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We all know it won't end well

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Speak of me no more

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I love the Paris that lives in my head, but I know better, only disappointment awaits me once I met the real thing, you can expect greatness and beauty in imagination, the real world will always let you down, as it will my imaginary Paris.

Paris, 2015

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The first step one takes from child to adult is the realization that no one is well put together.

Everyone feels the dizziness of choice, everyone is overwhelmed by doubt, and absolutely everyone is afraid of death, we all despair, we all suffer, and we are surely all lost, some more than others, and try as you might, it's all the same, whether you do or do not, you will regret either way.

So go your merry way, try to figure shit out on your own, it won't lead to much, but it's your life and you have every right to prove me wrong.

The worst part about growing up is realizing no one actually has it figured out.

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If you're healthy and after reading this, thinks about your anxious friend, then allow me, as a severely anxious person, to elucidade the following: This is useless, meaningless thing to say, and downright harmful thing to say to a mentally ill person, only a sense of superiority and sheer hubris makes a person subscribe to such simplistic idea, it sickens me to think there are those who sincerely belive they are doing good by sharing this bullshit, I won't write an essay in the infinity of ways this is wrong, but just bear in mind that the only ones who can opinate on the matters of illness are professional health care personal, and obviously, the one sick from it.

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I would literally muder a random passerby with a butter knife to amuse a demon so they might consider casting a gender bending spell on me.

My immortal soul is a cheap price to pay for gender euphoria.

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Do you wanna know what upsets me more than anything about transition? The fact that trans-masc use of testosterone make their voice deeper, but trans-femme use of estrogen doesn't do shit to pitch or tone. Why? No, I don't want the scientific explanation, I just wanna know why the gods did this to us trans feminine people.

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Do you love them enough to search Google Scholar for articles on their mental illnesses ?

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Do not hold back. Some say revenge blinds and dooms, but I think otherwise, revenge is ice cream, cold and sweet, perhaps the coldest and sweetest treat you will ever get to taste, seeing those who tormented you pay a heavy price for their wickedness is unlike anything in life.

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"Are you happy doing what you love?" No, it was never about happiness, my instincts have guided me to it, it's all about obsession, an endless obsession that will never allow me to feel fulfilled.

Source: With You and the Rain Ame to Kimi to 雨と君と

by Ko Nikaido

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Even if they didn't actually make things worse, remaining neutral when you were on the verge of madness is as bad as any betrayal.

“If you’re struggling and your people are just sitting there watching you struggle, they’re not your people.”

— Unknown

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Is there anything hotter than men being slain by a gorgeous woman?

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There are times when I also feel this way, but I want more than that, I want to be so close as to become them, embodying their whole being, this is true to you who is reading this, 'I want to be just like you'.

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

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Two beings I have envied for so long now together as one. Gender envy has never been so strong.

Yorha android Miku, aka 39B

This drawing is the singular reason I have failed inktober. HOW could I concentrate on anything but this?? She has consumed me I fear

(Yes her sword is a leek version of Virtuous Contract. YES she is standing on a pile of leeks. YES I felt the leeks were too important to only mention in the tags.)

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Everything I have ever wanted to be, not human and hot

2B

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It's only logical that after climbing too high, the only way forward is downhill, but are you really gonna give up on the journey to the top? Isn't the view from up high enough to justify the strenuous way down? I know all of it in the logical sense, but deep down what matters is the way you feel, we aren't machines, we are the passionate animal par excellence, you only know something when you have felt it, that's why we don't learn from history because the only lasting knowledge comes from personal experience, if you haven't lived it yet, reading another's account won't mean anything at all.

“I think I’m afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens.”

— Charlie Brown

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"Could you at least cry in silence?"

I was burning, while you came blaming me for the smell of ashes. -Fyodor Dostoevsky