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Hi!

I just wanted to say that it's so refreshing seeing you back on the internet. In middle school I looked up to your art; the seamless transitions of line density, and your designs of Amy Rose are so inspiring. You were, and still are, a masterful artist. I'm just so so so happy to see you back on the internet, whether writing or drawing. I hope all the support shows you that you're well loved and received. Keep going, we're all rooting for you!!

I do have one question; Would you ever consider drawing Final Fantasy characters? I'm asking because your style reminds me alot of Tetsuya Nomura's (the mind behind Final Fantasy 7, 15, Kingdom Hearts, etc.) I think your art styles really compliment each other, and it would be really cool seeing what your mind can come up with. Just a suggestion though!

Omg, thank you so much! My heart is full! I'm honored to be able to read your message! It really gripped me. I was so mean toward my artwork before I left the internet that I really regret it now.

All of this support has blown my mind, especially on Twitter! I feel surrounded by love and good energy.

You made a wonderful suggestion! I never considered drawing Final Fantasy characters, but when I get better at drawing, I think I'll give it a shot!

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Jazmine, I'm just now discovering your account & art for the first time in years. I'm autistic, and STH has been my special interest since I was 8 years old (around 2009-2010.) When I was just a kid, I remember finding your art and being so excited to show my best friend, who I'd also roped into STH. When I asked her just now who I just rediscovered, we both totally freaked out, LOL. You were two little girl's favorite artist. I would spend hours trying to draw in your style, and watching those horrible AMV's of your work with grainy 2000's pop songs in the background. I can confidently say those were some of the most fun times in my childhood, and to this day, your art remains a staple in my life. I'm 22 years old now and have my degrees in art, and I just wanted you to know that you took part in that. Your work inspired me to go after what I loved and experiment with different things in art. Thank you for creating, and thanks for making me feel like a little kid again :) Xoxo - A loyal fan

Omg, lookit you! You're an example for ME. Art was simply my hobby, but I should've done more with it. Thank you for dropping by with this soul-touching message. I'm almost speechless! I'm very excited to see your work!

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The fact that I’ve been looking for your art for years 😭 I am glad I came across your Twitter page just now. My childhood self is screaming that I found my favorite shadamy artist after so many years!!!

Haha, hello there again! Thank you so much for saying this. It warmed my heart. This time, I'm here to stay on the internet.

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Omg it’s actually you!! Holy crap!! I’m so happy to see you returning! It’s been nearly a decade but I still look up your old art for inspiration to draw beautiful Amy and curly hair.

It’s wonderful to have you back!

It felt wonderful to see your comment! Thank you so much for the warm welcome! I'm happy to be back!

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hi jazmine!! I've been a fan of your art since i was 8 and was (still) obsessed with shadowAmy 😭😭 i really adore your artstyle! if you don't mind answering, what is ur artstyle in the anime shadowamy called? I'm getting inspiration by it if you dont mind ofc!!

Hi, rcckyz! Thank you for reaching out to me and being so doggone sweet! I don't have a name for that particular style, but I'm sure it was inspired by something. Unfortunately, I don't remember! I apologize for the useless answer! Please have fun with it!

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Commissions are open! This one is of Shadow the Hedgehog and Amy Rose for mayli_draws and her AO3 fic, "The Prince of Black Arms."

I also wanted to let you all know that I've been seeing your kind messages! They've made me so happy! I'll be getting to each of them very soon!

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If only I could hug you for real! All of that does sound stressful. I know you’re more than grateful to have a partner-in-crime like your husband.

Procrastinating washing my hair by researching scalp psoriasis... Yeah, I do have a coal tar shampoo, Neutrogena's T-Gel... Yeah, it's probably connected to the Hashimoto's hypothyroidism, cuz psoriasis is also an auto-immune disorder... I should go wash my hair with said T-Gel, again. I know it works. For a couple days at least. If I wash it twice with that & then again with H&S & then conditioner. So it's so long & involved & hair is falling out anyway... & my hair's still way past shoulder length so it's so much to get through just to treat my damn scalp. I gotta cut it shorter but it still needs to fit into a pony tail or my dad won't shut up & Oct 4th cousin's wedding with Qanon uncle isn't too far away so I need to not become a target -verbally or physically- for him either. & my brother. & the guy my cousin's marrying. & my other uncle. Meanwhile my scalp is so itchy & flaky, but all these men... I just wanna cry... But Hunny. Of course. Hunny. HE'D support me in anything, so far as even shaving my head, ESPECIALLY to treat a medical condition, if only dermatological. He's working til 8 & I'm supposed to pick him up & we're gonna go out. & when we get back & I ask him to help me cut it shorter, I know he'll be scared he'll "mess it up," but he'll do it. And if anyone says anything in front of him, their next conversation will be with the floor. ... So anyway this is also why I keep Ternion in my mind all the time. @jazmine-here

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Honestly, turns out, I swear I could've been diagnosed with that fic alone.

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My heart dropped. You're going through way too much. I have a relative who deals with alopecia and it was hard to sit through when it was at its worst. I can't offer much from where I am, but I pray that this gets better for you.

