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They Don’t Know You. // Miguel Cazarez Mora x oversized!gn!Reader

Request: Heyy I was wondering if u could write for either Robin or Miguel idc Which one whoever u write for but maybe x plus sized reader and they either get bullied and robin tries to cheer them up then beats up the bully and reader has no problem afterwards orrr Miguel x plus sized reader and maybe they are alr dating and ppl talk crap Abt her weight online or something and he notices maybe a mood change from her usual self and they talk Abt it and he tries to cheer her up then maybe does a appreciation post on social media for her and talks Abt the bullying separately OR SOMETHING LIKE that haha u get what I'm trying to say right? This is so much and I'm sorry and if u don't want to do ir just completely ignore this ty. Also Like the bullying is from jealous ppl and they just like "he can do way better than her" and blah blah blah but again just ignore if u don’t wanna do it haha:) Anonymous

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Quick authors note- Anything I say in this request is only for the story, so please don’t think these things about yourself. Everyone is so beautiful and it breaks my heart on how cruel people can be with their bodies. I hope everyone here is happy in their own skin and if you aren’t just know, every body type is perfect even if you don’t think so. I hope everyone enjoys. I love you guys.

Warning: Reader has bad thoughts about their body, hate comments, jealous people, and rude bitches 🤬🤬🤬🤬

They Don’t Know You. // Miguel Cazarez Mora x oversized!gn!Reader

I scrolled threw Instagram, waiting for Miguel to get to my house. We were going out to a restaurant for a third date. He never said which restaurant, but I was really excited. I was in a f/c (favorite color) suit/dress which I didn’t feel the best in. I originally went on Instagram to distract myself from me not feeling great in my suit/dress, but I went into a spiral of hate comments.

@/MiguelLovesMeOnly : Um, why is Y/n dating Miguel? They are so ugly.. look at how they look in that suit/dress.   Likes: 532

@/Th3BlackPh0n3Fan : Why does Miguel like Y/n? They look weird. They need to loose weight.   Likes: 163

@/R0b1n_F1nn3y_M1gu3l : If Miguel likes that, he would leave Y/n in an instant when he sees me. At least I’m skinny.   Likes: 347

@/Robin_wants.M3 : He can do so much better, and I am that so much better.     Likes: 674

Why do these people have to be so rude? The suit/dress I was wearing in the photo was the same I was wearing now. Why did so many people have to like those comments? No one even replied to defend me or anything. I really didn’t feel like going out anymore. I lost any interest in eating, and I felt gross in my body.

Miguel was the best person on the planet. He never made fun of me about my weight, about looking bad in something, about any of my insecurities. He was always so nice to me, but he gets hate about dating me. I check Miguel’s location, seeing he hasn’t left the house yet.

Y/n: 

Hey I don’t think I can hang out today. I’m not feeling well.

I put my phone down on the couch and go upstairs to my room to change into something baggy, making my body figure not being able to be seen. I avoid looking in the mirror, but I couldn’t help it. I felt a lump in my throat, it was burning. I tried to swallow it away, but it made it worse. I lift up my over sized shirt, reveling my stomach. 

I burst into tears seeing my body. I slowly make my way to the ground, hiccuping from tears. I never felt comfortable in my body. There was always someone to comment about my weight, how I looked, but being in public attention made it worse. I couldn’t ever get a break. Well, that is a lie. Miguel was my break, but I never understood why. Even I think I wasn’t enough for him, so why does he think I am?

My head starts feeling dizzy, so I slowly get up and slowly go downstairs to the kitchen. I still had tears falling from my eyes, but I wasn’t making noise, I was just feeling numb. I grabbed a glass cup and filled it with water. I drank it then went into my living room. I stared off into space feeling tired.

I’m so tired of this. I don’t understand why 99/100 people I meet always have to hate on me. Sometimes it isn’t about my weight, but most of the time it is.

I snap out of my zone out and look at my phone. I wiped my eyes to see the notification clearly.

Life360: Miguel arrived at your location.

What? I look below the Life360 notification to see other notifications from Miguel.

Y/n: 

Hey I don’t think I can hang out today. I’m not feeling well.

Miguel: 

That’s okay, how are you feeling? Is it a cold?

Y/n?

Are you okay?

Hermosa you’re worrying me.

Hey now you got me scared, I’m coming over.

And just like that, I hear a knock on the door. I froze for a moment, not knowing what to do. Shit, I probably look horrible. I quickly wipe my eyes with my hands, and brush through my hair with my fingers (sorry if you’re bald), then walk over to the door. I look through the little peep hole to see Miguel looking around my neighborhood. I open the door, and greet him.

“Hey.” I said, kind of awkwardly. He looked at me and smiled.

“Hey! How are you feeling?”

“Good, sorry I wasn’t on my phone. I didn’t see your texts.” I responded, stepping aside and letting him in.

“Hey were you crying?” He walks in and turns to look at me. His hand makes his way up to my cheek wiping where ears previously were. I try thinking of an excuse, but I couldn’t think fast enough. I nod my head, looking down after. “Hey about what?” He tilts my face back up, making me look at him.

I walk him over to my couch and sit him down. I pick up my phone and unlock it, then hand it to him. All the hate comments I was previously crying about being read by Miguel. He starts scrolling, if I am being honest, I didn’t know there were more comments then what was at the top.

I hear him sigh and he puts my phone down, turning it off. He picks my hands up from my lap, making me look up at him. I was afraid of what he was going to say. He just stared at me in a pity way, but some guilt mixed in too.

