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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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I read lookism because of the lore
The Lore:
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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I asked my little sister if she liked various lookism men
Little bit of a shitpost but my little sisters ranking of various lookism men
“Yes”- just means she thinks they’re cute
“Omg” - means she thinks they’re really cute
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#1 with 2,050 “omgs” (this is the only photo of him she liked, the others got a plethora of “ews”)
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#2 - both Jay and Jace tied with 1,000 “omgs”
- this is the only photo of Jace she actually liked
- she said yes to Jay every other time
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#3 - both vin Jin and Jake are tied with 10 “omgs”
- in every other photo of Jake she called him “too cute”
- Vin got an eww for every other photo
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#4 (just Zack) - no “omgs” he’s just got a “yes” vote from her.
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#5 - just a yes for this one too
-originally she really liked him (only this version of 2nd body Daniel) but after asking her again her opinion changed
- og Daniel got many “yes’” aswell, she just forgot about him
Honorable mentions
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These all got omgs originally but her opinion changed ig
- Gun was once ranked slightly below johan
- Dg got one 1 “omg” originally
- when she saw another phot of Sinu smiling she said he was “too smiley” and “he won’t still be smiling after he dies”?!?!
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-Samuel barely got a yes from her when his tattoos were covered (she hated his tats)
- she strongly disliked Vasco
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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Although I fangirl over Gun a lot, I would drop him in a heartbeat for this guy lol
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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If Lookism Characters (and Y/N) were in horror movies
WARNINGS: mentions of death (not too graphic/explicit) mentions of paranormal/disturbing stuff (mentions with the word killer/s), cursing/swearing
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Daniel Park/ Y/N
Would probably be the main protagonist (lmao)
Plot armor 100%
Will tell everybody to calm down when things go wrong "C'mon guys calm down! It's probably just an animal or something".
Will 100% scream and have a mental crisis if one of their friends died.
Zack Lee/Eli Jang
That one motherfucker who's always loud
Will have a mental breakdown when his friends (Mira for Zack and Yenna for Eli) was put into danger.
Will seek revenge and has the balls to fight off the killer.
"I don't give a sh*t Daniel! They're in danger and you're expecting me to chill the fuck out! You're so pathetic I'm killing that little shit!"
Jay Hong
If you're always the quiet one in horror movies, you're probably the killer.
Lol kidding he's not he's just being framed.
Tired of everyone's bullshit but still willing to help for the sake of everybody.
Will risk his life to protect everyone especially Danny, I need this boy so much.
Vasco/Warren Chae/Jerry Kwon (add in Alexander Wang)
The dumb one lmao
Will probably die first if they're not careful enough (NO VASCO/WARREN/JERRY/ALEXANDER STOP)
Or, he'll be the one who will be seeing abnormal/paranormal stuff (monsters/killers/ghosts). "GUYS I JUST SAW A MAN WEARING A WEIRD LOOKING MASK HE'S RUNNING LIKE A MAD MAN!" "Wait is that a white lady?" "Did you see that?" (will talk a lot).
Zack and the others will probably not listen to him since he thinks they're so "dumb" (bitch listen to them they're being honest).
Goo Kim/Samuel Seo/Olly Wang/Vin Jin/Kuroda Ryuhei (add in Gun Park and James Lee: well a little bit)
The fucking menace who won't listen.
You said to not open the door? Bitch he'll kick it down.
And will pick fights with the others (especially with Zack or Eli). Wouldn't hesitate to sacrifice somebody lmao
Believes ghosts are stupid, yet thinks killers are cool (they're probably the killer).
Crystal Choi/Sally Park/Jace Park/Mary Kim/Xiaoleoung (add in Daniel Park/ Y/N/Gun Park/James Lee/Johan Seong/Jake Kim/Hudson Ahn)
Another one who's tired of everyone's crap
Will make the escape plans for the team
Calm outside, angry and scared inside
"Why did I get into this position?" type
Zoe Park/Mira Kim/Yui Kim/Mitsuki/Vivi/Doo Lee/Alexander Wang
The ones who will cry af (or pretend they're not scared: Doo Lee and Alexander)
Will have a mental breakdown bc they're scared that they'll be dying later or be the first one to die.
"I just wanna go home!" type
Will be so worried about themselves and their friends.
Jake Kim/Johan Seong/Kwak Jihan/Hudson Ahn/Sinu Han (add in Zack Lee, Kuroda Ryuhei, Doo Lee and Vin Jin)
"Wtf just happened" type.
Would not believe anything that's happening is real (Fuck this shit I'm out type).
