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[jayveepoems]

Speak now, speak

Get your tongue cut, then submerge

In the sea of shame

[jayveepoems]

I am okay

I don't need help

I can get up from that mess

I have dried my eyes and looked for tomorrow

I am fine

I am fine now that you aren't

I am okay now, lying in this four-sided prison

I don't need help, now more than that time

I was elevated to my prison, and it was the best thing that happened to me

Everything had dried and turned to bones

And today, it's more than fine

Now that I have closed my eyes

That future will never pass

[jayveepoems]

Never look up

Keep your head down in a hallway of whispers

Emerge the mind in a sea of wonder

Keep that heart of yours caged

Never let it wander

For all those who wander are lost

And those who looked up shattered

[jayveepoems]

Beat of the heart

Unmoving in a flat line

To the eyes of the many, it was a turn.

But not to her

Never her

For what was a second is a lifetime of whispers frozen forever

A lamination and culmination of the trips that turned to fall.

[jayveepoems]

On this night, I held a box—

A keeper of my heart—

with the woman I love.

Before this evening

I asked her father

Kneeled in front

And promised to make her my queen.

Face to face

I smiled at her

And kneeled in front, for the second time.

I poured my soul. Asked her hand.

Promised her a lifetime.

And in that moment, she frowned

Asked me to get up

And told me it's over.

[jayveepoems]

blood trickles upon my heart

it created a pool of endless red

and in time

it would fill up a room.

it would suffocate me

it would take the oxygen in my lungs

and will force me to drink blood—

just to rob me of everything, including my life.

but it was never enough, no

they'll watch me as I cry and beg

they'll laugh—loudly—as I drown in my own blood

and dance on my remains, when all was said and done.

[jayveepoems]

track his footsteps

in the raging sands.

watch as they disappear, love

in a cold, windy night.

get lost in a sea of sand

aimless, walking back and forth.

there's the northern star

the light to all who is lost.

watch, as it disappears

when the day approaches and the heat surfaces.

the moon was useless

and so was the sun.

sweat trickles around your on your body

like a bath does to a man.

the sun was indeed useless

and so was your decision to find his shadow.

day and night

suffering is a cycle

with stomach as a gas

and bones as a paper.

you watched him leave

you followed him

and only saw the fading footsteps

carried by the wind, as the sand travels to another place.

[jayveepoems]

inside a silver platter

is a golden bowl full of diamonds

and a spoon made of blood

as a man in his black suit

eats it all

[jayveepoems]

you know

you don't have to stand

you don't have to watch all night as he rips what you've built

you have have a voice

a choice to say yes and a right to say no

your hands are not shackled

you can scream and shout to get the message across

run when all is lost

and seek help when it is needed

you don't have to watch and stand as he ruin you

there's a choice

[jayveepoems]

brokenhearted fool

in a sea of innocents

leaps with both eyes close.