“I’m sorry,” Is all he says. He pauses for a few seconds, I assume trying to think of what to say. “These people are horrible. They are just jealous. They don’t know the real you. You don’t deserve this at all.” The tone of his voice was serous, a bit sad and a little angry.

“It’s not your fault, you don’t need to apologize.” I respond, reassuring him. I grew sad at the thought of him thinking this is his fault.

“What they’re saying, it’s not true. You aren’t ugly, you look amazing in that suit/dress that you were wearing. You don’t look weird, you are so much more than beautiful. You don’t need to loose weight, you are literally so perfect. And look at this,” He clicks on the profile who commented that “he would leave me in an instant when he sees her”. It was a literal 9 year old. I laugh genuinely, and I saw Miguel’s face relax when he saw me happy. “These are just a bunch of nine year old’s that are jealous of you. Don’t let them get to you. Please.”

“I will try.” I say, hugging him.

THE END

I am so sorry that took for ever, the story felt a lot longer typing it then it was reading it so I am so so sorry. 

REQUESTS ARE OPEN FOR: Robin Arellano, Miguel Cazarez Mora, Finney Blake, and Bruce Yamada

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Hi again // The Black Phone Requests

Ok so I am going to still do Robin Arellano and Miguel Cazarez Mora requests, but I also want to do Finney Blake and Bruce Yamada so yeah request them too 

dont mind the excessive tags i did too

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THIS IS SO GOOD OMG.

You’re Alive

Finney Blake x Best Friend Fem!reader

Note: Tumblr ate the request, but here it is!  @user220811

Reader switches place with Gwen. Gwen still had the dreams, but she went to get their father instead of staying and waiting from them to find Finney. Also, you said “she” in your request so I made reader female, let me know if I need to change that! I might go back a fix this mess later, too.

Warnings: short (I’m still rusty), slight angst (?), mentions of dead bodies, anxiety thinking, reader asks too many questions, reader needs glasses because she couldn’t recognize seeing poor Finney, also reader a little dumb, Finny, reader, and Robin used to be a trio :(, slightly rushed ending.

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Protecting? // Robin Arellano x fem!Reader

Request: Maybe something where he comes over for a sleepover and in the morning wakes up before the reader and thinks they look adorable in their sleep, and just stares at them until they wake up and he pretends it never happened

Requester: @eichenhouseproperty

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Protecting?  // Robin Arellano x fem!Reader

Y/n Pov

A few days ago I invited Robin, Finney, and Gwen over to a sleep over for tonight. I was really excited as I haven’t had a sleep over in forever, and I haven’t had one with any of them before. I set everything up in my basement, I made sure the carpet was vacuumed, the couch didn’t have crumbs in it, the room didn’t smell.

I was really nervous to have Robin in my house. He hasn’t been in my house, but Finney and Gwen have been. Plus, my major crush on him makes everything worse. What if he doesn’t like my house? What if he thinks how I live is gross? What if my parents embarrasses me in front of him? What if my brother embarrasses me in front of him? 

My mind starts racing as the time I told them to come over starts getting closer and closer. I take a deep breath and go upstairs to wait for the three to come over. It was 3:42 (pm), and I said to come around 4:00 (pm). I go to my room and clean my room to distract myself from my nervous thoughts. I’m going to have fun. I need to stop worrying. I comfort myself.

I hear a knock on my front door and my dog starts freaking out. “Boomer (dogs name)! Come here!” I lead him into my bedroom and close the door. I walk over to my front door and open it to Gwen and Finn holding their bags and pillows. “Hey guys!” I said smiling, taking their bags from them. I lead them into my basement and told them we were going to be sleeping on the couch. They put all their stuff down and we talk for a little until we here another knock on the door. It’s okay, don’t worry. 

I walk upstairs and over to my front door and take a deep breath. I open the door revealing Robin holding his bag and his pillow. “Hey! Here let me take this.” I say grabbing his bag it was very light weight compared to Finn and Gwen’s. “Come in.”

He walks in and I shut the door behind him. It felt weird with him being in my house, I wasn’t sure if I should feel happy that he was here, or scared. I look around and see some baby photos of me he was staring at. It was framed on the kitchen counter, facing anyone that walks in the door. I have no clue why mom my put it there. “Aw.” He says pointing of me at 3. My mom liked putting me in the most embarrassing outfits, so I was wearing a whole ass home-made bee suit.

“Shut up.” I say, grabbing his arm and pulling him away from the picture before he saw anymore. I dragged him down the stairs and the siblings heads looked up, looking at who came down.

“What did you guys get married? Arm in arm?” Gwen jokes, seeing my hand still on Robin’s arm. I rolled my eyes, pulling him over to the couch Gwen was laying on. I drop Robin’s arm and look around. There was an awkward silence before I broke it.

“So, what do you guys want to do?” I ask.

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We ended up watching a few movies, then me and Gwen started getting tired. We set up where everyone was going to sleep (the couch is a sectional couch so its big). I was sleeping on the part of the couch that was facing out, Robin’s pillow was right next to mine, but facing to my right. Gwen was sleeping where Robin’s feet were (poor girl.) but she was facing the other way. (sorry that was extremely hard to explain the sleeping set up)

I went to my downstairs bathroom and brushed my teeth and changed into my Pajamas. Then Gwen, then Finney, then Robin. By the time Robin came out I was asleep.

Robin’s Pov

I came out of the bathroom after I changed and brushed my teeth. I walk over to the couch we were all sleeping on, except for Finn, and I carefully sat down. I didn’t want to wake Y/n up who was sleeping, facing the other way. I looked over and saw Gwen was asleep, and so was Finn. I looked back over at Y/n and saw she was facing me now.

