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Fancams from Super Popcon PH are up in my Youtube channel! 

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Suga Popcorn (according to a dear friend of mine LOL)

Fan account y'all since I don't really have photos and videos to share this time huhu 💔 Because the decent cam that I have is not allowed.

Note: Be patient with my brain trying to remember the moments :3 This will be updated every time I remember more stuff 😉

●In fairness, the stage presence of the bands are unparalleled. Whether you stan them or not. The "gigil" in how they perform is undeniable. If you think, that watching their videos is enough for you to feel the swag, wait 'til you witness them perform before your eyes! ●They are all thin but I wish VIXX will put on some weight. I think they're so thin compared to the other bands. ●All the bands wear matching clothes which is cute yeah but I think it's so nice that the B.A.P members showed their own style with their clothes. I'm saying this not because I stan them, just an honest opinion.

KRIESHA is a sweetheart! I like how she's not your typical stick thin idol. She's not like, drop dead gorgeous but she's more on the cute side. Very charming. It's a special moment when she sang a Filipino song that goes... "Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal di ka na muling mag iisa 🎶" She had the whole Arena singing which is super nice. It's so good that she's half Filipino it made it effortless for her to connect to the fans. She performed 2 songs: her debut song Trouble and another one from her album. I'm actually not a fan so I only got that info from her hehe✌ She also expressed how happy she is to be back in her country and she missed the PH a lot.

●It's funny how all the bands talked in Korean LOL all of us we're like, "Why are they talking in Korean?" "We know what you beautiful boys are saying is sweet but WHAT IS IT" "Where's the subtitle? Any interpreter around? Hello?" "Weren't they briefed that we only talk English and Filipino?" "Uhm, love you but what" so what they got are just screams that are a combination of confusion, awkwardness and fangirl/boying hahaha ●Of course, "Mahal kita" will always be there. ●"Mamimiss kita" was there. Just can't remember who said it and from what band.

B.A.P After finishing their first song, Daehyun shouted, "Long time no see" and I didn't hear a Korean accent! Noice 😏 I like how they gave finger hearts all at the same time! I think that's super cute. Zelo my pie, is so hyper 😂 I didn't remember seeing him stand still for more than 5 seconds. Cutie ☺Bang gives this really peaceful aura. My gosh, he's like a Zen Master or something *yoga pose then floats* xD

PENTAGON I'm not really fan. I only know Gorilla lol (which they didn't perform) but I like them and man, they're hot. Even if you don't stan them, you cannot possibly deny that. There are 2 members that I fancy tho! But I only know their faces huhu but I know that one of them is the maknae. I loooove tall boys, so ☺ I especially love their yellow coat! It felt like I was watching scoops of mango ice cream dance and sing ㅋㅋㅋ

B1A4 The fan fave Jinyoung really looks fine! So sweet as well. He kept on waving at our section 😄 I also like how their outfit is not exactly matchy matchy like the rest--it's cute! Banas' cheerig is so loud omg many of them came!

BTOB Sungjae and Peniel waved at our section too! I so love that they sang 2 of my favorite songs ㅠㅠ Confession Song and... (title loading)

VIXX My bias N looks like Younggi's fiancé lol Leo is not my type but yeah I think he looks good. I personally thought that their pants are too tight compared to the rest of the bands. And I'll forever wonder how they were freaking able to dance with such fluidity. Sorcery, really 😳 Minshookt, legit. They introduce themselves in Filipino: Ako si *insert name* ng VIXX 😉

B.I.G Another act that I don't know. But I love how generous they are with fan service! One of the members even proposed to us 😏 Clever /awesome/ He go, "Philippine *insert their fandom name idk sorry haha* will you marry me?" and ofc, cue the screams 😂 One member got a flower crown from a fan, he wore it and the members go, "Where did you get that?" and he go, "It's a gift from her! *he pointed the girl naks tindi ni Ate girl 😂*" and said "I love you" with matching making a heart with his arms and ofc, the screams came rolling again. Then one of the members also tried to go to her and teased her saying, "Do you want a gift too?" the crowd screamed again 😂They also made sure to promote their concert here :3 They mentioned the ticket selling and one of the members pulled his sleeves up for his "kodigo" xD I thought one of the members look like Zelo without the snow-white skin. There's really something Zelo w/ him 🤔

