iloveyou-toneptune

[iloveyou-toneptune]

I miss you. Three words, The best sentence. I love you, Three words, The most confusing sentence. I hate you, Three words, Worst feeling ever, Not that many people hate me, It's only me, I hate myself.

[iloveyou-toneptune]

Reading isn't a hobby of mine, But I just curl up in a book sometimes, Maybe I read to stop me bleed. Paper cuts go a long way. Reading isn't a hobby of mine, But sometimes books prevent suicide.

[iloveyou-toneptune]

just need reassurance, Any will do, Just so I know you'll be here for me too, Even if I don't wake up the next day, Will you have a smile on your face, You won't have a cry, Won't shed a tear, It's okay to cry, Not for me my dear.

[iloveyou-toneptune]

I wait for your call every night, I think about it every night, Why did you do it? Do you think it's right? My mind fixated on what I wanted to say, Stop. Don't do it wouldn't of pushed you away.

[iloveyou-toneptune]

Staring at my blood in the mirror, Why couldn't they see it a bit clearer, Why I've been so far away, Why my skirts a little too tight, Why I'm so insecure. Is it worth fighting for? I don't wanna waste my time, Just wanna make things right

[iloveyou-toneptune]

red

Roses are red, Not like blood but love, Roses are red like love, But love is red like anger, Red like the scars you drew on me, Red is the colour of love, The colour that pushed you away from me

[iloveyou-toneptune]

i never got to know him.

I started this poem with, "I once knew a boy" But then I stopped, and took a deep breath, because I had never actually knew him. I was going to say that I once knew a boy with many hoodies, Nearly as much as the list of dreams he kept hidden under his pillow. If I actually had known him, I would have been able to tell you that he had so many hoodies because his scars were so deep and his list was long because those scars were much deeper. I once new a boy that wanted to get away any way he knew how. I never knew why. I never really knew him.

[iloveyou-toneptune]

I hear her music echo in my head, She swallows emotion inside of my head, I lay in bed, a hand resting my head, My thoughts drowning me I don't know how to control them, Just come and hold them, Even for a minute, Id be happy you did it.

[iloveyou-toneptune]

It hurts my heart to let him go, I know it's hard to feel this low. He hurts himself and his cuts go deep My razor sharp vampire teeth I cut deep with my words, I feel bad for sharing but wish she was caring

[iloveyou-toneptune]

I'm just a kid I'm just a kid  I don't need all of this I've had enough of your shit Packing my bags, Throwing away my house key  Clearly life's easier without a little old silly me.