I fully laid down and notice how adorable she looked as she slept. She looked so peaceful, her lips were smiling the tiniest bit, she was using her arms as her pillow since she fell off it. She looked perfect, as if she were in a picture. She was saying perfectly still, she didn’t snore, and the only thing you could hear was her light breathing. God she’s perfect.

She started moving so I quickly look away just in case she woke up. I start thinking about how she looked while the sound of her ceiling fan drifted me to sleep.

--

I woke up first, then Finn woke up right after. I sat up, looking around remembering where I was. Finn looked at me and gets up to sit next to me. I look down at Y/n sleeping peacefully. She looked the exact same as last night, like she didn’t move at all. I didn’t know someone could look that adorable while not even trying to. 

“I’m going to use the bathroom.” Finn whispers, getting up. I nod, not taking my eyes off of Y/n. It felt creepy staring at her while she is sleeping, and now that I am thinking about it it sounds creepy, but I have been in love with her for so long. I don’t know how that would make a difference and if anything that makes it sound even more creepy. I saw her move, shifting how she was laying. I didn’t notice her eyes opening one bit.

“Like what you see?” She whispers. Shit.

Y/n Pov

I start opening my eyes, leaving a dream. I look up at Robin who was staring at me. I was about to blush, but stopped myself, I mean he would 100% notice me blushing because he was staring at me. I shifted how I was laying since it was very uncomfortable.

“Like what you see?” I whisper, half-jokingly. I watch his eyes widen a bit as I sit up. I look around and see Gwen was still asleep. I heard the the bathroom door open and I assumed it was Finney. I look back at Robin to see him still looking at me. “Do I really look that good when I am sleeping?” 

“No- I mean yes. But I was just-” Robin pauses, I raise my eyebrows and grin. “protecting you?”

“My night and shinning armor!” I joked. I smiled at him, but he looked down. He looked very embarrassed. I scootched myself closer to him and touch his arm to get his attention. He looks up confused. “I’m joking. If I were you I would be doing the exact same thing.”

“Oh, shut up.” He smiles.

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After Gwen got up we played some games at my house, walked around my block, and played with my dog. While we were playing with my dog my little 5 year old brother some how got downstairs, and when I looked over Robin and him were playing with his action figures. It was really cute.

“What?” Robin caught me staring at him.

“I’m just protecting you.” I teased.

“You will never let that go will you?” I shook my head grinning at him.

I decided to walk everyone home from my house since we all live sorta close. We stopped at Finney and Gwen’s house and we hugged goodbye. While walking to Robin’s house we talked about random things. My little brother, school, my house, summer, and a new store being built. Once we got to his front porch I handed him his pillow I was carrying. We just stood in front of his door, staring at each other.

“Maybe,” I said, taking a dramatic pause. “you could protect me again soon?” He rolls his eyes playfully and smiles.

“Yeah I’d love that.” He closed his lips, blocking his smile from showing, but it showed even more. I get closer to him, then kiss him on the cheek. I saw his smile drop and his eyes widen once again. Shit did I read the conversation wrong?

He looked stunned, his mouth was wide open and his eyes stayed wide. After 1.5 seconds he closed his mouth and it looked like he had a burst of energy. He grabbed my face and carefully, but also very quickly, placed his lips on mine. Now I was the stunned one. I didn’t think that I would get him to do that. I kissed him back, placing my one hand on his cheek where I originally kissed. He broke apart, but stayed an inch away from my face. I smiled as he brushed a piece of my hair from my face.

“Thank you for protecting me.”

“Let go of that! Please!” He says, letting go of me.

“Absolutely not.” I say, walking off his porch with an ear-to-ear grin.

THE END

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Do You Hate Me? // Robin Arellano X gn!Reader

Request: Hello, I have a Robin request/idea for you. Maybe the reader is friends with Finney, but not really friends with Robin. Robin thinks the reader hates him, but they have a crush on him and just can’t express it normally. Hope you’re having a good day/night💕

Warning: Cursing, Bloody knuckles, angst (I LOVE SM), mentions of anxiety (the tiniest bit) Tell me if there is more!

The bell rings, telling everyone 2nd period is over. I walk out of the classroom and go to my locker. I start to put the combination in when I look over to see Finney and Robin walking over to me. Shit, open, quickly, please. I curse to myself. Since I was rushing I messed up the code, and I wanted to punch myself in the face. I start putting my code in normally, excepting my fate.

“Hey Y/n.” Finney says, stopping next to me.

“Hey guys.” I say, opening my locker. Robin please don’t talk to me-

“Hey, want to walk to next period together?” Robin asks, smiling at me. I look at him and quickly think of an excuse. We both have the same next period, math, but I really didn’t want to walk with him.

It’s not that I hate him or anything like that. It’s actually the complete opposite, I have this crush on him. I have always wanted to be friends with him, or more, but I don’t want to make it obvious that I have a huge crush on him. I feel like I would just ruin everything so I make excuses to not hang out with him. We have hung out before, but only with Finn there and he never left our side.

“I have to go to the bathroom, but next time maybe.” I say, slightly smiling, taking my books out of my locker. I felt bad, and I see out of the corner of my eye him frowning a bit. “See you guys later.” I said, walking in the direction of the bathroom. I wait a minute to hear the bell ring, then I wait a few more minutes to make it seem like I actually did go to the bathroom. I walk to my math class and open the door.

“Y/n. It is such a pleasure for you to join us.” The teacher sarcastically says. “This is your 5th time doing this in the passed 2 weeks. You know what I said last time. One more time and detention, and that was your last chance. You get detention for a week starting tomorrow.” A week?? I get for a day or 2 but a full 7 days?? That’s actual bull shit.