Will curse a lot when the killer/ghost is coming
"Oh shit, shit, SHIT RUN!" type.
Gun Park/James Lee
This mf
Will smirk or laugh when somebody dies (I swear to God)
Everybody will probably ditch them for being a sussy baka thinking they're the killer (can you blame them?)
Doesn't give a sh*t since he can either solo the killer or he is the killer (if it's a ghost they just won't care or accept his fate lmao).
A/N: For Y/N you can be anything you want since we all have diff. personalities and ways to handle problems and situations and yeah hope you like it :).
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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Jake Kim x Reader
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You meet your new neighbor for the first(?) time.
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Content warnings - minor cursing, probably not canon compliant
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a/n - this little series(?) is loosely inspired by “after school lessons for unripe apples”, and I mean very loosely. I read it like a year ago and only remember general plot points so this won’t follow it that closely.
You sat in your new room, slowly making your way through the mountain of boxes you had to unpack. Mumbling curses at yourself for having so much stuff. It was taking too much time when all you wanted to do was explore the new area you’d be living in.
“[name]!” Your mother dragged out your name to get your attention. “Get your butt down here, we have company!” Muffled laughter could be heard after she said that. Great, hopefully she wouldn’t be making jokes at your expense for the rest of the evening.
“Yes ma’am”. You shout back, making your way downstairs, not wanting to earn a scolding later for ‘embarrassing’ her in front of her friends.
When you make it downstairs you are greeted with a woman looking to be around your mothers age and what you can only assume is her son. He was tall, with black hair, and very easy on the eyes. Maybe tonight won’t be so bad.
“Good you're finally down here” your mother chided.
You stood idly at the bottom of the stairs, just a bit away from your mother and her company. “Come and say hi, don’t be shy “
You made your way over or to your mother, standing right next to her, facing her guests. “Hi” you croak out, voice softer and shakier than anticipated.
The older woman, presumably your mothers friend, shifted her attention to you, smiling softly. “Hi sweetheart, it’s good to finally see you again.”
Again? Have you met her before? What?
“Yeah..” you agreed with her, voice trailing off at the end due to your uncertainty. You don’t remember this woman at all, but to avoid an awkward conversation you just agreed.
There was a moment of silence after you spoke, so much for avoiding an awkward situation.
Your mother cleared her throat, “Well [name] why don’t you take Jake upstairs to your room, us adults want to catch up.”
“Okay” you nodded. Making your way upstairs, hopefully Jake gets the hint and follows behind.
You make it into your room, turning around to see your new companion looming over you. You take a step back not wanting to be that close to him.
“Uh.. just sit over there” you motion over to your desk chair, a perfectly acceptable seat for a guest. He ignores you however, walking straight past you and your desk chair, plopping down on your bed.
Where is his home training?
“Ah I wouldn’t sit over there” you frown.
“What you wanted to sit here?” He smirks, teasing you.
“No, it’s just..” your voice trails off, creating a bit of suspense. “My cat peed there earlier and I haven’t haven’t been able to wash it yet.”
Jake bolts up, “AHHH GROSS” he screamed. His reaction was better than expected. “Why didn’t you tell me that before!?” He shouted, though considerably quieter than his original words.
You snickered at his reaction before plopping down on your bed. Jake looked at you with disgust. We’re you really laying in cat piss?
A silence took over the room, Jake stood there staring at you, dumbfounded.
“What? I don’t have a cat.” You giggled
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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Ok random thought, but what if Jake wore his hair down in illegal gambling arc because he wanted to save money, so he didn’t buy pomade? Like he did when he ate ramyeon for weeks straight🥹 Had to share it with somebody, you came to my mind
Sneaky sneaky, giving me brainrot. This is VERY indulgent. VERY rambly. More so than usual. Honestly, I dont even know what this is.
Jake Kim x Reader: Hair Pomade
G/N. Gambling arc. Jake has a new hairstyle.
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You didn't mind Jake's new hair, though you did mind why he had to wear it that way.
A part of you couldn't help but think that if your own features fit together as nicely as his does, you would never have any of your face covered up. Even if it was just his forehead, fringe sweeping over his eyebrows.
It just seems a waste to hide any of it.
"What, you don't like my new look?" he would ask with an exaggerated pout, after you brushed his hair back one too many times as he lay his head in your lap. It was clearly said in jest but you could identify some of the tension and hurt beneath his carefully casual demeanour.
That in itself was strange.
Jake barely ever cared about his looks. Coupled with the way he's become impatient and irritable in the last couple months, you could tell something had been brewing.
