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#stonecold Stone cold, stone cold, I was your amber but now she's your shade of gold #demilovato

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"It always has been and will always be you" I said. He stared deep into my soul for a moment and the music in the restaurant faded into the background. "Come on." I said "There's always been something telling you the same thing at the back of your mind." His eyes lit up brighter than his smile and he nodded. But then the conversation swiftly diverted back to how some guy had messed me around and when he was next going to visit his girlfriend. -An extract from a book I'll never write. #extract #book #thoughts

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As a child this image would frighten me. I remember vividly the smell of ash staining my father's clothes and my grandmother losing her leg from cancer. As a teenager I watched my friends as they lit up behind the trees on the school field at lunch time. They once tried to put a cigarette in my mouth but I had a panic attack and they stopped being my friend because I wouldnt smoke with them. At 19 I watched who I thought was the love of my life, stumbling over from all the alcohol light a cigarette and I was haunted by the idea of loving somebody who had smoked. At 20 on a beach in Italy, heartbroken and fragile I had my first puff. I immediately understood those years of addiction. Now at 22, I sit here at 4am in the smoking shelter after my third one. Even though it will kill me faster, its one of the few midly acceptable things that can take away my pain. I could self harm or meet up with a different guy a night but that would make me weak and a slut. So I sit here in silence pondering over how significantly my mindset has changed. #smoking #cigarette #4am #thoughts #nocturnal #cantsleep #memories

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Homerton formal with my sister #sister #cambridge #formalhall #homerton #wine #universityofcambridge #university #posh

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Only in those sleepless nights do you think about the people that have such an importance in your life and inspire you to become greater each day

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My "YAY 4th essay of term is done but its now almost 4am and I'm insanely exhausted so lets get to bed and sleep forever and ever" face #nocturnal #tired #essay #homework #4am #university #universityofcambridge #deadline

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End result after all that dancing whilst getting ready for cindies!

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When you're now living in an old city (Cambridge) and all your bullies are just stuck in their hometown doing nothing! #mean #bullies #happiness #taylorswift #speaknow

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Havent straightened my hair in years!!! #haircut #straighthair #change

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Happy 22nd Birthday one of my best friends ever, Antonio

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OMG! Just found my original #Taylorswift and #fearless albums that I had for #christmas when I was 13 and 15 (I'm now 22). I'm so emotional!!!! I thought they were lost forever and I rarely go home to visit so I spent a few hours searching and finally found them!!! :D Christmas came early! Its so breathtaking to see how far Taylor has came since I held the first album Christmas day 9 years ago <3 xxx #swiftie

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Feeling very pensive right now! #deepinthought #pensive #missmyfriends

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Just made a delicious #avocado and #chickpea sandwich #healthyfood #healthy #diet

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Today was the last day of the #1989tour !!! I honestly had the best time of my life travelling (mostly) alone to the 4 concerts in Germany Manchester and London. Everything was perfect and magical and will be memories I cherish deep in my heart for the rest of my life <3 each ticket and evening was worth every single penny. I hope that one day I'll finally be able to meet Taylor. Thank you for everything, I had the time of my life with you!!! P.s. Happy 26th Birthday for tomorrow Taylor!!! @taylorswift @taylornation #the1989worldtour #1989era #1989 #longlive #taylorswift #taylornation #taylorswift13

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I'm so proud of my comeback after some random creep asked me for some "private pics" #weird #stalker #facebook #comeback #owned

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Lovely meal with my Mum's angels today #christmasdinner

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#christmas #shopping with my beautiful Nan #grandparents #love