“I know.” I said sitting down embarrassed. Did she really have to do that in front of everyone? Like come on and of course she had to do it in front of Robin. She wasn’t wrong though, it was my 5th time showing up late. It’s because I keep using excuses to get away from Robin.

It’s horrible I know. I hate that I am doing this to him. But that is how I hide a crush from people. This is my second crush, but I have never felt this way about anyone. I don’t know why but all I can do is push him away because I am scared of rejection, or embarrassment. I want to get over this crush thing, but I can’t. It’s been 2 weeks and the feeling grows even more.

I stare at my desk, thinking about Robin. I don’t do it on purpose. I hate that I do it because it doesn’t help getting over him at all. I randomly decide to look over in Robins direction and I see he was looking at me. I keep eye contact for a second, then look back at my desk. I got butterflies from him and I hold in my smile, but then I start thinking. Why was he looking at me? Do I look bad or something? Does he hate me for not walking with him? 

Lunch Time

At my locker I see Finney walking over to me but no Robin. He is probably mad at me. “Hey, where is Robin?” I ask, grabbing my lunch bag.

“He said we would just meet him in the lunch room.” Finn responds, and we walk to the cafeteria. We sit down at our usual table and we start eating. Robin comes in and sits next to Finn. 

Finn doesn’t know I like Robin, I mean maybe he does, but I haven’t ever told him. I just hope he doesn’t say anything to Robin because he has caught me staring at Robin a bunch. I was quiet while I ate, Robin and Finney talked to each other. I listened in on their conversation but it was just about random things. Robin didn’t try talking to me like he usually does at lunch.

It hurt that he didn’t try, but I also brought it onto myself. It’s my fault for being a bitch to him.

Next Morning At School (Mixing this part up a bit sorry)

As I walk to school I notice a circle of people outside of it. I walk over to the circle to see what’s happening. I see Robin punching a kid named Moose, I didn’t really know him, but I knew that he bothered people a lot. I watch as blood forms on both Robins fists and Moose’s face. I watch as Robin gets up, cursing the kid out, then walks away.

I run over to Robin, which surprised him a bit. I grab his hand and see the blood. “Is that yours or his?” I ask half joking.

“I don’t know.” He says a bit coldly.

“Let me clean this up. I have an extra shirt and tape. I know it’s not much but its better then nothing.” I say. Maybe this will make up for how I have been treating him? He gives in, walking into school and we walk in the boys bathroom. We go over to the farthest sink and I get out the extra shirt from my bag and the tape. I grab his hand and put it under the water.

This felt weird, I mean because I haven’t ever hung out with him without Finn, and I have been avoiding him every time he wants to hang out. But now here I am holding his hand. Well more like cleaning but I was still holding it. It was awkward because neither of us said anything and the only sounds were from him wincing, or the running water.

I grabbed the white shirt and ripped it apart. It was a really bad shirt that I had in my bag just in case I needed it, but the fabric was cheap and easy to rip which really came in handy. I wrap a ripped part around his hand and wrap tape around it.

“Thanks.” He broke the silence, looking me in the eyes.

“Yeah, no problem.” I pause for a few seconds. “How does your fist feel?”

“Fine.” I nod. I try thinking of things to talk about to make it less awkward. “Y/n.” He says after a long pause. I look at him and raise my eyebrows, showing him he has my attention. “Why have you been acting like this around me? Do you hate me?”

“Hate you?” I ask, he nods. “No, not at all. It’s just a long story.” It really wasn’t a long story, I just didn’t want to tell him the real reason.

“I have time.” We did, school didn’t start until 7:30 and it was 7:13 (idk when theirs starts but that’s when mine does so). I look at the door, contemplating running out of there, but I knew I wouldn’t do it because that is just too embarrassing. I guess he saw me looking at the door so he takes a step forward, trapping me in the corner.

“I, um. Well I have this crush on you and that is how I express my feelings, I mean not express but that’s how I deal with a crush and I want to be your friend but I don’t want to screw it up and I know that we aren’t even that good of friends so it’s weird that I like you like this,” I vent, saying my words very fast. Robin’s eyebrows were up, I am guessing he was surprised with what I was saying and how fast I was saying it. “And now I am going to go because I am extremely embarrassed and I don’t want to ever talk about this again.”

I walked away while Robin was frozen. My face was red, and I wanted to never see him again. He wasn’t saying anything, but I didn’t give him the chance to, but I don’t want to hear what he has to say in response to anything I said.

In between 2nd and 3rd Period

I do my usual thing where I go to my locker and grab my math book. I made sure to do it as fast as possible, making sure Finney doesn’t come over to me with Robin. I saw them out of the corner of my eye, but I acted like I didn’t see them, and I go to 3rd period.

I was one of the first people in the classroom, and I sat at my usual desk. I don’t look at the people coming in the room. It’s like I was trying to act like everything was normal. I wish it was. Maybe I am just making this weird.

Class starts and I tried my best to keep my mind on math but it kept coming back to Robin. I felt a familiar pair of eyes on me, just like yesterday. I look over to see Robin staring at me. I don’t look away this time. To my surprise he smiles at me. I give him a genuine smile back. So things aren’t weird with us? I mean, he smiled at me so it’s not like he hates me.

“Y/n, Robin.” I look up at my teacher. “Quit staring at each other and work on your tests.”  My face heats up. Test? Wait what? I look down to see a test on my desk.

