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Charachters I Write For

Teen Beach Movie: https://disney.fandom.com/wiki/Category:Teen_Beach_Movie_characters (Anyone in there except Villains.)

Descendants:

Evie

Mal

Jay

Carlos

Uma

Gil

Harry Hook

Audrey

Ben

Jane

Lonnie

Dough

Chad

Cecilia

Smee's kids

Dizzy

Any Heroes

Z-O-M-B-I-E-S:

Addison Wells

Zed Necrodopolis

Bucky

The Acey's

Zoey

Eliza

Bonzo

Wynter Barkowitz

Willa Lynknsen

Wyatt Lynknsen

A-Li

A-Lan

A-Spen

Ever After High:

Royals and Rebels

High School Musical:

HSM Charachters

And then the Disney Plus series HSMTMTS Charachters

I haven't watched anything Disney from 1983-2004, 2009 or 2010 -2014 Live action yet neither Snow White and some way older Disney movies.

Cinderella:

Cindy Charachters

All of the Cinderella spinoff except Sneakerella, Sofia Carson's and Maybe Selena Gomez's but maybe I watched all of them except Sneakerella.

Bad Hair Day:

BHD Charachters

Adventures In Babysitting (2016):

AIB Charachters

Have not watched Freaky Friday or Kim Possible yet.

2021:

Don't mind the pictures and ask me first.

Tuck Everlasting:

All except man in the black

The Outsiders:

All but Buck Merril.

Narnia:

All but the white witch.

The Waltons:

All

And you may ask me about the rest. ((BTW I still need to watch Newsies and read Tex, Taming With The Star Runner, Tim's stories and Rumble Fish and read them and anything else.))

KOTLC: Almost anyone but especially Sophie and her friends.

Adventures Of Tom Sawyr: Tom Sawyr, Huck Finn, Mrs. Douglas, Becky, Becky's parents, Mary, Sid, Tom's friends, Mr. Jones, any good charachters and Aunt Polly.

Brian's Saga: Brian Robeson, Mrs. Robeson, Mr. Robeson,Terry, The man his mom is dating, Derek Holtzer and dude who was with Derek. (Still need to read Brian's Winter and the other two.)

The Pearl: Kino Tomas, Coyotito, Juana, Juan Tomas and Apolloina Tomas.

Elena Of Avalor:Everyone but the villains.

Sofia The First: Everyone but the villains unless they turned good.

Encanto: Antonio's animals, Antonio Madrigal, Austin Madrigal, Julieta Madrigal, Alma Madrigal, Bruno Madrigal, Camilo Madrigal, Felix Madrigal, Dolores Madrigal, Town Kids, Senora Guzman, Pepa Madrigal, Pedro Madrigal, Osvaldo, Mariano Guzman, Isabela Madrigal, Luisa Madrigal and Mirabel Madrigal.

Tangled: Everyone but Gothel and evil lady from Tangled: The Series.

Raya And The Last Dragon: All but the Dune and her Frenemy.

Frozen: Anna, Elsa, Kristoff, Olaf, the Trolls, Royal Servants, Visitors to Elsa's coranation, Agnarr, Iduna, Halima, Runeard, Honeymaren Nattura, Ryder Nattura, Destin Mattias and Yelena.

Wonder: His friends and family.

Percy Jackson: Jason Grace, Piper McLean, Percy Jackson, Annabeth Chase, Thalia Grace, Reyna Ramira-Arellano, Hazel Levesque, Leo Valdez, Frank Zhang and any other heroes.

Harry Potter: Everyone but Voldemort, Umbridge, Dumbledore and Snape.

All of Tera Lynn Childs charachters.

Kings Shadow: All but the villains.

39 Clues: All but the villains.

Goddess Girls: All

Kane Chronicles: All but the villains.

Meet Caroline:All

Secrets Of the Manor: All

American Girl: All

So This Is Love: All but the villains.

Dangerous Secrets: All

What Once Was Mine: All

Daughter Of The Deep and Reverence: All

Let The Sky fall: Arella Eastened, Audra Eastend, Aston,Os, Braiser, Feng, Guardians, Hannah (poor girl), Issac, Jack Braiser, Lani Westeon, Liam Eastend,Nalini, Normand, Shelby (OH wait no she was the poor girl who got her heart broken I think.), Solana Southwell (So many S's), Temen, Vane Westeon, Gales and Carrie Braiser. (I don't think I am forgetting anyone?)

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Descendants Headcanons/Wickedverse Guide

Some of these aren't so much "headcanons" as things I'm using in my post-canon universe, named the Wickedverse. Me and my sister share this universe, so she has a lot of influence with some of these. Will get updated as I add/change ideas.

