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GUESS WHO’S MOVED BLOGS, it’s malakh.

featuring literally all of my tumblr muses, though some pages are still WIP and i’ve probably forgotten to add some things. primarily black sails muses, with a bunch of ocs and of course my bedlam stacks lads.

i’ll be dropping the vast majority of my interactions on here (+my sideblogs) to give myself a fresh start, but pls feel free to hop into the inbox at any point. however, if i’ve sent you any asks or you have things drafted for me, please feel free to continue them! just tag the new blog in your reply.

(reblogging is also appreciated)

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Please Help?

// I...honestly never thought I would post anything like this, but unfortunately life has made it necessary and I need help.

Story time:

About two months ago, I moved to part time with my job because I was missing too much work being ill, and then I was let go from that job about a month ago. Of course I wasn’t expecting it...of course I didn’t have a plan B. unemployment still hasn’t paid out. Over the past month, all of my avenues have dried up, and I find myself in desperate need of help.

I’m looking for full-time work, and while I’m doing odd jobs, it pays just enough to get some groceries in the house and maybe a few rides to get to my odd jobs and to interviews. While I live with my mom at the moment, she only gets SS benefits and that goes mostly toward rent so we’ll have a roof over our heads at least, and only comes in once a month. We’re both in the negative with our banks at the moment. I literally can’t even afford to get to work.

Because we’re in the negative, I couldn’t get s ride to the ER last night and had to ride out my latest attack at home. Im sick, it’s getting worse, I don’t have health insurance. This also means that I can’t afford the surgery it will take to rectify my problem.

I just had to make the decision to pay the internet bill (whenever I see my next money) over filling my fridge because I need the internet for one of my small jobs. I...can’t win.

Truth be told, I’m ashamed and terrified. I don’t know what else to do. If you can give ANYTHING, I am eternally grateful, and I can’t begin to know how to repay you. If you can’t give, please pass this along?

My PayPal

My Venmo: @junicate

Thank you for reading if you made it this far. I genuinely appreciate it.

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GUESS WHO’S MOVED BLOGS, it’s malakh.

featuring literally all of my tumblr muses, though some pages are still WIP and i’ve probably forgotten to add some things. primarily black sails muses, with a bunch of ocs and of course my bedlam stacks lads.

i’ll be dropping the vast majority of my interactions on here (+my sideblogs) to give myself a fresh start, but pls feel free to hop into the inbox at any point. however, if i’ve sent you any asks or you have things drafted for me, please feel free to continue them! just tag the new blog in your reply.

(reblogging is also appreciated)

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GUESS WHO’S MOVED BLOGS, it’s malakh.

featuring literally all of my tumblr muses, though some pages are still WIP and i’ve probably forgotten to add some things. primarily black sails muses, with a bunch of ocs and of course my bedlam stacks lads.

i’ll be dropping the vast majority of my interactions on here (+my sideblogs) to give myself a fresh start, but pls feel free to hop into the inbox at any point. however, if i’ve sent you any asks or you have things drafted for me, please feel free to continue them! just tag the new blog in your reply.

(reblogging is also appreciated)

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GUESS WHO’S MOVED BLOGS, it’s malakh.

featuring literally all of my tumblr muses, though some pages are still WIP and i’ve probably forgotten to add some things. primarily black sails muses, with a bunch of ocs and of course my bedlam stacks lads.

i’ll be dropping the vast majority of my interactions on here (+my sideblogs) to give myself a fresh start, but pls feel free to hop into the inbox at any point. however, if i’ve sent you any asks or you have things drafted for me, please feel free to continue them! just tag the new blog in your reply.

(reblogging is also appreciated)

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GOOD MORNING guess who's been to the gym and is now going to spend today (hopefully) moving all of my muses over to one big multimuse??? it's meeee

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I haven’t had time to draw lately because of college but I have been watching black sails. I love this shitty pirate 

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What are some Black Sails characters you'd love to see in the rpc / you'd love to write with?

OH BOY forgive the mobile format but !! DEFINITELY MADI, she's the biggest one for me. but also miranda (purely bc i just fucking love miranda) and hands. the black sails rpc is so small that i'd be happy to write with literally any character, including duplicates (i fucking love me some duplicates). i'd also really love to write with age of sail ocs holy fuck do i love some ocs. three of the main blogs i interact with are all ocs and i adore them.

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g-d the temptation to make a proper main blog for raphael/merrick/jack is so real bc it'd be nice to be able to follow other blogs with them etc but like

i'm worried that if i do that then i'll just...stop logging in here fkcjfngg

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What is your muse’s favorite part of sex?

honestly, it’s the feeling of accomplishment that comes with getting his partner off or doing something they enjoy, as well as feeling like he’s becoming closer to them and they’ve both gained something afterwards. flint isn’t entirely focused on giving rather than receiving - he likes being taken care of and he loves the physical pleasure involved in sex - but his favourite part is definitely more psychological and relationship-oriented than physical/sensual.