Lunch time

I knew lunch time would be extremely awkward, Finney wouldn’t know why, I mean unless Robin told him already. I sit in my regular seat, but Finn and Robin weren’t there. They didn’t come to get me at my locker so I came to the lunch room myself. I unwrapped my sandwich I made this morning and I start eating it. I start getting extremely bored so I start picking at my nails. I usually have Robin and Finney’s stories to make me entertained, but I have no clue where they are.

Maybe they just sat somewhere else? I start looking around the lunch room for either one of them. Just then I saw them come into the lunch room and walk towards the table we always sit at.

“Sorry Y/n, Robin here was telling me a very interesting story about someone confessing their love this morning to Robin here.” Finn says sitting down. My eyes widen and I look at Robin and he just smirks and looks down. God dammit. Everything after that at lunch was normal, Robin and Finn talk and I just listen.

Detention

I walk into the classroom that was held for detention and I sat at a random desk. I really didn’t know how this works, as I haven’t ever had it if I am being completely honest. I hear someone walk in behind me and I turn around. Of course, out of all people. Robin. I watch as he sits in a desk a few seats from mine.

We haven’t talked since this morning, which made things a bit more awkward. I look around the room for something to do or to stare at. Maybe like a poster or something I can read? But no. This classroom was bare asf.

“Pst.” I look over at who made the noise, Robin. “We need to talk.” My heart starts beating, Dear god no please. I nod, but I was confused how we would talk, the teacher was right there, but we were in the back, so she wouldn’t be able to hear us if we whispered. But I didn’t want to take that chance. I watch as Robin moves himself to the seat next to me and he pulls out a piece of paper and starts writing.

I anxiously wait as he is scribbling something. I hear him ripping the paper at sometimes, I am guessing he messed up, but there is something called an eraser. I watch the clock as I wait for him, he was kind of taking forever. He finally dropped the note on my desk. I looked over at him and he quickly turned his head looking the other way. I pick up the note and open it.

I don’t know where to start this so I am just going to say it. I like you too. I thought you knew that I liked you, that is why you were distancing yourself from me. I want to take you out somewhere, if you are up for it?

□ Yes □ Ew no □ Maybe?

I smiled at the options, I then looked over to Robin and he was still looking away. He still had the pencil in his hand so I took it from him. 

☑ Yes □ Ew no □ Maybe?

I fold back the paper to how it was before, then tap Robin on the shoulder. He finally looks my way, and I could see the anxiousness in his eyes. I hand him the paper and watch as he unwrapped it. I watch as he smiles and looks at me. When he sees me looking at him he tries to hide his smile but he couldn’t.

THE END I LOVE THIS

I would be up for a part 2, also THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING!! REQUESTS ARE OPEN FOR ROBIN ARELLANO AND MIGUEL CAZAREZ MORA

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Why did you say that? // Five x gn!Reader

“Ok so I wouldn’t usually do this but if you want to request something that is the umbrella academy related I will do it, but I would rather be doing Robert Sheehan requests but I like this request to much not to do it, so enjoy!

Request: okay so like reader is kina in love with five and trying to just tell him but he is like I'm sorry but me and you will never happend ( stefan vibe ) and after some days reader just got closer with vicktor and even have a little dance with him in luther wedding and five begin so jealous and sad? just sad and jealous five... and happy ending if you want. thanks 3/>

Why did you say that? // Five x gn!Reader

It was 2 days after I confessed my love. It was the day that Luther and Sloane gets married. A day of love, but not for me. I am of course beyond happy for Luther, but I can’t enjoy this without being next to Five. He always made everything more fun, I mean, kind of. But according to him, the feeling isn’t mutual.

(2 days before)

“Five, I’m in love with you.” I told him looking him straight in the eye. He broke eye contact, looking at the ground. He shook his head and scoffed. Ouch. “You just make me so happy and you make every experience so much more fun and-” He looked back up and me with a straight face. “What?” My heart started to sink.

“We can’t be together. We wont ever happen.” My throat was burning a bit, indicating I was on the verge of tears.

“But why not? I mean- I know the end of the world is in a few days but-”

“No Y/n. You don’t get it. I don’t want you to be my S/O (Significant other). The feeling isn’t mutual.” My eyes start slowly filling with tears, but none of them leaving my eyes. He looks at me, with a cold look, and gets up and leaves. My tears start to stream down my face while I stared at the seat where Five once was. Victor comes in the room, running over to you to comfort you.

“Y/n? What happened?” He asks with a pity look on his face. I explain what happened, telling him how much I really did love him and how much of an idiot for thinking he loved, or even liked me back.

“It’s just, when Five came back he seemed so happy to see me but over these past 4 days he has just been so distant and I just am so embarrassed for saying anything.” I rant.

“Y/n, I’m so sorry. He has been acting really different around you. He doesn’t deserve someone like you. You pour your heart out to him and he has the guts to say that to you?” Victor shakes his head laughing under his breath. “I just can’t believe he would do that. I am always here if you ever want to talk”

(Back to the present)

I keep replaying Fives words in my head. No Y/n. You don’t get it. I don’t want you to be my S/O. The feeling isn’t mutual. Why? What was so wrong with me that he can’t love me. I get up from one of the chairs in the lobby o the hotel. I have to get ready for Luther’s wedding. Maybe his wedding will take my mind off of Five. I walk into the elevator and press a random floor. I wait a bit for the elevator to stop, when It does it opens Five is standing there.

He could have just, I don’t know, teleported to a different floor. I think to myself and he steps next to me. I feel his eyes on me and I try my best not to look at him back. “You can stop looking at me now.” I said sternly. I look over at him a little annoyed. He holds eye contact for 2 seconds and I look away hearing the elevator ding. I step out of the elevator and walk into random hotel rooms. I am looking for a dress for the wedding in random peoples luggage.