You did try to poke and prod at whatever was lurking in his mind, to figure out the source of his issues. You never got an answer. Every time you did though, you would get the old Jake back. Just for a few days. Where he was all smiles, attentive and affectionate until whatever burden he had hit him full force again.
Other changes caught your eye too. Don't think you've missed the way he's been more frugal lately, previous dates are now replaced with mostly hanging out at yours.
Again, you didn't mind. But add that to the fact you've seen him dropping a little of his bulk, skin losing its usual glow and you've also seen the amount of ramen (and only ramen) he has been eating-
You can put two and two together.
For whatever reason, you conclude, Jake is scrimping and saving. And that includes cutting back on hair pomade.
You barely have two wons to rub together yourself. However, the hair pomade, or lack thereof, made you a lot sadder than it really should.
Just that whatever Jake had to do, whatever he couldn't share with you, meant that he couldn't have that little routine he has followed for years. Since before you two got together.
That time to himself each morning, where he would get his hair just how he liked it. Smiling a little to himself once its styled in his usual way. A little peace before the chaos of the day truly started.
Maybe you over egged the significance of this, overthinking and spiralling. Nevertheless, you did what you could.
When Jake pulled the little tub out of a gift bag, the one he always used with the black container and white font, he mistook the gift for him as your own personal preference.
"You hate it that much?" Again with the lighthearted tone, yet his eyes are tight.
"No," you reach up to kiss him and ruffle his hair, "I just know how much you liked to wear it swept back... and maybe I'll cook tonight? You've had enough ramen for a lifetime."
Jake swallows down the lump in his throat.
He doesn't know what to say. Has it been that obvious with how much he has been struggling in the last few months? Of course you could clearly see through him. He should have known better than to keep it from you.
Jake can't tell you everything, but perhaps he can tell you some things.
The tightness in his eyes is replaced by a wetness. He doesn't look at you, he can't. If he does he thinks he might crack.
Jake keeps his eyes downcast, staring at the tub gripped in his hand.
The hair pomade, that really should be insignificant, that meant nothing - means everything to him.
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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Hi! Can you pls write about when Jake was in jail with a reader who went to visit him all the time and was always by his side through those tough days?
took a minute for the ideas to marinate but i actually had an easier-ish time writing this even though i usually don't write stuff this long🤯 thank you for the sweet idea, anon, and for waiting a bit! <3
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summary: jake's favorite person decides to wait for him.
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"Inmate 0706. You have a visitor."
Jake walks into the tiny visitation room and plops himself down onto the chair, thinking to himself that it's probably Jerry again. His breath hitches when he sees that it's you entering and sitting down in front of him before the glass partition.
"What are you doing here? You shouldn't be in a place like this," he says with a half-hearted smile that doesn't quite meet his eyes.
You glare at him before springing up from your chair, brimming with fury. "Is that all you have to say to me? How could you hide a whole illegal gambling business from me?"
You had been holding down the fort at one of the shops on Big Deal street as usual, unsuspecting while exchanging quick goodbye kisses with Jake before he would leave the street to take care of some unknown business the past few months. To think he had been hiding something this wrong and to this degree from you, when you thought he believed the two of you were equals.
He closes his eyes, "it was for your own good-"
"Don't. Save it with the whole protecting me bullshit."
He opens his mouth to defend himself, but stops. Maybe you're right. Maybe he should just sit here and instead savor what could be the last time you argue with him. He waits for the other shoe to drop. This is it, he thinks. Inevitable, even. He did choose this life after all.
You sit back down after having gotten that bout of rage out of your system. "I just...wish you would let me in sometimes," you admit quietly.
Jake finally looks up at you, caught off guard by the shift in your tone and words. "Y/N..."
"Ugh, whatever. I'm leaving." You grab your jacket and stand. You pause at the door without turning your head. "See you next week," you mutter.
Before he can utter another word, he watches the door swing shut behind you.
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"Visitor for Inmate 0706."
Jake begins making his way to the visitation room.
Jason and Brad had exchanged glances with each other throughout the week as Jake looked even more lost in thought than usual in the yard, the cafeteria, his cell - thinking about you. He heard you wrong last time, right? Were you actually coming back to visit him not just once but a second time? Yeah, no, it's gotta be Jerry this time.
To his disbelief, you're already sitting there behind the glass partition with your arms crossed.
You open this visit with another glare, albeit a less icy one. Despite still being here, you want to keep holding onto your rightful grudge and hurt so badly. But your eyes finally take in his short hair, the new scar on his mouth, the way the weight he's been carrying manifests in his eyes and body. And you find yourself unable to prevent the soft concern filling your eyes.