Lore

Centuries before Auradon was formed, there was a great war between the kingdoms. After years of fighting, they made an agreement on territory and everyone closed their borders. This lead to kingdoms/cities to develop at different rates, due to different resources. Many years later, all the fairytales/stories happen over the course of seven years or so. Then, Auradon is formed.

The formation of Auradon (and the Isle) created the Age of Goodness (AOG). Upon it's creation, was year 1.

Since Descendants takes place twenty years after the AOG, it is year twenty

The first Isle book takes place in the July before Descendants. Descendants occurs in September-October (as Ben's birthday is in October), and Wicked World happens in November. The second and third Isle books take place in January of year 21. Since D2 takes place six months after D1 it occurs in March of 21. The fourth Isle book takes place in May of 22. D3, taking place after the older have graduated, occurs in June of year 22.

Some other Disney properties are included that aren't specifically mention in canon: Frozen, Frozen II, Rapunzel's Tangled Adventure (TV series), Encanto, Big Hero 6, Raya, and definitely more.

Mal and Ben's wedding is on the 13th of April, almost a year after D3.

Sometime after D3, the Isle of the Lost is renamed the Isle of the Found.

Family

Uma and Freddie are twin sisters, having been separated after Dr. Facilier and Ursula broke up. Freddie and Uma were unaware of this, and found out in the events of Never Knew I Lost You (coming soon).

In addition, Celia has a different mother, an OC named Lauren.

This is also why Facilier seemed to dislike Freddie (though, her abuse portrayed in the Wickedverse is probably worse than it is in canon), as he dislikes her mother. Whereas he favored Celia, since he likes her mother. Also why Ursula didn't care much about Uma, having become despondent after losing her partner and daughter.

King Philip has three sisters, Brigitte, Bianca, and Marya, taken from the book A Twisted Tale: Once Upon a Dream by Liz Braswell. Bianca is Ariana's mother and Marya has a daughter named Naomi.

Lumiere is married to Fairy Godmother, and is Jane's father.

Evie and Dizzy have the same father, Hans, making them half-sisters.

Doug's mother, named Clarita in this universe, is from Encanto. Agustin is her maternal uncle, making him Doug's great uncle.

Jay's mother was a woman from Agrabah named Lulu. She dealt in some shady business, thus why she was sent to the Isle. She died from an illness when Jay was five.

The sea witches mentioned in the first Isle book are Morgana's daughter, and Uma's cousins, instead of sisters.

Hadie's mother is an OC named Lian Teng. She is the sister of one of the Huns that survived the avalanche. He was all she had, so she followed him to the Isle. She worked in Hades's Souvlaki and her and Hades had a brief relationship a while after his break up with Maleficent. Hadie is three years younger than Mal.

Harriet, Harry, and CJ's mother is a woman named Red Jessica from Jake and the Neverland Pirates TV series. However, she is only the same character; her role and relationship with Hook is different in the Wickedverse than the cartoon.

Carlos's father is Bruno Madrigal from Encanto (inspired by @silverloreley 's headcanon and discussions). Bruno had a bad vision about Cruella and went to warn her about it. They had an unexpected connection, and one thing led to another.

Melody (from the Little Mermaid sequel) and Zephyr (from the Hunchback of Notre Dame sequel) are married and have a (currently unamed) child.

Friendships

Prior to the events of Wicked World, and possibly D1, Jordan and Ally become best friends after Jordan helps Ally out of a bad relationship.

Jane and Freddie become best friends during the events of Wicked World.

Likewise, Uma and Audrey become best friends sometime after the events of Descendants 3.

Because of the discovery of Uma and Freddie being twins, they start spending time together. To not leave Jane and Audrey out, the four of them hang out together often, forming a friend group similar to the Core Four.

A few months before the Bal wedding, Lonnie and CJ meet and become best friends.

Characters

As a reason for why Carlos was not at Mal and Ben's wedding (and why the rest of the Core Four were sad about it), he develops COPD (chronic obstructive pulmonary disease) and goes into a coma a couple weeks before the wedding. He wakes up a few weeks afterwards.

Some last name headcanons:

Dwarf last names are from gems and the Seven Dwarves' last name is Lazuli, from lapis lazuli. This makes Doug's full name Doug Lazuli.

Maleficent and Mal's last name is Dragonheart, making Mal's full name Maleficent "Mal" Bertha Dragonheart.

Ben's last name is Leroi, meaning "the king" in French (taken from @hitchell-mope)

Evie's last name is Grimhilde, mostly taken from the fandom.

Jane's last name is Faery, and Fairy Godmother's real name is Joan.

