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i feel like i was meant to do something great. but i feel like i’ll never achieve it and it honestly makes me so sad.... that i feel like i won’t amount to shit. and i try to be positive don’t get me wrong. i try to ignore the negative thoughts. i try... i try so fucking hard to believe... i try so fucking hard to be nicer to myself. i try everyday. but everyday i feel more and more lost. everyday i feel like i will always be a failure. and that just makes me want to end it... but i don’t want to die because i feel like it could get better? idk....

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Aaah I’m tired of this quarantine bullshit like I gained 3kgs the first like 2 or 3 weeks

Then I restricted and lost 2kgs, then I started binging again and gained the 2kgs back

Now I haven’t counted calories and I’m too scared to weigh myself but I’ve probs gained another 2kgs and I want to dieee

Before the quarantine I was like 300g away from my GW1 and now I’m so far away again jfjsjdjswj

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Anyone else not being able to stop thinking about food cuz same

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Here’s to the next 10lbs

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every calorie is a failure 😔

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There’s a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness

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I am a waste of space

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when I fit into brandy melville its over for you bitches >:(

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i need to learn how not to eat again

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I just ate my whole kitchen, must be faking my ed

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my mum? oh, you mean CEO of fueling my eating disorder

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