I spot a perfect outfit to wear to in some drawers. I try it on and it fit just right, surprisingly. I looked amazing in it, it fit my body type so well, and the color brought out my eyes.

(Wedding time)

I watch happily as Klaus pronounces Luther and Sloane a married couple. I watch as Luther looks at Sloane like he was deeply in love with her. It hurt a little seeing that look, but I quickly mentally slap myself for making this moment about myself. Luther hasn’t been with anyone and it makes me so happy to see him deeply in love.

The after party was really fun. I tried not to look at Five, but I couldn’t help it sometimes. He would stare at me sadly, with a mix of.. love? I wasn’t really sure, but it hurt seeing him like this. He would drown himself in the nearest whine or alcohol he could get. I really couldn’t stand to see him like that anymore, but I also know he doesn’t care about me the same.

I am guessing Victor saw me staring at Five because he came over to me and put his hand out in front of me. “Care to dance m’dam / m’sir / m’person.” He said in a joking way to cheer me up.

“Of course m’sir.” I joked back in an English accent. We go to the dance floor and start dancing together as everyone else was except for Five and Allison.

Five Pov

Seeing Y/n having a good time makes me more upset then anything. I know everything I said wasn’t okay but I didn’t mean it at all. I love them so much and it hurt me deeply to see how hurt they were. Seeing them with Victor makes me upset. I wish it was me who were in his spot. Y/n seemed so happy, and I hated it wasn’t me who was making them happy.

They would look over at me sometimes, pity in their eyes. I guess I looked like a mess. I watch as Victor and Y/n danced for a little while. I couldn’t get over how amazing Y/n looked. Maybe they are better off with him. Thoughts started pouring into my brain. Victor would make Y/n happier. He wouldn’t break their heart like that. He wouldn’t ever hurt them. I hated that that was the truth. 

The apocalypses is tomorrow, and I need to clear everything up with Y/n before we are all gone. I would hate myself so much if they didn’t know the truth. But I have no clue how I would tell them the truth. I get up, setting a bottle of champagne down on the table and walk over to Y/n and Victor.

“I can take it from here.” I look at Victor and he nods. I take Y/n’s hand and they pull it away.

“What are you doing?” They ask me.

“Let me explain.” Y/n stood there for a second, it looked like they were fighting with them self. I hold out my hand, asking for theirs again. They stare at it, then finally give in. They give me their hand and I place their hand on my shoulder and they put their other hand on my other shoulder. I put my hands on their waist and we start slow dancing.

“Why did you say that?” They asked.

“Because I was scared. The only other thing I have ever been with was a doll and- I just feel like this is it. This is the last real apocalypses and we wont ever be together. But I don’t want to end it on a bad note. I love you Y/n. More than anything. You are the most important part of my life and you are the reason I searching for ways to get back to the family. I always dreamed about this moment. How we would be slow dancing and be happy together. I am so sorry I said that stuff. The feeling is mutual.” He looked genuine.

THE END

I am so sorry this took forever to post I had a huge writers block but I am happy with how it turned out! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REQUEST!

REQUESTS ARE OPEN FOR: Robin Arellano and Miguel Cazarez Mora stories / imgainges

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Request please for Robin Arellano // black phone

hey guys please request robin arellano requests please, I have 2 other requests I have to do, which I am doing them now, but I would like to have more requests for robin arellano (execpt for smut ofc just putting that out there)

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Hey black phone readers

OK SO I am still doing robert sheehan requests, but I also want to do Robin Arellano and Miguel Cazarez Mora imagines too, so please request those 

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You Don’t Have To Hold It In For Me// Vincent Rhodes x fem!Reader

So I barley see vincent rhodes (The Road Within) x reader imagines so I decided to make one myself, this isn’t requested, REQUESTS ARE OPEN PLEASE REQUEST, Enjoy!

Prompt: Y/n has anxiety and she always hates talking, sitting with, or even making eye contact with 99 out of 100 people, but a new person shows up and a new behavioral exorcise has begun for her.

Warnings: tourettes, anxiety, cursing, more than a few mentions of anxiety

You Don’t Have To Hold It In For Me // Vincent Rhodes x fem!Reader

I have been in the behavioral facility for a few weeks and I have only gotten a little better. I have done a bunch of behavioral exorcises such as showing people around the facility, but I usually become extremely anxious so I cut the tour short. When Dr. Rose tells me a new patient is coming and she wants me to tour him, I immediately get annoyed because I have done this so many times and I never fully complete the tour.

“He is coming tomorrow at 12 pm (idk when he did come so just pretend). I want you to go to his room at 12:30 pm so you can tour him.” She says to me. I nod, looking around the room upset. “Hey, please just give this one last try okay? If it doesn’t work then we can move on from this exorcise to a more easier one.”

“Okay.” I say, hopping this is the last time I ever tour someone.

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I walk around with my head down around the clinic trying to figure out what I want to do to kill time. It was 12:11 pm and I decided that I should ask what the room number of the person I am touring is. I walk in the building in which Dr. Rose’s office is and her door was closed. I take a seat at the nearest chair and wait for her door to open.

A few minute later I hear a door open and I look up. I see an older looking man walk out, close the door behind him, and walk out to his car. A few more minutes later there was a tall, curly haired boy walk out of the her office. He sees me and we have a few second of eye contact before I break it by looking down at the floor. I see him stop for a second, then walk away. 

His eyes were really pretty. I say to myself. I don’t say that to myself much or at all as I barley look at peoples eyes. I look back up to see Dr. Rose following the tall kid.

