jellygirlw

[jellygirlw]

i was never allowed to be a wishful thinker

so i tear out my heart and feel it beating.

i scoff at the clouds shimmer

and through the what ifs and what wills

and the tremor from the sun.

my sisters think that there’s time for me to learn,

but i’m paralyzed and tired of these questions

heart let me trust

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hey it’s okay, because one day you’ll be sitting in your apartment far away from home, with people who showed you more love than they ever could, and suddenly everything is okay

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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.

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summer went by with no evidence left behind, but my bones are still in june

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i love being curious i love being interested i love being fascinated i love stopping to research everything every day i love making fact files i love telling people fun facts i love learning new things i love teaching other people new things i love thinking “hey why does that happen?” and looking it up and SOMEONE HAS AN ANSWER !!!

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you can love him, but you can't keep him, tumblr user @/pencap / mother mary, badflower / the burning, venetta octavia / bastards and betrayal, pinterest user @/soupenthusiasts

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i’m sitting outside eating a bowl of fruit and suddenly it’s ok that you didn’t love me

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Stevie nicks 1982

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“Close the door. Remove the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.”

— Paulo Coelho

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velvet, flowers and lace. what could be better?

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i’m sorry mom, i miss you.

- sandygorange

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