Audrey gives up her birthright to rule Auroria, deciding that isn't the path for her. Naomi will rule Auroria instead. (Which was also what they were planning to do when they thought Audrey would be queen of Auradon).

Uma becomes leader of the Isle after D3, with Harry, Gil, and her crew acting as her advisors/council/soldiers.

OCs

Varian and Cassandra (from the Tangles series) are married and have two kids, Caelan and Valeria.

Anna and Kristoff are married and two sons, Alaric and Kade.

Raya has a son named River.

Maleficent has a younger brother named Kaveh, who comes to Auradon a few years after D3 to help stop a new threat. He previously lived in the Moorlands, the ancestral home of dark fairies and Maleficent's homeland.

Ally has a (currently unnamed) older brother.

Snow White and Prince Florian have a (currently unnamed) child.

Scar (who was turned into a human before being put on the Isle) has a daughter named Safiya.

Mirabel is married to a man named Rico and they have two kids, Anabel and Matteo. Others from Encanto also have kids, but most are currently unnamed.

Ships

Ben X Mal -- also known as Bal

Doug X Evie -- also known as Devie

Jane X Carlos -- also known as Jarlos

Jay X Lonnie -- also known as Jonnie

Harry X Uma -- also known as Huma

Chad X Freddie -- also known as Chaddie

Gil X Ally -- also known as Gilly

Hadie X Audrey -- also known as Hadrey

Zevon X CJ -- also known as Zelista

Maleficent X Hades (after Maleficent's redemption) also known as Mades

Some other ships that aren't as focused on:

Anthony X Harriet (Anthoniet)

Jade X Diego (Jadiego)

Li'l Shang, Celia, and Dizzy are shipped with OCs:

Li'l Shang is shipped with Safiya

Dizzy is shipped with Alaric

Celia is shipped with Caelan

We also refer to (some) best friend pairs with combined names:

Jordan and Ally are Jolly

Mal and Evie are Mevie

Jane and Freddie are Jaddie

Uma and Audrey are Umdrey

Lonnie CJ are Lonista

Not a name combination, but Uma and Freddie are Shell Sisters

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pre-canon Encanto headcanons to consider:

before the triplets got their powers, there were a lot of rumors about the weird lady living by herself in a cursed house

and there’s a couple people that are suspicious of the fact that this lady’s husband died right before she got a magic house

did she sacrifice him or her husband sacrifice his soul for magic?

like we’re grateful she saved us all but clearly this lady’s a witch

meanwhile Alma’s only reason for getting up in the morning are her kids. I deeply admire this of her

Nobody’s there the night the kids get their powers

Alma’s pretty freaked out herself bc not only is she raising three kids by herself while in her twenties, she’s raising three MAGIC kids by herself

at this point half the town’s pretty sure that Alma had the devil’s children

Alma’s freaking out a lot, but like hell are they going to get to her kids

That’s why she starts offering the town her children’s help

Show them we’re harmless, the very helpful Madrigal family

They do eventually go talk to the priest of Encanto. That’s how Bruno sort of figured out the match and sand thing

Lots of trial and error because before then the visions were random and uncontrollable

Still gets random visions but he cAN DO IT ON COMMAND NOW GUYS!

No one from the town is there the night that Isabela gets her gift, but rumors start up again (the triplets are a bit more understanding of their mother’s position after this) so the whole town is invited to Dolores’ ceremony

Which is actually not great she starts crying because she can hear everything

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Ownership

I’ve been growing all this fat for you for so long.

Slap my fat gut hard. Teach that sagging sack of meat a lesson in large surface areas. Hit my entire torso until it’s not fun anymore.

Grasp my blubbery rolls, and squish them until I bruise. Squeeze them like a stress ball and leave pretty color changing spots. Press into my soft sides, and pinch.

Scratch my pillowy hips. Scrape my swollen back fat. Threaten to rip my delicate, soft skin with your nails.

Hit my huge sandbag thighs, or big, bulging upper arms. Beat them until the frustration goes away. They’re just solid lard anyway. Two overfilled punching bags. Two sacks of flour.

Spank my gigantic ass. Use all that heavy, round flab to relieve tension. Make my ass cheeks jiggle. Bruise them. They’re huge. 

Use me like a dog toy. Bite and chew and squeeze until I squeak. Suck on all this flesh you’ve been cultivating until you’ve tasted your fill. I’m solid food now. Eat me, ravage me, abuse me. Sink your teeth into all this prime meat you’ve been marbling. Tenderize me. Taste me. Take me. Ogle me, objectify me, degrade me. After all, I’m just hundreds of pounds of soft, pliable, stupid lard. 