“One second Y/n, I will be right back.” She says, leaving the building. I walk into her office sitting down on the couch in her room. I stare at the clock, playing with my fingers.

6 minutes go by and Dr. Rose comes back in.

“Sorry, what’s up?” She asks me, turning her full attention to me.

“Um, I just wanted to ask you what the boy I am touring’s room number is.” I look at her. I have grown more comfortable with her from the amount of time we have spent together so I feel better looking at her.

“Oh, right. It is 318.”

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I walk around the clinic, heading over to the rooms to get the boy. I walk up the stairs of the building. Hi, I’m Y/n. I’m showing you around the clinic. Hi, I’m Y/n. I am showing you around the clinic. Hi, I’m Y/n. I’m showing you around the clinic. I practice in my head. I look at the doors of the rooms and look at their numbers. 318.

I reach the door and stand in front of it, taking a deep breath. I close my eyes and knock on the door, then take a step back. I wait a few seconds before I start hearing footsteps. My heart starts racing while my mind is contemplating on running away. No. This will be your last time doing this. You have done this before.

I open my eyes when I hear the door handle wiggle. The door opens and the same tall curly haired boy was revealed. I freeze and he froze too.

“I- uh- sorry.” I stuttered then take a deep breath and start over. “Hi, I’m Y/n. I’m showing you around the clinic.”

“Oh, yeah, uh I’m Vincent.” The boy says to me while stepping out of his room.

We walk around a bit and I name the names of places. I felt oddly comfortable with him, I looked him in the eyes a bit and we both talked a bunch about each other. I saw him twitch a bunch and so I ask him what that was about. He then starts moving around a bunch. 

“Fuck you! Suck my dick! Fucking Bitch!” My eyes widen as he curses, but not in fear or anything, it was just because I was supersized. He starts calming down, repeatedly apologizing for what he was saying. “I’m sorry- I don’t mean that. I have tourettes.”

“Oh, it’s all good I understand.” I say as I shake off everything he says. A few moments of silence and I speak up again. “You don’t have to hold you’re tics in around me if you feel embarrassed or anything. I just saw you earlier and you kinda looked like you were in pain.” I look at him as he looks down at me. God he is so beautiful. He smiles and nods.

“So, whats up with you? Why are you here?” He asks, still staring me in the eyes. I start getting a weird feeling, but it wasn’t anxiety or nervous-ness from looking in his eyes for so long. It was in my stomach, but it felt more nice then anxiety.

“Its really dumb.” I say as I look away and lead us to a picnic table.

“Tell me.” He sits next to me and looks back in my eyes, intrigued. My face starts getting a little red so I look away for a few seconds, then look back.

“Well, I know anxiety is common and a bunch of people have it and stuff, but my anxiety makes me not able to do anything. I can’t look people in the eyes, I can’t talk to people, I can’t even sit next to anyone!” I say as I start growing frustrated about the stupidest things I can’t do.

“Well, I mean, you are looking me in the eyes, you are talking to me, you are sitting next to me, so whats the difference between other people and me?” He makes a good point.

“Well-” I think for a moment “I actually don’t know. I guess you just seem so nice-”

“Anxious cunt.” He tics. “Sorry, I’m sorry.” 

I laugh a bit at the timing of that. He looks embarrassed that I laughed so I make sure he knows its okay. “Hey, its okay. I wasn’t laughing at you, I was laughing at the timing.” A look of relief goes through is face and he laughs as well.

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The end, sorry that took so long, I had a writers block for a little bit but I AM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT, ALSO REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN AND I WOULD LOVE TO MAKE A PART TWO TO THIS SO IF YOU WANT ME TO I WILL DO IT OK BYEEE

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Secret Jealousy // Robert Sheehan x fem!Reader

Quick Authors Note, I actually don’t know how comic con works to be completely honest, but I am doing my best so if someone wants to correct me on anything I will be open, ALSO i am going to mix the request a bit, just read to the end

Request:

hey, I have a request. Could do a Robert x fem reader one where they are together since season 1 (reader is a part of the cast) and they are at comic con for the 2nd season but nobody knows that they are together? and the interviewer and fans asks Robert if he has a gf and stuff like that. (the interviewer is flirting with Robert and Y/N gets jealous yk)

From: Anonymous

Thank you so so much for requesting this

Warnings: Kinda angst, some jealousy, leg bouncing cause from a bit anxiety, and i am pretty sure thats it

Secret Jealousy // Robert Sheehan x fem!Reader

“I have a question for Robert!” A fan asks, she sounded really nervous since her voice sounded shy. “Who is your favorite cast member?” I look at Robert, and he looks over at me.

“Well, that’s a tricky question as I love everyone in the cast,” He looks away and looks at the fan who asked the question. “But I would have to say y/n.” I smile and look away from him, looking down at my hands and played with the hairband on my wrist.

“Thank you so much! I love you Robert!” The fan says, going away from the microphone.

“Actually Robert, I have a question.” The interviewer girl that is on stage with us says. “How do you manage to look so good in every part of the show?”

“Well thank you darling, I guess just genetics.” He laughs, I smile a bit, growing a bit jealous as he called her darling. I look down at the stage as my leg starts bouncing, trying to ignore anything the interviewer says. 

Why did she say that? I mean maybe she meant it in a more friendly way but what made it worse was that Robert called her darling. I mean maybe he meant it in a friendly way too but- My thoughts get interrupted by a hand on my leg that was shaking. I look over at Robert, and he smiles. I smile back and focus on the questions being asked.

“Y/n, if you could exchange your power with someone else in the show, who would you switch with?” A fan asks.