You let out a deep sigh.
"How's the food in there?" you finally break the silence.
Jake can't help but crack a smile at your concerned, trivial inquiry.
"It's...edible." The both of you laugh.
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"Wait, what the hell is prison spicy chicken?"
After last being together in the outside world only a few weeks ago, the two of you begin to slip back into your usual rapport.
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While the two of you still manage to chat it up and laugh together, there are still visits where you find yourself waiting to leave the room before you finally let your tears fall. Days where the ache of only getting weekly glimpses of him behind a layer of glass gets to you, peeks at the world of turmoil swirling in and around him that you find yourself helpless to truly solve.
The seasons pass, and it's getting these weekly looks of you that mark the passage of time for Jake. He looks forward to seeing what new change he can spot every visit - the haircut you usually get around the summertime, whether you had time to change out of your part-time job uniform before coming to visit.
And the weekly visits go like this. Although being separated from you does give him an extra reason to want to kill Gun - it's during these brief moments in time with you that he's reminded maybe there can be more to his life than revenge. The incessant physical training, the brutal fights every day in the prison all blur together in a black and white cut, but seeing you brings a little bit of color back into his life.
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You stand outside of the detention center gates with the other heads of Big Deal, all of you anxiously trying to peer through the doors in the distance for any sign of Jake. He finally walks through the gates with Jason and Brad following behind. "Welcome back, Boss," mingled with big smiles and back pats amongst you. Jake finally stops in front of you, almost in a daze. He's seen your face every weekend for the past 11 months, but something about seeing your entire person standing before him feels like a pair of hands shaking him by the shoulders.
"Welcome back, you big idiot." You give him a light punch in the arm.
He pulls you into a warm embrace while cradling the back of your head, "I missed you, too."
"Hey Boss, the rest of Big Deal are looking forward to-" Lineman's cheerful words immediately get cut off by consecutive smacks from Jason, Brad, and Luah alike.
"Read the room," Luah shout-whispers at Lineman while giving him a second smack in the head for good measure.
"We'll see you later at HQ, Boss. Take your time." Jason waves in Jake's direction before scampering down the road with Jerry and the rest of the crew. Jake chuckles and waves back.
You smile and grab Jake's hand, "let's go get you a proper meal."
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You and Jake sit outside your go-to pojangmacha waiting for your orders. His head is swimming with thoughts of how he could possibly begin to thank you for waiting for him this whole time when he least deserved it, how he can articulate this gratitude and affection that's bigger than anything he can offer you in this moment.
Fresh hot plates of vegetable tempura, fish cake, and kimbap emerge before you. He indulges in the first delicious fried food he's had in months with you. The two of you feed each other skewers of tteokbokki while easing back into the groove of your usual banter sprinkled with laughs in between.
"Oh, and this is for you."
You pull out a paper box from the bakery with a slice of red velvet cake enclosed inside.
"Ta-da! It's not much, but I hope this is a slight upgrade to the cigarette-choco pie birthday cake you had in there," you grin. You scoop out a chunk of cake with the fork and hold it in front of his mouth.
"Hey, I told you you didn't need to get me anything." He's already been madly in love with everything about you, but something about this little gesture feels like it's about to tip something over in his chest.
"Hush and take a bite already!"
Jake complies with a smile. He then moves to close the distance between you two with his hand cupping your cheek, his eyes still fixed on you. He gazes at your face with an overflowing amount of affection and presses his forehead to yours, as if to pause and wonder if he still deserves to lock his lips with yours after all this time.
As if to reply with a resounding 'yes,' you pull his face to yours and kiss him deeply, tasting the sugary sweet mild cocoa flavor still lingering on his lips.
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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Jake Kim x Reader: Best Friends
G/N. Soft, as per the usual for Jakey.
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"Who is your best friend?"
As soon as those words left his lips, Jake heard himself and cringed at how childish he sounded.
Internally grimacing, regret at asking in the first place, then made all the worse by your look of surprise followed by a smirk.
Jake tries to fight the heat rising to his cheeks.
He is unsuccessful.
Lua had asked him the same question a few days ago, which he had scoffed at first then blurted your name second.
It just went without saying that it's you.
The first person he wants to tell if anything happens. Who he wants to share everything and everyday with.
Sure he can be his most boyish self with Jerry, Brad, Jason, Lineman.
But he feels most like himself when he's with you.
Throughout his childhood, his parents never set the best example of what a healthy relationship looked like.
Angry voices travelling through thin walls. Shouting insults and words at each other that no child should have to hear.
