irrelevant-host
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n! she/they! 22! (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ
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irrelevant-host · 27 days ago
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update it was a sonia kaspbrak role play account?????????? crying.
unrelated but why do I seem to acquire a new hyperfixation when I’m on da verge on a mental breakdown?
joining a fandom 7 or 38 years too late is a wild experience. i can read the most insane, well-written reddie fic about eddie and stan dying but remaining tethered to the losers club as specters and having to navigate through the dreams of their living friends, and then turn around and read a tumblr post thirsting over henry and butch bowers
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irrelevant-host · 27 days ago
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joining a fandom 7 or 38 years too late is a wild experience. i can read the most insane, well-written reddie fic about eddie and stan dying but remaining tethered to the losers club as specters and having to navigate through the dreams of their living friends, and then turn around and read a tumblr post thirsting over henry and butch bowers
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irrelevant-host · 1 month ago
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#101
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irrelevant-host · 1 month ago
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thhis special glue has me thinking about how i walked out on you when we could have been walking up and down anything. god this post sucks can i try again
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irrelevant-host · 5 months ago
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irrelevant-host · 5 months ago
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does anyone know if its worth the potential disappointment to have hope for a better tomorrow
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irrelevant-host · 5 months ago
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one day (?)
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irrelevant-host · 5 months ago
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I miss my best friend
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irrelevant-host · 5 months ago
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worrying is like worshipping the problem
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irrelevant-host · 6 months ago
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is there something wrong w me 4 going from “o my anxiety is barely bad anymre ! it was nvr that bad anyway !” to like the most stomach clenching barf inducing head spinning anxiety 15mins later lololol
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irrelevant-host · 6 months ago
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I think that maybe things aren’t going to get better
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irrelevant-host · 7 months ago
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Wow I really am out here rawdogging life huh, no prescription drugs no nothing just me, my weed and cigarettes and vaping and liquor and jacking off and eating food and cutting myself and burning myaelf, and gambling, and my coke zero !
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irrelevant-host · 7 months ago
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almost cried during lunch. can’t wait until this shift is over so I can cry on the way home.
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irrelevant-host · 8 months ago
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classes tomorrow. I don’t want to do any of this anymore.
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irrelevant-host · 8 months ago
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Y'know
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irrelevant-host · 8 months ago
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shooting myself in the back of the head so my suicide looks suspicious and i waste everyones time
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irrelevant-host · 8 months ago
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