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[jane-lynndrake-t]

Ooc:

New college term has started yall :(

Gon be a lil slow, but Missus Drake is gonna find out abt the Justice League and Batman next! The plan is for it to have art haha

I hope yall like it when I can post it!

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I now see where Tim got the pretty gene:)

Oh my!

Out of every compliment and comment I've received about my appearance, this one... well...

None has made me feel as proud or beautiful. Is that weird?

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Oh my gosh. I just realized these sparring sessions are paying off. I've never had muscles like this before.

On your graceful aging to 42 years young, I think you still have quite a bit of time to enact some of your plans. And because your son Timothy is the way he is, I think he would be overjoyed to interact with a version of his mother.

I guess there are other ways I can find to help my home.

It sounds like you're familiar with Tim <3. Do you know him?

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omg HIIII! we can see you now! We were right, you are still pretty!

Still pretty?

Honey, just because I'm older doesn't mean that I thought I wasn't pretty. ;)

It felt more like... hm. Well,

Imagine you have this mug you use every morning. You drink coffee from it so often that you don’t even notice the stains cracks and faded colours that it has earned over time.

What if one morning, when you go to grab this mug, you’re given pause. The colors look new and as vibrant as the day you got, and the stains and cracks are gone. You know it’s yours, though. It still has the little bumps in the glaze from when it was fired.

That's how it felt sometimes... looking in the mirror.

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Again, pretty. I am so fucking way about Janet

I'm glad you don't find me as uncanny as I do. I find that I miss my freckles and scars even if I always had them covered up with makeup.

If I find a picture of me without makeup I'll be sure to share!

[jane-lynndrake-t]

Ooc:

I sent an rp ask a while ago and just realized that I never tagged myself in it. I am sobbing. ALSO: Your take on Janet is amazing and I love it. Definitely a very good one! I look forward to seeing more about her!

ANON I STILL DONT KNOW WHO UOU ARE P L EA SE I WANNA TAG YOU WHEN I RESPOND

Also,

Thank you so much. I was a little worried about how people thought about my take. I have a lot of thoughts on fridged characters and on Janet Drake. There’s a lot that was interesting to me when I was going through the panels she is referenced in.

Tbh, all this started because I wanted to write a fic but I don’t have the time to sit down and do it haha

[jane-lynndrake-t]

On your graceful aging to 42 years young, I think you still have quite a bit of time to enact some of your plans. And because your son Timothy is the way he is, I think he would be overjoyed to interact with a version of his mother.

I guess there are other ways I can find to help my home.

It sounds like you're familiar with Tim <3. Do you know him?

[jane-lynndrake-t]

I was curious about the "He's only 17" post. You're from Gotham, which was a mob city back in 2004 last you remember. It's gotten significantly more dangerous in the following 20 years, but still only? I would have thought that the mentality would be pride that he's made it to 17.

I am so so proud of him and so so grateful that he’s alive. But 17 is still just… a boy. He’s only 17. He’s only a boy. I want him to live until he is old. I want him to be in competition with past generations and beat their score in age. I want him to be safe. I don’t want to involve him, a 17 year old, in whatever quackery I’ve found myself in.

Damn. I hope Wayne kept out of the mobs. Or whatever replaced them.

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How can you be proud of him if you don't even know him? Let alone love him.

I'm proud of him because he lived and is alive.

I love him because he exists.

That's in spite of him hating me. I don't care if you're right about that.

But don't you dare ever question my love towards my son. He's my son.

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Wow. You're good at assuming what kind of mother you are for someone who doesn't remember even having a child.

For all you know, he could hate you.

…

Text above: I don't think any version of Tim owes me anything.

Text above: Is it that bad to hope for a chance to know him? A chance to let him know he is loved?

I’m scared of him. I want to hold him.

I know I’m selfish.

[jane-lynndrake-t]

I'm sure your son loves and he should be/is proud that you are his mother

Thank you, I would want to think so. I love and am proud of him, too.

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Ooc: I just wanna say thank you to yall who posted rp asks!!

Please be patient with me, I want to respond and rp with yall, i just want her to get to a point where she can believe that you are alternate Tims first. Because in her state rn, she'd think the Tims are imposters.

But EPIC NEWS!! Soon, I'll have her responding to those asks with some art(as a thank you and a sorry, haha)!!!

I love yall!

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you should totally see what the bats are up to now there are like 10 of them.

Oh!! My brother loved bats!! Although I’m concerned if there are now 10 species of them now….

He used to call red bats filthy traditionalists because they preferred to sleep in trees and brave the harsh Gotham weather instead of human structures. Those were his favourites!

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You might be onto something with "dimensional entities". Well not really the entity part, but the dimensional part? I'm a person like you, but my words are reaching you through worlds, through universes, and your journal is what's connecting me (ALL of us) to you. It might be a gate way to the multiverse? And if that's the case, you might be meeting a lot more people from across universes

Well. It's definitely the journal.

It's reflecting my face back… does this mean you can you see me now?

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Fascinating and a one way trip to an existential crisis

You can say that again, hon.

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We're humans, but we're on a higher narrative plane. Would you like elaboration?

... narrative plane??

What is this... the matrix?

So if you’re humans and people… and you’re not using your powers to interact with me, it must be this journal that has these strange and powerful capabilities.

I wonder what is it's limit in communication? Does it have any other capabilities? Hmm.

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How concerned are your assassin buddies at you walking in a circle and booing?

I don't particularly care what 2 unemployed men think of me at the moment

I am living my truth <3