And even if his father no longer strayed once he came along, Jake watched his mother poison her mind with bitterness. Confined in the four walls of their family home and rotting in her rightful resentment.
So yes. He finds it bizarre that you are his best friend, despite telling Lua without a second thought.
But really... isn't that how things should be?
"You are," you tell your boyfriend, as if it's the most obvious thing in the world and ruffling his hair.
Seriously, how is he this adorable? Finding new ways to tug at your heartstrings every day.
At your response, the embarrassment evaporates and Jake grins. Delighted and preening at the confirmation.
Maybe bizarre is the wrong word, he thinks. Lucky. Yeah. That sounds right.
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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This just made me realize who Vasco reminded me of when I first started lookism 😭
The Way of the Househusband: Lookism and HTF hc
You, the working spouse. Them, trying to be the best malewife.
(Making up for my Eli crap).
Throws money at the problem
Look. They did not work their lil bussy off to build up an empire then to spend it all day looking after the household. You will be employing help around the house, that is non-negotiable.
Expect a half burnt, hand made lunch most days though. It's the thought that counts, you tell yourself, as you swallow down a lump of charcoal.
+ Eugene
+ Goo Kim
This idiot. Tries his best until he gets bored. And he gets bored very easily.
Half mopped kitchen, half made bed. Everything he does is done well until he just. Nah. Cannot be bothered anymore.
Good job you have a routine cleaning service and whatever other help you need as he takes instead the title of trophy husband.
Greets you coming home like an overexcited puppy. Lord bless him with some other social groups and hobbies so he doesn't rely completely on you for all his interaction needs.
+ Samuel Seo
If our Sammy isn't in therapy already, then get him in. Starve if you have to, just get him on his journey.
There is no way this man would be happy just being a househusband with his inferiority complex, slight delusions of grandeur and ambition.
When he eventually comes to terms with it, will always have little side projects going on to keep his inferiority/superiority at bay.
Likely one of those bastards that power trips from heading up some sort of Househusband/housewife social group, PTA, or on the board of a charity (he's in it for the power, not the cause) in his spare time.
Natural born homemaker
Natural may be a stretch for some of these boys.
Whether by choice or as a victim of circumstance, they have had to pick up very quickly how to be completely self sufficient. So stepping into house husband role? Easy!
+ Jace Park, Warren Chae, Jibeom Kwak, Daniel Park, Hudson Ahn, Baek Seongjun
+ Eli Jang
Oh my god. There is nothing that he loves more than being a househusband.
Never in his wildest dreams thought he would end up in this position.
Creating a loving home for you and Yenna, being the caretaker and provider. By far the best and most favourite role he has undertaken.
Joins in on the gossip at the school gates, with the other parents fawning over him. Melting hearts when Yenna toddles out and gives her dad a smooch.
Makes the absolute bento lunch bar none. Wakes up at the crack of dawn, practically leaping out of bed to make something delicious, healthy and cute for you and Yenna.
+ Johan Seong
Clueless vibes but that is absolutely wrong.
With his mother and leaving home from a young age, he has absolutely had to be self-sufficient.
In addition to taking care of two dogs too, this guy knows how to run a household and how to run it with 100% efficiency.
Knows the best time to visit the market for the freshest meat and veg to cook dinner. Also will visit 10+ stores to make sure he gets the best deal for his money. It's a matter of pride.
+ Ji Yeonwoo
Never had to really lift a finger around the home, instead dedicating all his time to studying. Vibes that his father also thinks housework is woman's work.
But not this guy! Whatever you need, he will make sure he fulfils it to the best of his abilities.
Study scheduling skills carry over to running the household. Runs an extremely tight ship, and meticulously plans everything. You want a doctor appointment? Dentist? Plumber. He is ON it.
In between sessions of Kyokushin Karate training of course.
+ Han Wangguk
Um hello? Does this even need explaining? It just fits.
Forced into being the carer and head of the household from a young age after his home life completely went to shit. Looked after Gyeoul to the best of his ability until he couldn't. Tried to be the best big bro/father figure since his stint in juvie.
Absolutely perfect as a househusband. Nothing to fault.
Will spoil you too. Small gifts he has come across that reminds him of you - a snack you like from the store, booking movie tickets for a lil date night together, a book he thinks you'd be interested in.
Perfection.
Clueless idiot tries their best
It's a 50/50 chance whether you will have a home and a husband to return to at the end of a day. It's also a 50/50 chance whether your home made lunch will give you food poisoning.
Sure, it's gotten better the longer they've been at it, but you're still wary. Especially since they have also gotten better at hiding any messes they cause too.
