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ive written a fic like this i know but still

but au where todd thinks neil is so shy and sweet and quiet and like he gets it he cant fucking talk at all; at least neil seems to be well liked (constantly greeted) and able to make his way through classes

featuring non-shy non-quiet neil who's going through hell becuz his classmate todd anderson is like insanely cute but he cant get a single word out near him

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book todd handled his alcohol better than the rest of the boys i think

anyway

anderperry but todd can hold his alcohol but neil is a total lightweight

neil: wasted after drinking one and a half shots

todd: drinking shots like water and finishing neil’s too

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todd seeing neil for the first time: damn im probably gay but i got too much going on to be dealing with all that

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new chapter to “if words could just hold you (tell me you see me)”

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/63360922/chapters/162711880#workskin

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this is where the story starts gradually drifting away from the og one :

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favorite lines :) :

“Seriously though,” Charlie said, after laughing, “tell me you at least got his name.”

“I did,” Neil replied, grinning. Todd. Such a cute name. And one that fit Todd so well. “Talked to him and everything.”

“Wow,” Charlie said sarcastically, “slow down Casanova.” Despite that, Charlie seemed happy for him.

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neil, trying to be subtle:

“Yes, really,” Neil replied and then leaning in a bit said with a half grin, “trust me, I’m very interested.”

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And then, in the corner of his eye, saw the scarf, neatly folded on his desk. Exactly where he’d left it.

His dad hadn’t touched it.

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guess who finished editing the second chapter

if you remember my fic: if i say there's no one in this universe as beautiful as you (even that can't fully explain you)

it's being rewritten!

here's the link to the rewrite, retitled, because the old title was as long as fuck: if words could just hold you (tell me you see me)

old fic vs new fic

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if you remember my fic: if i say there's no one in this universe as beautiful as you (even that can't fully explain you)

it's being rewritten!

here's the link to the rewrite, retitled, because the old title was as long as fuck: if words could just hold you (tell me you see me)

old fic vs new fic

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todd will move on and be happy becuz ppl die all the time and we move on and carry them with us and learn happiness again becuz death is an intimate part of living

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charlie: wait

charlie: so u auditioned for a play, got the lead role, all so u could have romantic lines to practice with todd?

neil: yeah :)

charlie: and so u can recite the romantic lines to todd but through line practice

neil: yeah :)

charlie: and he wont know theyre directed at him but u’ll know

neil: yeah :)

charlie:

charlie: as opposed to just confessing to him

neil: yeah :)

charlie: neil ur an idiot

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cam when he’s been trying to be included with the poets for years but all it took todd was a handshake with neil:

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u ever see a headcanon that isnt racist but feels racist

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ITS A GOOD OVERWHELMED LIKE HE’S OVERWHELMED WITH HAPPINESS

do u think neil told the others it was todd's birthday

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he DID AND THE NEXT DAY THEY CELEBRATED TOGETHER THEY JUST FORGOT TO TURN THE CAMERA IN WHEN FILMING

do u think neil told the others it was todd's birthday

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Just found this anderperry comic wip that I started in October… and than forgot about :’)

Inspired by this post by @inahallucination !!!

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famous neil au but not like crazy crazy famous like famous but not in the mainstream au

anyway ppl discover him and then his twitter and he’ll post pictures of this blond man like he’s a fan account and in the comments ppl r always asking who that is; is it another celebrity

anyway its his husband

so like

neil: *pic of todd* i would sell my soul to be within the same state as him; i jeed him to run me over five times and—-

comments: mind u this is his actual husband who has no social media presence outside of this 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

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neil teases todd cuz half their small apartment is just todds books but also after every paycheck goes to a second hand bookstore to buy todd books

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writing a penpal au

guess who the crushes are and who the penpals r lmao