“Well, I love my power, but if I had to, probably Diego’s. I think his power is pretty cool.” I answer.

“Thank you!!” The fan says and walks away as another fan steps to the microphone.

“Robert, do you have a girlfriend?” The fan asks.

“Well, yes in fact, I do.” Robert answers smiling. I look over at Robert and smile a bit as he goes on about his girlfriend. “She is the best things that ever happened to me. She is just the most perfect girl on the planet.”

“Yeah, everyone, she is me.” The interviewer jokes. God she wishes. I sigh, chuckling to myself. Robert gives her a confused look and just laughs awkwardly.

More questions are asked, but I don’t really listen as I am to fascinated with my boyfriend (just to clarify if it wasn't clear enough it’s Robert LMAO). I just stare at him for a bit until some fans ask me questions. 

“Hi Y/n!! I love your character in The Umbrella Academy!!” A little boy says excitedly.

“Aw thank you so much!” I respond with a genuine smile. I look over at the interviewer because I feel lasers in the back of my head. The interviewer death stares me and I just ignore her. I look over at Robert and he was staring at me with a dreamy look. My smile grows a bit wider and I look back at the little boy. “So whats your question?”

“What is your favorite season? Season 1 or 2?” The young boy asks. 

“I would have to say season 2. I like that more than one because its easier to follow and I like how everyone is split up.” I answer.

“Thank you Y/n!! I love you!”

“Aww, I love you too!” I respond smiling even bigger (NOT LIKE THAT NO).

A few hours later I am in a hotel room that me and Robert share and me and Robert are cuddling. I am scrolling through Instagram, seeing a ship edit of me and Robert. 

In the beginning of the video it shows the fan asking Robert if he has a girlfriend and him saying yes and the interviewer saying it was her. It cuts to a clip of me sighing and laughing to myself. The ship edit cuts to me and Robert staring at each other the whole comic con interview. I like it and show Robert.

“I guess they know now.” He says, smiling.

THANK YOU FOR READING!! REQUESTS ARE OPEN! JUST MESSAGE ME!!

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Mysterious Girl // Nathan Young x Reader

(A/N: hey everyone! this is my first time making an imagine so please bare with me, please tell me if i am doing this good or something IDK BUT ENJOY side note - look AT THE GIF OMFG also i am so sorry if this sucks, it is 1:30 atm)

Request: So I have an idea for Nathan Young, where he always talks about his mysterious girlfriend that no one has meet but they always see him come out/in of this car. Only for one day she gets there early and walks in to greet him and it’s all cute while the others are confused and are like “what?!?”

Thank you so much for the request, requests are open, hope everyone enjoys!!

Warnings: Kind of fluff?Cursing ofc, my horrible spelling, idk if that's it tell me if there is more!

Mysterious Girl // Nathan Young x Reader

I hear stories from Nathan about how Nathan's semi-friends talk about a mysterious girl dropping Nathan off everyday for his community service. Nathan tells his friends that it's his girlfriend, but no one believes him. They make fun of him instead since they never met the girl and there is no proof of her other than a car. Well the "mysterious" girl is me, and I have always wanted to meet his peers, but never got the chance to because I had to leave right away for work. But today was different. I got off work a bit early and I decided to meet Nathan’s friends.

When I pull up to the building, I park, turn my car off, and walk into the building that I drop and pick up Nathan everyday. I got inside I decided to wait on a chair that was in the entrance. I start looking around as I started hearing voices come closer to me. I see a group that had 2 girls, and 3 guys in it, including Nathan. I smiled as I see him joking around with the unknown people.

"Y/n!" He says, walking faster as he sees me. I stand up and run over to him and he picks me up using my butt as something to hold me up. I laugh, kissing him. He puts me down and eagerly turns to the people stunned to see what was happening.

"Who is that?" A girl speaks, but you can't really understand a word she says.

"This is my girlfriend," I smile, but I was very confused why everyone’s eyes were wide. "you know the one that you guys wouldn't believe me-" Nathan gets cut off by the other girl.

"Yeah- no I believed you, I just didn't think she would look like- that." She says.

“In a good way?” I ask, hoping they say yes.

“Yes of course in a good way. No one would think Nathan would date someone as good looking as you.” The girl speaks, but again I could barely translate what she was saying.

"Yeah I thought she would be some old grandmother again." The taller guy says.

"Again?" I ask turning to Nathan growing even more confused.

"Doesn't matter, but everyone this is Y/n, babe meet Simon, don't be afraid he always looks like he wants to do weird shit to you.” I felt a little bad for Simon as he hasn’t spoke at all this whole time.“There is Kelly, Alisha, and Curtis."

"Sorry for being so shocked, we expected either someone a lot uglier, or- just- not you." Alisha says.

"It's okay,” I think? I say to myself. “It's lovely to meet you guys." I smile and grab Nathan's hand and we start walking away, back to my car. "That was something."

"Yeah why the hell do they think I would only shag ugly people?" Nathan asks, trying to think of any possible answer. We get in the car and I look at him.

"You're welcome for proving them wrong." I say, grabbing his face for a kiss.

The end

THANK YOU FOR MAKING IT THIS FAR, and again thank you so much for requesting this! I literally wanted to like explode writing like kissing things idk why but anyways THANK YOU I love you guys :)

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i need a request please

PLEASE I DONT HAVE AN IMAGINATION TO MAKE THE FIRST STORY SO LITERALLY I WILL TAKE ANYTHING (AGAIN NOT SMUT I DONT LIKE IT TBCH) 

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Requests are open

I will do any request but smut, and I will do all Robert Sheehan characters, just request and I'll do it