You can never stay mad though, especially when they get so cute when they're frustrated at having failed you as a househusband. Which is complete nonsense, by the way.
+ Vin Jin, Jihan Kwak, Jay Hong
+ Vasco Tabasco
How can this category exist without our resident cinnamon roll?
Fortunately for him, Jace has added himself onto Vasco's speed dial. Unfortunately for Jace, he gets 20+ calls and frantic messages a day asking how to get things done.
Nonsense includes asking how to revert the clothes after accidentally dying them pink. Can he put out a frying pan oil fire with water. How burnt can something be before someone will likely get food poisoning.
It gets better over time. Lucky for you and lucky for Jace.
COMPLETE househusband Tatsu vibes. Everyone is terrified of Vasco, intimidated by his thuggish looks and tattoos. (Until they find out he is the biggest sweetheart and himbo ever.)
+ Ryuhei Kuroda
Relishes being a househusband! Like a silly little roleplay and doesn't get tired of it. After, all it took him so long to find someone that keeps the interest of Ryuhei and lil Ryuhei.
A shameless flirt with the ajummas and all the other housewives. Getting the best gossip, the best offers and deals, best tips.
Unfortunately, his attention span is short. Listens with good intentions, then starts daydreaming about when you get home and how he will ravish you.
In the end, he falls short in some aspects of being a househusband, but will make it up to you in the bedroom.
Bulldozes their way forward until they are Househusband Extraordinaire
You cannot fault them for their effort.
Initially a struggle at first for them to come to terms with being a househusband. Look at this list for crying out loud. Consisting of killers and fighters and crime bosses.
But if they commit, they're going to give it all. Their tenacity means they will absolutely get things done. Every time they fail, they will keep trying over and over again. Whether that's to make you happy or for their own pride, they will keep going until it is perfected.
+ Xiaolong, Zack Lee, Xiaolong, Sinu Han, Seong Taehoon, Kim Munseong
+ Gun Park
There is nothing Gun Park cannot do if he sets his mind to it. That includes whatever the hell is his life right now.
Which he doesn't mind, per se. It's just... unexpected.
And he never thought there would ever be anything in his life that matches the thrill of fighting to the death.
But getting the pick of fresh fruit and veg when he's first at the farmer's market? Beating some old ajumma (almost literally) to grab the best head of lettuce? Unveiling your dinner like he used to with his masterpiece?
Ok. It's not bad. He'll still sneak off to beat up minors when he has spare time though,
+ DG/James Lee
Drops the K-pop persona pretty damn quick, reverting back to James Lee
Because can you imagine how little he would be able to get done if people saw DG around trying to run errands?
But honestly. Look at him. This man, like Gun, does not have a domestic bone in his body. He's not a genius for nothing though.
Dishwasher? Washing machine? Tumble dryer? How to iron in the most efficient way? He will work it out, don't worry.
+ Jake Kim
Anything, anything to make you happy.
As the Big Deal no.1, worrying about the street running smoothly is only his problem in so far as the protecting, the fighting, the money.
Clothes used to just turn up washed and ironed. Would live on a diet of ramen or just eating at one of the restaurants.
Jake is not initially cut out for being a househusband... But he learns quickly.
Eagerly gets to any household chores and errands with gusto. Sometimes even recruiting the Big Deal boys to help out when things get a little too hectic and out of hand.
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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Flowers for Ms. Kang
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Jake Kim x f!reader
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Jake Kim stumbles into a flower shop only to find a cute employee working that day.
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Content Warnings - Crappy flower shop trope, mutual pinning (I think) ,mild cursing, barely proofread
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A/n - had a lot of trouble writing this one, so I hope y’all enjoy.
Jake had been trying to get back into his mothers good graces for a while. After his whole illegal gambling fiasco she only seemed annoyed at him everytime they spoke. It was very apparent she loved him, but it was also apparent that she was disappointed in him. A fact that didn’t go unnoticed by Jake.
Maybe flowers might soften his mothers opinion of him.There was this quaint flower shop nearby big deal street that would be absolutely perfect for the job.
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It was late afternoon when Jake finally got to the shop, the setting sun gave the inside of the shop a beautiful glow.
There isn’t much that can make Jake’s heart rate rise other than a good fight. That’s atleast what jake had thought until he walked through the door. His breath hitched, behind the counter stood a girl around his age who he had never seen before, and she was everything Jake wanted and more. Absolutely gorgeous.
In most instances when Jake met a girl he considered to be attractive he’d become an unapologetic flirt. Winks that made her face flush. Passing touches that made their heart rate quicken. Empty comments that they took as jokes.