But after all of that? Hold me. Caress the marks you’ve left, and the ones I’ve made from overfilling. Let’s go out for some food. Help me recharge. Tell me I did good as a stress relief beanbag, and add to my filling. Hug me. Kiss me. Tell me you love me how I am. Rub those poor bruises. Clean me. Dress me. Save me all for you. 

A word of advice though: be careful what you wish for. 

I’m used to being in this body. I know what it can do. It’s easy to use all this weight and mass to my advantage. Yank you around. Fling you. Push you over. Crush, smush, and suffocate.

Those jaws are working constantly for you, and they can bite! Hard. Relentless, continuous chewing.

These legs hold up all that lovely heft every day. They’re powerful. Strong. Toned underneath the fat. Do you want to know what a kick feels like? 

That gut can eat everything in sight, with ease. Even your food. You wouldn’t wanna be hungry right? Say it wanted your food…could you resist? 

Every day you’re moments away from being smothered, or crushed, or pushed down, or the object of your desires making demands you can’t resist. This fat, heavy, luxurious body…it controls you. You’re a slave to it. We both are. 

It’s good to be owned, isn’t it?

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18+ PAC Your Spouse/Partners Kinks and Fantasies.

Heyooooooo my babies! Welcome back with a new PAC as a recommendation from one of my new beloved Patreon members 💋! This reading you’ll find out all about your person’s kinks, fantasies, in general and for my Patreon it’ll be extra what’s your fs/partner’s kinks and fantasies about you!! Choose a fruit emoji and get a peek inside your persons dirty mind! 😉 happy fathers day by the way!

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P3🍇

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Pile 1

They are a switcher they are into oral play. Tying their lovers up while they go down on them and vice versa they are into foreplay especially oral sex that may be their favorite part about sex, They love to taste their lovers, oral got them like gooooo goooo gaaaaaaa gaaa when it’s time for oral. If you’re looking for a man he has kink of getting his dicc sucked while he’s sleeping, I’m seeing that loud moaning is big here with them or they like to hear their lovers moan loud. I see that they love biting panties off and or gettting their panties bitten off. There’s an animalistic side to p1 guys and they want to get buck wild 😜. They have fantasies of fucking their lovers spontaneously cos they can’t hold or contain themselves. They have a cheating fetish I don’t know if it stems from a trauma I’m not sure but I’m seeing that they love role playing an affair their lovers, or fantasize that they’re married and having an affair with the person they’re having sex with. They are a voyeur they have fantasies of watching their lovers without them knowing that they’re watching, watching their lovers touch themselves, they get off on watching. If this is a man you want he fantasizes about his woman going down on him in public maybe under a table at a restaurant, jerking him off tooo! This person is very taboo they are into period sex, they want a soul tie with their lovers I feel this is not something they fantasize with about everyone I think their special person frfr. They fantasize about having sex under the moon 🌖, condoms and satin bedsheets. They fantasize about eating their lover out on their period. They fantasize about having secret codes like hand signals or code names that signal sexual innuendos and teases. This person is very low key in general. They go all out set the mood with candles, roses, music, champagne or wine for some I’m seeing them fantasize about doing this with their special someone aka you.. They fantasize about tiring out their lover and watching them sleep in pride. Cuddling with them. Aftercare vibes I’m getting. They fantasize about healing someone through sex. Taking someone’s virginity. Crying after or during sex I feel they fantasize about their lovers doing that more than them, kind of like fucking people to tears. 😭

That’s it and that’s all you guys full reading is on my Patreon hope to see you there

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Pile 2

Pile 2

This person seems hella organized and structured, they fantasize and/or a have a kink about scheduling sex appointments with their lovers. They have fantasies about having sex with their lover in their office I heard in a bosses office for some of you your spouse/partner is a boss/ceo/supervisor. They are very busy and they’re usually very tired. They fantasize about joining the mile high club with a specific lover I’m assuming you but they don’t know it yet. They’re very romantic and freaky and hella good at giving head they definitely fantasize about someone giving them the best head of their life! They love going on sexual road trips well they fantasize about it least. Their lovers swallowing their cum is kink for them. Golden showers they are interested in I don’t get that they actually did it. They fantasize about someone licking their sweat even. Spitting in their lovers mouths vice versa I actually sense this with one person too, a specific person their special person aka you! Morning sex. They have a kink and fetish for being seen and watching I’m getting both indeed! They want to record their sexual endeavors with their lovers and I honestly feel they actually have some videos, when they get with you I’m sure they’ll get rid of them and replace them with yours. They most likely have an old school camera too. I told you they love to watch they fantasize about watching porn with their lovers even have porn playing in the background while they’re having sex. They don’t NEED porn to get off but they enjoy it, shit it can even be the porn they made. They fantasize about breast fxcking their lovers this is def more male targeted but I still feel it’s genderless cos anyone can titty fxck they love boobs, big or small they love em all! Sucking nipples, cumming on their lovers breasts/chests. They fantasize about finding an unforgettable lover, someone that takes their breath away. I’m seeing that their past lovers have been good, great even but it’s like they’re still looking for their UNFORGETTABLE lover, I think they haven’t found their sexual match yet. They have a voice kink. They love dirty talk and moans so of course phone sex is a fantasy they have. They have a kink about being tied down I also feel they’re sexually repressed and have been holding their true selves back and they fantasize about just releasing that energy on someone specific aka YOU!

