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billy hargrove: in every scene — 2.04 chapter four: will the wise

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Billy & Steve Stranger Things 2

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send 👀 + a dirty thought and/or fantasy your muse has had about mine. let's see how my muse responds.

your muse = sender, my muse = receiver.

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no i don’t wanna talk about my problems can you tell me how bad you wanna fuck me again though

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The thought of Steve getting ready for bed in one of his shirts was enough to make Billy's chest flood with an odd warmth that he was only used to in Steve's company. It was like he had some kind of magical skills to make Billy almost feel human again. "Sweetheart...I may wear a shirt more often when I'm not around you simply because I don't really care to have others looking. I may keep a hoodie of yours for safekeeping for the same reason. Surprised you haven't noticed it's missing yet."

❛   well  .  .  .  maybe  i  slept  in  your  shirt  every  night  because  it  smelled  like  you,   ❜   he  replied  in  turn,  leaning  his  face  into  the  touch,  his  lips  never  once  falling  out  of  the  soft  smile  that  lay  there.   ❛   something  tells  me  you  weren't  lying  there  with  my  shirts  on  .  .  .  especially  since  you  barely  have  one  on  enough  as  it  is.   ❜

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"Oh? And how much would you say you maybe missed me? Theoretically." Billy was just all out teasing now, letting any semblance of a guard down. A hand moved, brushing a few stray strands of hair from Steve's face. "Just wanting to know because maybe I missed you that much too."

❛   oh  yeah  ??   well  maybe  i  missed  you  back.   ❜ he  was  used  to  it  being  maybe,  they  weren't  exactly  DIRECT  when  it  came  to  the  words  on  feelings,  but  they  sure  knew  how  to  express  it  in  other  means  at  least  -  especially  now  they  weren't  smashing  each  other  in  the  face  at  first  sight.

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[[me realizing how much worse that edit I made for billy is with certain lyrics: "Doctor, I need a new brain. Lost in a cycle. If I don't stop I'll end up dead. Doctor, I've got a bad mind. Give me a new brain" cuz of the whole mind flayer taking over his brain and it's kinda prediction of his fate. This whole song just hits him perfectly and I can't]]

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"True...But saying there's a kissing tax insures that I get as many kisses as I want." Billy quipped with a grin, lips hungrily chasing Steve's once they had a better angle. When he spoke again, he made sure he was close enough for their lips to brush with each word. "What can I say? Maybe I missed you."

❛   dramatic  much   ??   ❜   he  replied  back  with  the  same  teasing  tone,  drawing  billy  in  closer  with  a  tug  of  his  curls  so  that  he  could  kiss  billy  properly  now  that  he'd  had  a  moment  to  catch  his  breath,  unable  to  help  rolling  his  eyes  at  billy's  next  statement.   ❛   now  you're  just  making  things  up,  not  like  we  need  an  excuse  to  kiss  each  other  now  do  we  ??   ❜

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@ahccy continued from here

Billy allowed his expression to become serious for a fraction of a second, just long enough to get a statement across between kisses. "Jeez, Bambi. You could kiss me like you mean it." He was teasing, of course. A cheeky grin easily forming on his face before he stole yet another kiss. "You got a kissing tax to pay up on after being gone for so long."

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❝ it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you. everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind, pulling me towards you. ❞ ( sabri )

The words were sweet, ones that most anyone would treasure if they heard them. But Billy wasn't sure he could just accept them in the same way. Because it wasn't really good or safe for anyone to get close to him. It always ended badly. Always. His own fault, more often than not but that didn't make it any less true. "I can feel the pull too...But I also know it's probably not the best thing in the world for you to get mixed up with someone like me, even if I might want you to." He admitted, the faintest of smiles making it's way on his face. "So I guess the real question here is do you wanna take the risk, sweetheart?"

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I have you!

Billy was used to getting into fights. He was used to dealing with things on his own. What a person could do outside was a lot less than what he'd endured at home until he got the hell out of there. What he didn't expect was to freeze up when a guy was taking a swing at him. For a moment it took him right back to being at home. Right back to being at the mercy of Neil Hargrove's belt. But when he flinched and expected pain to come, none came. Instead he heard a crash as Sonny hit the ground hard. In that moment, seeing her there...It was like his vision turned bloody red. He didn't even know what happened after that. The most he could remember was his fist making contact with the guys face until the guy was so scared he ran out screaming. Only then did his vision slowly return to normal, Billy crouching down to help Sonny to her feet. If she'd even take his hand. He didn't get out of control like that much anymore. But...It was probably something terrifying to see. He wouldn't blame her if she wanted nothing to do with him after this. Why...? Why did she protect him? Why was she trying to keep him safe? "Hey...I've got you...Are you okay?"

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❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

Selfish.... Jonathan thought himself selfish for wanting some of Billy's attention? It was cute. In all his years, he had seen true selfishness. From childhood up until now. Jonathan hoping for that seemed like the least selfish thing in Billy's eyes at that moment. "No...That ain't that selfish. I've been kind of hoping for the same thing." Billy murmured, one hand lifting to rest on the others cheek. Ocean hues were warm, bright, something saved only for the man in front of him. "What ways did you want me to need you the most?"

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[[Me: you want the pretty surfer boy? You want the fun times? Then you gotta get through his 60 plus layers of emotional trauma. Also me: I mean... He'll bang you, yeah. But emotional intimacy? Gooood luck muahahahaha. ]]

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[[okay but why is even this hot? WHO GAVE HIM THE RIGHT?]]

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LIKE THIS FOR BILLY TO PESTER YOUR MUSE LATER PLEASE

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[[oop… I think I’m back in my crushing on Billy Hargrove era…. LISTEN. I know he’s got a lot of issues but you LYIN if you say this man ain’t hot]]

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Send “NO!” to watch my muse get fatally stabbed.