But when Jake saw you he felt like a schoolboy with their first crush. Unable to do more then steal a glance or two.
You had been scheduled for a closing shift after you finished school today, which you begrudgingly took. I mean you needed the money of course, but you barely got more than 4 customers a day. The shop was unbelievably slow and boring.
So boring in fact that you took up a hobby of daydreaming. Something to pass the time atleast.
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The last customer you had for the day had stood in front of your flower display for nearly half an hour at this point. He was attractive no doubt, anyone with eyes could notice that fact. But his attire and tattoos also reminded you of a thug, not the type of guy you’d usually go for.
When you finally decided to pay attention to the shop you noticed that the man looking at the display kept looking at you. Maybe he needed your help picking out flowers for his girlfriend?
You moved away from your spot behind the counter, towards him. “Excuse me sir, do you need any help finding anything?”
He scoffed at your question, maybe he didn’t need your help. “Sir? Gah you make me sound old.” He completely faced you after saying this, a playful pout forming on his lips.
“Only out of respect, sir.” You started to retreat back to your spot behind the counter. “Well if you need any help, just let me know. You are taking quite a bit.” The last part slipped out before you could even think, sounding more judgemental than intended.
“Sorry for taking too long” he playfully responded. “But uhh, yeah I could use a little help. I know nothing about flowers.” He frowned.
You made your way back to him, examining the flower display. “Hmm do you know what your girlfriends favorite flower is? I might be able to help you find something similar?”
“No, I would’ve gotten those if I had known.” He teased. “And the flowers are for my mother, I don’t have a girlfriend.”
“Oh” you paused in between your next words. “Hmm well then, do you atleast know her favorite color?”
“Of course. I know my moms favorite color, what do you think I am, a monster?” He paused for a second, shit, did he actually know her favorite color. “It’s uhh… purple yeah”
You giggled at his subtlety. “Well then I’d personally go with the Hydrangeas, you can hardly go wrong with those.” When you looked up at him, he was staring hard.
Jakes face flushed, getting caught in the act. “Okay.. that sounds great.”
You smiled, maybe he wasn’t so ‘thuggish’. “Alright well just follow me on up to the register and I’ll get you checked out.”
He nodded along, following you.
When he went to give you the money for the flowers, after you had told him the total, your hands had touched for just a split second. You could’ve sworn you felt a spark, and when you looked up at his face you could tell he had felt it too.
He thanked you for helping him and made his way out, you called after him telling him to have a nice day.
Huh, maybe thuggish looking guys might be your type
Jake’s mom didn’t hate the flowers she got. He thought that maybe he had even seen her genuine smile for the first time in a while. This was enough of a confirmation that Jake had needed. So, like any normal human being, he decided that the best course of action would be to visit the quaint little flower shop every week. His mothers happiness was the sole motivation for this conclusion, totally not the cute flower shop cashier.
Over the next few weeks Jake had learnt many things about you. He learned what your name was, which he totally didn’t attempt to look up on pacebook after finding out. He found out that you worked here to help your dad out. You told him what your favorite kind of flowers were. Recommended him your favorite movies. Excitedly told him that your birthday was coming up.
Jake knew almost everything about you that a boyfriend would. He just never had the courage to ask you out.
“Jake” you called out, earning the attention of your companion.
It was a Friday evening, Jake was here on one of his usual visits, something you began to look forward to throughout the passing week.
“We should go out.” It came out as a statement more than a question, which was fine. It was quite apparent that the boy liked you.
His face warmed. “Huh?” he replied, dumbfounded.
“I said, we should go out” you were now leaning into him, more than before. “I mean, I like you and I was kind of guessing you liked me.” You looked down now, feigning shyness. “But I guess you not asking me out on a date should’ve been proof enough, I should’ve known you didn’t feel that way.
Jake was stunned, god you were bold, way more than him. “Of course I like you [name], I’ve liked you from the moment I walked in here.” You didn’t know his face could grow more red, but it did. “I’d love to go on a date with you, though I wish I had the courage to ask you first.” He mumbled the last part.
You looked up at his face, heads not even a foot apart. “I know Jake, I just wanted you to admit it.” You teased, making Jake avoid your gaze.
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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Lookism Masterlist
head cannons + drabbles
“Tat my name on you so I know it’s real”
-Various x reader -
You jokingly tell your boyfriend to tattoo your name to prove his love.
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Short fics
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Flowers for Ms. Kang - 1.1k of fluff
-Jake Kim x f!reader -
Jake stumbles into a flower shop only to find a cute employee working that day.