Thank you guys full reading on my Patreon

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Pile 3

This one here! They love pain receiving it! I’m hearing inflicting (nothing toxic don’t worry 😉). They fantasize about getting their back scratched they are a deep fxcker, deep thrusters and riders, they slam hard, they want scars on their bac, they live off that shit. They see themselves wearing their lovers out and just giving them major aftercare they’re aggressive but they’re so sweet! If you’re looking for a male they fantasize about sleeping with their dxck in their lover, they want to pamper their partner. They fantasize about their lovers begging them for more. If you’re looking for a male again now they’re packing!!!! No little one there! Their lovers sleep like a baby after sex with them. They fantasize about 3somes I feel like they have had threesomes or at least had opportunities for them. I’m getting the vibe that this mfs in p3 are some good looking fine ass mfs that are wanted and coveted by a lot of peoples. They fantasize about watching their lover in a threesome not participating just watching. They’re a player! If not they fantasize about it. They have fantasies about booty calls, I feel like they have had some amazing sex in their life and they fantasize about some of them. They see themselves hitting up their sneaky link like u up. They fantasize about having a booty call if they don’t have hoes like that lol, they fantasize about having some lovers they can hit up in the middle of the night for some passionate release. They have intense sexual cravings your person and they fantasize about sex they had in their dreams or in their thoughts they don’t even need another person to get off they fantasize about times when they masturbated too and that will turn them on. They fantasize about roleplaying with their lovers, cosplaying and dressing up fully committed to the scene they want to dive into another world. They fantasize about spitting in their lovers mouths. They have a good taste I’m hearing. They crave something real something intense and godly when it comes to sex. They fantasize about being in love with someone unconditionally what sex with emotions would feel like. They crave spiritual connection. They fantasize about making love. They fantasize about having sex during everyday life activities. At work, at the grocery store parking lot, they constantly think about sex I’m not seeing sex addiction just high sexual appetite. They fantasize about having a possessive lover. They want someone to own them and claim them “that’s my dick/pussy!” They want clingy lover, they may have abandonment issues but that’s not what this is about. They want to just be in bed with their lover all day having sex and being cute they’re adorable!

Thank you full reading on my Patreon 😘!! Hopefully I see ya there!

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Thank you guys!! Enjoyyyyy

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the kinks your future spouse will have with you

pile 1

look, you have very different energies from each other, I don't know how this will work haha ​​one of you may still be quite young, being in your 20s, so you may not have as much experience with other partners, but you do with yourselves ? you know your bodie without fear and can give pleasure to other people very easily, you have more energy to learn, to want to do all kinds of things, you are open to new experiences, even the most different ones, your future spouse is the type who likes something heavy, may like to rope and tie themselves or tie you up during sex, orgasm inhibition, control, restriction, gives a vibe of a person who likes sadism and restrictions in bed, like, controlling the time of having orgasms, controlling the (consensual) pain that they will cause you or you causing them, they are also open to going through the same experiences that they will make you go through in bed.

pile 2

hmmm, you might enjoy having group sex or someone or even a group of people watching you having sex, voyeurism, at first you might be quite shy about it and one of you might not want or like sex. I don't see you being a couple that has sex at any opportunity, with time you will give yourself this freedom and practice these acts, somehow I also see your future spouse wanting to waste money during sex, they can buy underwear, lingeries with colors, costumes whatever it is, but believe me, it's something expensive, I see that they can like quick sex too.

pile 3

wow, what strange madness hahaha, you and your future spouse may have already had sexual relations in the 5d dimension, or you connect with them in your dreams, you had a meeting here, a fantasy, in a dream, you can be sure, if you don't remember, do a meditation, ritual or pray for some entity that can help you have a new dream with your future spouse, you are spiritual people, I think this contributes to being able to have a greater connection. Hmm, I see that your future spouse doesn't have many fetishes towards you, it's just a shy and very sweet energy, they don't want to be exposed, they want to be patient, but you will get along very well, excellent communication.