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How does your muse communicate to others they they’re in the mood?

HE DOESN’T HMMM. largely non-verbally, for one thing. he’s never been comfortable voicing his desires; even post-canon, he’s still somewhat hesitant about it, though it’s easier with thomas. 

overall, his preferred method of showing it is to try and turn his partner on first; usually by settling in their lap or dragging them onto him and kissing them, and gradually deepening the kisses so long as they’re receptive. anything else depends on the partner and what they like, really.

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-walrus mating call-

one of these days @oceansode‘s asks are actually going to kill me

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In-Depth Sinday Meme

What is your muse’s favorite place(s) to be touched?

Are there any foods that are like aphrodisiacs to your muse?

Are there particular scents/sounds that turn your muse on?

Does your muse enjoy dirty talk? Do they like to do the talking or being dirty talked?

What are some subtle gestures that get your muse in the mood?

How does your muse communicate to others they they’re in the mood?

How does your muse flirt?

How does your muse approach someone they want to sleep with?

What are some physical things your muse does when they want someone to sleep with them?

How does your muse approach one-night stands versus long term partners?

Is your muse very physically intimate?

Is your muse very emotionally intimate?

Does your muse enjoy cuddling after sex?

What are the requirements for your muse to sleep with someone?

Does your muse use protection? If so, what kind?

What is a fantasy your muse has?

Is your muse noisy in bed? How noisy? What makes them reach that level?

Does your muse enjoy teasing? Giving or receiving? How long can they stand it?

How does your muse respond to people making advances on them?

What is a kink your muse has? How would they bring it up to their partner?

What is one sexual insecurity that your muse has?

What kills the mood for your muse instantly?

What gets your muse in the mood instantly?

Does your muse enjoy roleplaying in the bedroom?

Does your muse prefer gentle lovemaking or rough sex?

Is your muse the type to fall in love from having sex or to leave it be?

What was your muse’s first sexual experience?

What was your muse’s best sexual experience?

What was their worst sexual experience?

Does your muse enjoy kissing? Caressing?

What is your muse’s favorite part of sex?

What is one area they’re great at during sex?

What is one area they could use improvement in during sex?

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current mood: needs to be kissed

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eilidhink replied to your post: @holmesdepot replied to your post ““Why does it...

[*gives them disassembled ikea furniture*]

HFJFSJDFNG CAN YOU IMAGINE THE CHAOS

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@loveruined (from here)

    Jane has no intention of using the gun and they both know it. It doesn’t even make her feel braver; she feels like a child playing a make-believe game, like she’s insisted on being the hero this time even though they all know that she hasn’t the guts.

    Loss hits her harder than it does most. Taking stock after a storm or a battle has her throat feeling tight until she knows exactly what it is they’ve lost. Until now, Jane has been lucky – none of the fallen have been people she considered her own. But Billy… Billy was everyone’s. He was kind, and intelligent, and he was there as a reminder of her real home when she felt so fucking far away from it. And all Jane knows is that he had disagreed with the Captain, they’d been alone together, and suddenly Billy – strong, more-than-capable Billy – had somehow fallen overboard. She’s only asking what all of the men want to ask. Did the bastard throw him over?

    She has begun to see Flint through somebody else’s eyes, and she finds it difficult to like or even come to terms with the monster that now stands before her.

    “Tell me you didn’t push him.“ Gun lowered now, she repeats herself because it’s all she has to say to him. Until he gives her an answer, it’s all Flint will hear from her. “Tell me you didn’t.”

"He fell.” 

Flint’s voice is quiet. Deadly quiet, with the kind of soft-sharp edge that only creeps into it when he feels himself being backed into a corner and knows that the only way out is to tear through whoever put him there, by any means possible. He’s been lying to everyone around him for months now; what’s one more? What’s one more lie, with so much at stake? 

When he thinks about the Andromache it’s like the world slows down and detaches itself from him; he can’t feel Billy’s hand gripping onto his but he remembers it, and he hears the rush of the sea and the crew shouting out of sight. If he thinks about it for too long he can’t be certain whether or not he let go of that hand on purpose.

“Billy. Fell.” He says it through his teeth for emphasis, stepping forwards. He meets Jane’s eyes and doesn’t know what the fuck it is he sees in them, or what she sees in his. It doesn’t matter. He tells himself this over and over. The important thing is that she believes he didn’t kill Billy, or that she at least doesn’t give the crew a good reason to believe otherwise. “The Andromache fired on us, and he lost his footing. What the fuck did you think?"

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@holmesdepot replied to your post ““Why does it have to be like this?” | Also Thomas, but with context of...”

the hilarious part about this is thomas is 100% the guy who would stick to the book instructions even with someone standing right beside him telling him not to do that so yup that is EXACTLY what happened here

i can’t believe flint is going to flick flour at him as punishment for thomas being a STUBBORN SHITHEAD