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“Tat my name on you so I know it’s real”
You jokingly tell him to tattoo your name so you know he’s serious about your relationship.
Various x Gn!reader
Gun Park, Dg/James Lee, Hudson Ahn, Samuel Seo, Vasco, and Jake Kim
Content Warnings - Established relationship, unintentionally manipulative reader?
A/n - Didn’t add all my favorite characters so if people enjoy this I might make a part two.
Doesn’t tat it
Gun park -
- Definitely scoffed at you when you said that.
- I mean are you crazy? His body is a temple, of course he’s not going to go through with something that he could potentially regret in the future.
- Told you to get his name first and then he’d think about it. Was not serious about that proposition when he said it.
- Has semi realistic expectations of romantic relationships.
- Scolded you even after you said it was a joke.
“All jokes have some truth to them, [name].” He chided
“God you sound like my mother.” You bit back.”
Dg/James Lee-
- Looked at you like you had three eyes.
- He’s an idol, his image is everything. A tacky tattoo of his lovers name would not slide.
- Doesn’t even matter if he thinks y’all would last forever, a tattoo is just too much.
- Would try to compromise by buying a chain with your name on it.
Didn’t agree to it, but definitely thought about it
Hudson Ahn-
- The man reeks of commitment what can I say.
- His devotion to relying on his right hand is a testament to that.
- But even with all things considered a tattoo of your name is a bit much.
- Definitely thinks it’s a bit tacky as well.
- Not to mention, your significant others name as a first tattoo is a lot.
- All things considered, you should be thankful he even thought about.
Samuel Seo -
- Laughed at you when you said it.
- But even so, it definitely took him a minute to think about it.
- I mean his whole body is tatted up, how’s one more going to make a difference.
- Would also be very easy to cover up or incorporate in the design of his whole body’s
- But a king with his significant others name tattooed on his body, I’m not sure if that’s a great idea.
- Told you he’d tattoo your name, if you tattooed his.
- But unlike gun he wasn’t joking.
“Okay I’ll do it-“ he smirked, he’s definitely up to something.
“Wait really?” you interrupted, not actually thinking he’d agree.
“But only if you tattoo mine aswell”
Agreed to tattoo your name, no regrets.
Vasco-
- Didn’t think of the nuances of tattooing your name.
- I mean look at him, what’s one more tattoo.
- Not much more to be said.
“Vasco?” You called out, gaining his attention.
You both sat in the park whilst Vasco was in between sets.
“Hmm?” He replied, slowly catching his breath after completing his ridiculous workout regimen.
“You should get my name tattooed” you tried to hide the smile forming on your face.
“Huh, get your name tattooed, why?” His whole attention was on on you now, he was genuinely confused.
“So I know it’s real” it was really hard to contain your laugh now.
His face fell some more, even more confused than before. An adorable display of his emotions.
“Let me rephrase that, so I know you’re serious about me .” You pouted as those last words came out of your mouth, attempting to add sincerity to your words. You knew Vasco was serious about you, from your first, albeit, disastrous date.
“Okay” he smiled as his reply came out, full of real sincerity.
“Okay?” Now you felt bad, you didn’t think he’d actually agree.
“Mhm, I’m real serious. I’ll have to set an appointment for it then. Sorry if it takes too long, my artist might not have any availability.” With those words he turned back to his set, ready to complete the rest of his push-ups.
Okay, now you felt really bad. His face when he said that made you take pause when telling him it was a joke. You forget how sincere your boyfriend really is. One to always wear his heart on his sleeve.
“No, no Vasco. I was joking. Don’t get my name tattooed please.”
Jake Kim-
- What can I say, he’s as committed as they come.
- Would only get into a relationship if he’s completely sure he wants to stay with you forever.
- A tattoo is for ever and so is your love.
- Would hope you’d get his name tattooed aswell, but wouldn’t force it. Especially if you don’t have any other tattoos.
- Definitely pouted when you said it was a joke.
- Told you he was going to get it done anyways now that you put the Idea into his head.
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A/n - got a bit carried away with Vasco’s one, I’m not sure how it happened but I wanted to add a bit of a Drabble since his was so short and it turned into that. Hope y’all enjoy anyways.
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ilybeam · 1 year ago
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Navigation!
Main-ish blog (mostly anime)- @chosoluv
Webtoons I’m current on: Lookism, Weak hero, Teenage Mercenary
Characters I’m comfortable writing: pretty much all of the characters from both of those stories above.
What I’m not comfortable writing: NSFW
Requests are open
Enjoy!
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