like joe probably resents him for all the hardships and their relationship is probably quite strained. when it comes to his step family, i don’t think he cares much, since he doesnt see them often. as long as he doesnt feel like they’re “overstepping boundaries”, i think he is fine. joe probably thinks the whole “happy family” thing his dad and mrs. castillo are trying to impose on them is bullshit.

ps. since joe’s siblings are called josephine and jasper, i decided to name him joseph just so all their names will start with J. see what i did there? i’m ridiculous i know.

AND I AM SO SORRY THIS IS SO LONG. I WASNT EXPECTING TO GET SO CARRIED AWAY. COME PLOT WITH JOE AND ME. WE LOVE PLOTTING AND WE LOVE YOU ALREADY.

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I just saw a kid yell ‘fuck off’ at the top of his lungs and then his phone started ringing so he picked it up like 2 fucking milliseconds after it started ringing and said “hi mama” in the softest god damn voice I’ve ever heard

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Joe Keery ♡ I like to write stories. I like history. If this hadn’t worked out the way it had, odds are I would be still working at a bar trying just as hard to make something happen. The chase is an equally dull and incredibly exciting time.

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Childish Gambino - II. Shadows Tuesday afternoon, I ain’t got shit to do But fall in love with you.