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Witch Hunts, the Bubonic Plague, and Amber Heard

Tonight I am thinking about Witch hunts. I am thinking about the lineages of women lost to rage, fear, and misogyny. In the UK, especially in Scotland under James I/VI many of the (mainly women) killed were healers or midwives. Maybe that is why I feel it more strongly (as a woman in healthcare myself). Or perhaps it is a fury all women feel, or it is the way the witch burnings were designed to make us feel. Isolated, under threat, and alone in the world. How much knowledge, and how much spirit did we loose with each woman tortured, each child manipulated, each person killed?

When the witch burnings took off in Europe, some scholars argued it was in part due to political greed. In a time of Bubonic plague, the value of labour skyrocketed as the number of labourors themselves dwindled. Women rushed in to fill their place, working increasingly outside the home in jobs previously denied to them. This is especially true for the growing number of young widows. It was in this atmosphere of female emancipation that paranoia around witches began to swell. Women were working outside the home (bizarre), invading manly realms of labour and trade (ew) and worst of all challenging the very notions of what it meant to be a woman at all. Although witch-hunts were not explicitly about “putting women in their place” - they did seem to lean towards women who did not fit the norms of womanhood. Women who worked outside their homes, or possessed realms of clouded knowledge (like midwives or traditional healers) were especially targeted. This had the effect (whether intended or not) to push the feminine ideals of conformity and subservience - to challenge was to risk shame, punishment, or death.

Now I come on to the modern (ish) day. Amber Heard and Johnny Depp have been going at it for weeks in the courtroom, and a day does not go by that I don’t see them on my TikTok feed. I am not seeking it out (not really) but it finds me anyway. A lifelong feminist, even I was swayed by salacious rumours of shitting in beds and claims of ‘mutual abuse’. Maybe they were as bad as each other.

And then. I saw a TikTok where a woman was pretending to be Amber crying on the stand. I had seen this format before, that was not shocking, what was shocking was the sound. She was talking about being sexually assaulted. She was talking about being sexually assaulted, and the world was laughing at it. People who called themselves feminists were laughing at it, women I knew had experienced sexual violence were laughing at it, and men were laughing at it. Whether it was true or not became a non-issue to me (although I suspect it was true, especially since Johnny Depp was convicted in London and has a history of violence), to mock potential suffering so blatantly and without empathy shocked me out of groupthink I had previously found myself in.

Much like the aftermath of the Bubonic plague had created an environment where women had gained power, so had the #metoo movement. After #metoo, there was a change in perception of what was acceptable anymore, or at least that was the popular narrative. I, for one, am not convinced all that much has really changed, but that’s a topic for another day. Just like after the Bubonic plague, there was a period of female empowerment and growth, and just like before, there has been severe backlash. This backlash is not (always) explicitly linked to #metoo, but it is linked to women who need to be ‘put in their place’, women who had believed their place had shifted.

Amber Heard was mocked, shunned, threatened, and black-listed. The whole internet was set against her. People I respected viewed her as an object and her assault as a joke because of who she was - or what she was supposed to have done. There is no crime in the world that excuses sexual assault as a punishment - no not even shitting in a bed. How many people have done equally disgusting things, albeit maybe without malice, without being seen as irredeemable monsters?

If you want to know how you would have reacted to witch-hunts in your community, look no further than how you treated Amber Heard.

(you should read Silva Federici's work on witch hunts if interested!!)

[jemlolirocktoyz]

I think a hot witch should tie me up, shove a vibrator between my legs, do a complicated ritual around my writhing body and then fuck my brains out. I think it's what I deserve.

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A Sacrificed Eye Poised on the Edge of a Blackened Abyss The nature of the Devil is bestial, wild, enthusiastic, aggressive, violent, impulsive, unrelenting, potent and overwhelmingly energetic –a thoroughly sinister essence of writhing Chaos. Coming to know the Devil is coming into ever closer intimacy with a virulent form of Chaos, and coming to liberate the Great External Chaos within one’s Blood

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⚠️ ADVICE ⚠️

⚠️ Do NOT make these substitutions if using internally, or in food, for you might poison yourself easily, or ruin your meal. Consult a professional and your doctor before attempting any such practices.

⚠️ This is not a comprehensive list, and these substances, herbs, and medicines are not to be substituted for the originals for medicinal purposes - only for magical purposes may this be done, and I would recommend only doing so under the supervision of a professional or expert, for many of these herb or substances can be toxic physically if used improperly. I do not condone regular substance use without supervision of a professional, without harm reduction measures, without safe supplies, or without adequate education and protection.

Earlier, I posted regarding a complete system of theurgy, thaumaturgy, and meditation which I am writing about, all for free for all to read, on here; perhaps I shall one day compile it all into a book, but I wanted to start off by making some suggestions for those who wish to use any of the seven medicines, but are unable to access them, and must substitute, for whatever reasons. These are the ideal ones to use, and I know that they worked for me, but as a long-time herbalist, I can also say that the substitutions I list here can be used accordingly, so long as one is careful and knows what they are doing.