Procrastinating washing my hair by researching scalp psoriasis... Yeah, I do have a coal tar shampoo, Neutrogena's T-Gel... Yeah, it's probably connected to the Hashimoto's hypothyroidism, cuz psoriasis is also an auto-immune disorder... I should go wash my hair with said T-Gel, again. I know it works. For a couple days at least. If I wash it twice with that & then again with H&S & then conditioner. So it's so long & involved & hair is falling out anyway... & my hair's still way past shoulder length so it's so much to get through just to treat my damn scalp. I gotta cut it shorter but it still needs to fit into a pony tail or my dad won't shut up & Oct 4th cousin's wedding with Qanon uncle isn't too far away so I need to not become a target -verbally or physically- for him either. & my brother. & the guy my cousin's marrying. & my other uncle. Meanwhile my scalp is so itchy & flaky, but all these men... I just wanna cry... But Hunny. Of course. Hunny. HE'D support me in anything, so far as even shaving my head, ESPECIALLY to treat a medical condition, if only dermatological. He's working til 8 & I'm supposed to pick him up & we're gonna go out. & when we get back & I ask him to help me cut it shorter, I know he'll be scared he'll "mess it up," but he'll do it. And if anyone says anything in front of him, their next conversation will be with the floor. ... So anyway this is also why I keep Ternion in my mind all the time. @jazmine-here

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Honestly, turns out, I swear I could've been diagnosed with that fic alone.

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I sketched this six years ago on my iPad! I was learning how to use that apple pencil.

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Words cannot express how much I'm happy to see you return to the internet. I know you don't remember me but I used to be a huge fan of yours during the early 10s! I was about 10 years younger than you and I remember we had nice discussions on both your DA and FB page. You updated me on your life and I was hoping you were doing well while you were offline all these years. It's good to see that you ventured into original works because even as a kid/preteen I saw that you were something special and had a rare talent for art and writing that few people have. The Sonic fandom used to be filled with so many talented and amazing artists who moved on to making original works and working on other official projects. You and that era of 00s/10s fandom will always hold a special place in my heart. <3

I was red in the face after I read your message. Thank you so much for saying everything you've said. Your words brightened up my day considerably. I still deeply regret my disappearance, but to be found by so many people from the past has had a healing effect on my heart. Whenever I start to beat myself up, I try to read messages from kind people like you.

You have to tell me your name (or old username) so that I can properly remember you! Everyone from that era holds a special place in my heart as well.

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Moongene and Elsa? I'm intrigued.

MOON-GENE-LSA

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Lemme read this, pretty please! It sounds great!

(For those who didn't open "keep reading," the story "Ice Play" is completely PG)

Going back over my WIPs for that WIP Update, I looked through my one-shot scraps to see if maybe I'd shoot one of them out, too. Perhaps start with the oldest? Liiike, "Ice Play," I think... So I opened it up, and... it IS indeed movie-based and a Frozen-crossover... & I do remember this piece, but I thought this title was something else. It's not the universe I thought. --seriously I must have just labeled this doc wrong, cuz... It's...

My own idea of if Elsa did get to go visit Eugene & Isolde in Corona first. In the original story, something happened to cancel that trip (I forget, not going to find it rn), and it was Eugene & Isolde who traveled to Arendelle first. In the original, as soon as they began entering the castle, (audience already knew this, but) how the maid was holding Isolde, made it more apparent to their immediate company what sort of issue was actually going on, while seeming to the rest of the crowd just a normal protection from the cold & privacy for being a tiny baby sole heir & only bloodline left, to possibly both kingdoms, depending how this visit went... In this, I was too curious, what if Elsa went to Corona first? What if it wasn't a gentle introduction like that? What if he was still keeping her from seeing Isolde? Finally having heels on the ground, finally being so close, finally able to get an answer - she wouldn't stand for anymore closed doors. Cue yet another dance of Eugene's: "It's not what you think!" I say "another," because we also -to this day in 2022- NEVER got an explanation for what could have possibly sparked a rumor of him fooling around with a maid (I do forget from when..), besides having so many internal enemies still. All he's said in his letters is that he obviously denies it, and, as far as I've understood, we the audience do indeed have no reason to believe he would ever, whether before or after. Regardless, he's trying to look his & Corona's best, because joining kingdoms does seem their best mutual option, but I don't recall the Storting liking him any better than his own parliament. But right now it's around 8pm. It's bedtime. They're alone. And he DOES truly want her to really understand. Baby Izzy was born with a cleft palette. So it's just them tucking her into bed together. 😭 . . . & btw if you're wondering where Rapunzel is in all of this while I've been rambling, uh...

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What a beautiful collage!

Elsa glares at him and jerks her chin out of his grasp. "You promised they would be safe. You still have yet to uphold your end of the bargain. Don't you dare touch her or any of my people ever again." Rumors of the Enchanted Forest and its 'Snow Queen' have ventured beyond Arendelle, piquing the interest of many curious men from powerful countries. Anna's duties as Queen of Arendelle are about to be put to the test, while Elsa and Honeymaren struggle to protect the forest and its inhabitants from intruders.

{ Read on AO3 }

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Old artwork from 2013.

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Did anyone ever download any Youtube videos from my old Youtube channel? I believe at point that I even changed the name to "Constellations of Me." @miranova23 @msmarshmallowmadness @thenamelessdoll @starspatter @tea-tower I'm still kinda hunting for lost content.

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More of my artwork from seven years ago.

Story was going to be a character for my potential fiction, “Lanterns on the Lake,” which was titled after a group that played some part in orchestrating the atmosphere of the plot with their lovely song, “The Places We Call Home.” The story was a paranormal drama. Quite frankly, I remember “Casper” before I remember “Sixth Sense,” so I wanted “Lanterns on the Lake” to be a little bit of both. Nothing “kiddy cheesy” or “endlessly horrifying,” but something that showed “the good” and “the bad” equally. Story was meant to be a lonely introvert whose only friend was a ghost trying to protect her from “the bad spirits.” The fiction had a lot of Studio Ghibli influence.

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Just got after effects and of course had to test it on the OTP.