As a substitute for Papaver somniferum, myrrh, kratom, akuamma, valeriana, may be used, Piper methysticum as well and sugar or sugarcane.

As a substitute for Cannabis sativa, although it is not ideal, Mentha, valeriana as well, camelia sinensis, Myristica fragrans, and piper nigrum camphor may be used

To substitute for Piper nigrum, galangal, Wasabi, horseradish, mustard, black cumin, ginger, or any capsaicin containing pepper may be used, coffee or cacao as well.

To substitute for Boswelia sacra, cannabis, camphor, Myristica fragans, saffron, cinnamon, and sweet grass may be used, Nicotiana tabacum as well, as well as coffee or cacao and sugar or sugarcane.

To substitute for ketamine, glaucine, and glaucine containing herbs, nightshades, atropine, and magnesium.

To substitute for Amanita muscaria, morning glories, ergot, Psilocybe, saffron, Piper methysticum, and wine may be used, cloves and cinnamon as well.

Again, treat this list as a list of magical correspondences for these substances, drugs, and medicines.

[jemlolirocktoyz]

Update about spiritual attacks...as per usual...

This time, Achillies showed up...that was really unexpected, honestly.

Context:

there's a deity after me for personal reasons and belive me I do not fucking deserve to be treated like this, again, no one is entitled to sex. Not even gods.

Moving on, other context

Achillies has been trying ti get me to worship him / talk to him for months now and I keep not making time for him ;_;

Ok! Let's begin...

So I was sitting in my room about to fall asleep, and the nasty guy shows up, and starts being weird and gross again but this time he's taken the form of Achillies to mess with me and it unfortunately actually worked more than the others I'm embaressed to say.

Hes very beutifull... hhh....

Anyways, so turns out actual Achillies dosnt give a shit about that deitys rank or fates decree or whatever the fuck ive been told is the reason the gods for some reason either can't hear me or refuse to help...

Well he somehow isn't affected and or is a loophole or the deity angered him idk whatever it was he was pissed and the last thing I recalled was the deity being pulled back, my legs being freed and I moved back against the bedframe, the movement and the shock of seeing Achillies of all people was way too much and I lost my concentration (embaressing, this is really poor skill compared to how I used to hold up. Note to self: meditate daily again min 30m-1h+ / breathwork )

When I regained my inner sight (third eye, spiritual eye , you get it) I only saw the faint remnants of Achillies signature there, the rest was gone, I felt actually safe and alone for a little while again...gods I feel so relived...im in so much divine deubt...I think...

About the "refusing to help" I can explain...

Zeus had stated right before all this came to light in a reading, essentially, "you're on your own," still trying to understand why...

and they have interveined a few times in close calls in very very specific ways that only correlate with their domains affected.

rather than their usual selves where they step in no matter what because we have a bond

[jemlolirocktoyz]

cool text

"True commitment is at the level of the soul, only they that rise to this shall truly know me. The black rage from beneath the earth will rise to empower and serve my children, Destroying all who would harm them. They who would sacrifice my dark messenger shall sacrifice their own power, cursing the way forward upon this path." - HECATE

[jemlolirocktoyz]

The chasm was merely one of the orifices of that pit of blackness that lies beneath us, everywhere...

It needs no earthquake to open the chasm. A footstep, a little heavier than ordinary, will serve...

Hawthorne: The Marble Faun

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OBLIQUE TO THE PATHS that give on to other dimensions, and beyond them, there lies a region which is named the "Mauve Zone". Mystics, magicians, sorcerers, alchemists, artists of many kinds have - over the centuries - skirted it, stumbled upon it, and fled from it. Very few have penetrated beyond it and survived or cared to leave any record of the experience. Those who did, have had to present their accounts as fiction or discover a new means of communication - via weird art, symbols, hieroglyphics, signs which fellow pilgrims alone might recognise.

There is a formidable array of techniques designed, to facilitate investigation into other dimensions, other levels of consciousness. If it is understood that such techniques are merely conceptual devices it will become easier to grasp their mechanism and their limitations.

Magick, no less than science, has erected effectual barriers that deter individuals who are sometimes better equipped to undertake such investigations than the 'specialists' themselves. The artist, the poet, the musician, the dreamer whose dreams are capable of realizing the truths of the Great Inane are, occasionally, better endowed.

The essential difference between the mystical and the magical Paths is nowhere made plainer than in the processes of Kundalini Yoga. The Mystic takes the Fire Snake straight up to the Sahasrara Chakra, the 'lotus in the brain'; the Magician, on the other hand, brings it down again to its base in the Muladhara or to the Suadisthana Chakra, its 'own abode. The former process leads to moksha or liberation from the cycles of time, which comports also liberation from future births and deaths. If he does not then relinquish his physical body, it becomes, except in special cases, inert to all outward appearances. Such mystics remain almost continuously entranced for the remainder of their bodily lives. Thus, he becomes jivanmukta or videhamukta, not according to his karma - for he is no longer bound by it - but by his free choice. This is the crown of the Mystical Path. The Magical Path, on the other hand, and at its apogee, leads to the attainment of siddhis and to their ultimate concentration in the Stone of the Wise, which is 'prepared' at the Muladhara Chakra.

KVTVLV, (Cthulhu), the 'Sleeping Lord', i.e., the Fire Snake." According to the Schlangekraft recension of the Necronomicon, Cthulhu is "the Fire of the Earth and power of all Magick. When he joins the Abominations of the Sky TIAMAT will once more rule the Earth". Cthulhu is also assumed to the Deep, and there is a similar assumption in respect of the habitats of the Fire Snake, which is associated with the element earth and frequently with water (Muladhara/Svadisthana). The Four Elements, Earth, Water, Air, Fire may be attributed to Cthulhu as Lord of the Abyss.

'Beyond the Mauve Zone'

— Kenneth Grant

Artwork by Steffi Grant

Excerpts & Artwork Edits

— EV AKA VV 🩸W 333 W🩸

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Ohh, so I was looking at my storage and found these! I originally shared them on twitter before yeeting the platform. Anyway, feel free to use! Art memes for your oc :D

[jemlolirocktoyz]

We all know how much you crave ownership, pretty dolly. Tell us how you imagine being used if you were owned by a couple? What's a scenario or position you daydream about being put in?

This will be hard to answer as it makes me blush a lot to think about and for some reason, despite having a whole blog about my kinks, talking about things that I think about this often makes me blush too much… But I will try to answer this.

I hope to be their doll, their pet, their entertainment. I am beneath them, just their object to use whenever they want to. I don’t have a say in what they make me do for their entertainment— I can be toyed with, made pretty to have on display, made to humiliate myself for their enjoyment, or used for their pleasure as mine does not matter. I’m nothing more than a tool sometimes, I’m their sex doll, their servant, and I hope to be the perfect toy for them. I guess this is similar to how I usually am, but when I imagine myself being used by a couple, I feel more submissive than usual… I really feel inferior… like there’s no way I could be a real girl, I’m not equal to them, I’m just their useful toy.

Uhm so forgive me when I talk about this, I don’t usually get sexually explicit… and it’s taken me so long to answer this, because thinking about saying something this vulgar makes me blush a little… if you notice I hardly talk about actual sex.. ok I’ll stop being annoying and answer it already.

I often imagine:

৻ꪆBeing used by both of them at the same time for their pleasure: she sits on my face and I eat her out while he fucks me, I’m laying there taking it like a good doll getting my dolly parts used, I’m just a good and functional toy used for pleasure.

৻ꪆOne of them guiding my head, training me how to use my mouth on the other, effectively teaching me how to be good at giving oral pleasure, barely giving me time to breathe, forcing me to learn how to be a good sex doll, it’s one of the only things I’m useful for

৻ꪆMy literal most embarrassing fantasy ever that I’m putting on the internet for the whole world to see… sometimes I think about being tied up and gagged in an uncomfortable position, forced to watch, maybe I’m in chastity because they want to keep their doll pure, or maybe to teach it that it doesn’t deserve pleasure…

(I feel my heart racing telling this one, I don’t say this to anyone bc of how embarrassing a fantasy this is but I think abt it a lot)

[jemlolirocktoyz]

People are talking about Encanto Gothic, and I love it, but I want to talk about the opposite for a minute. Let’s talk about Addams Family Wholesome:

Like the rest of the townsfolk, you’re wary when an eccentric rich family moves into the abandoned asylum on the hill. Your fears are quickly assuaged. They mostly keep to themselves, and literally nobody has had a negative interaction with them.

Organ music comes from the asylum late at night. It’s haunting, but beautiful. It echoes through the town. You stay up sometimes just to listen to it.

The father gushes about his wife at every opportunity. Sometimes for hours.

The mother and father dance in the garden on full moons. You can see the love in their eyes. You wish you had that kind of love.

Some of the other housewives invite the mother for brunch. She notices the bruises that one of them is trying to hide, and invites her and her husband for dinner that night. He turns himself in to the police the next day, a gibbering wreck. She smiles for the first time in months. She and the mother have tea every Thursday.