●After the show ended, the other acts was never seen again except for Kriesha, B.A.P, and B.I.G. I'm guessing that the others, left right after they performed? Sad :( The three acts that showed up, stayed for a while bidding goodbye. ●A couple of bands picked up stuff hurled at the stage. From banners, to cutesy headbands, to print out of their face. So cute! No one got hit with anything. Don't worry!  😂 I know it's a usual thing to happen but rest assured, the gorgeous humans went unscathed that time 😉 Those didn't really fly to the stage, it's more of, dropped from the SVIPs behind the barricade :3 ●All fans' fave: So many finger hearts and flying kisses 😍 We felt the love, yeah :3 ●English speaking members are heaven-sent oh good heavens OTL you guys are appreciated to the core  😭 Thank you eliminating the almighty language barrier even for just some moments 😭 ●Guys, if you want to ask me how the boy bands look like in person... What you see in videos, your photobooks and fansite taken photos, is ACTUALLY what you get in person. YES! I was shocked of that 😳 ●So many of your Oppas are living, walking, breathing towers. Legs galore :3 ●And ofc you also have the smol beans. Cuties xD They look like preschool students next to the blessed ones HAHAHA esp that B1A4 member--his cutesty outfit didn't even help xD He's all cuteness xD ●All the rappers SLAAAAAYED, man. SWAG explosion. ●The main vocals' voice are nothing but DIVINE esp the ones in charge of belting OMGGGG ●These boy bands obviously lives in their practice rooms. Their dance is flawless. So coordinated. GEEZ. Each member gives so much energy. Talking about being dedicated in your job. APPLAUSE guys, APPLAUSE. They DESERVE it so much *jaw drop* That's how real performers look like y'all  🙌 ●They have the same make up! Who wouldn't want to be that make up artist? 😜 They all have that peachy/pink eye shadow ㅋㅋ Just not so sure with B.A.P tho. ●I've never fangirled over light sticks until the concert. 2 of the friends that I made are Bana and Starlight (hope I got their fandom names right ;A;) And they're nice and sweet enough to let me experience it. B1A4's light stick is just so cute! While VIXX's is just flat out gourjes like owemgee, guys 🙊 asdfghjkl and I also shared to them that you can never make me buy a light stick coz I'm stingy but ASTRO's is REALLY tempting in so many ways 😭 aodneodmf

✨If you'd want to watch a Kpop Concert and you're stingy like me hehe VIP LB is the best section to be in! In my experience, so many idols waved at us. You'll always be noticed! And if you're fortunate to score a ticket located row at E1 like me, girl, you'd see them clearly!✨

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DO NOT REMOVE WATERMARK. TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS. SUPER POPCON MANILA JULY 7, 2017

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DO NOT REMOVE WATERMARK. TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS. SUPER POPCON MANILA JULY 7, 2017 

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DO NOT REMOVE WATERMARK. TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS. KCON6 MANILA DECEMBER 28, 2014

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DO NOT REMOVE WATERMARK. TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS. KCON6 MANILA DECEMBER 28, 2014

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I love you, you'll always be real to me...

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Ice Cream 112214

There's someone I once met who always bring me ice cream to eat.

He knows it's my favorite and eating it everyday makes me happy.

Ever since then, I also learned to associate him with ice cream.

Because his presence was never constant but rather always fleeting maybe even more rare than the blood moon.

He always make people wait, he always make me wait.

Back then, I was willing to wait no matter how long it will take him to come but then like my favorite icy treat, my interest melted away.

We both became a history, a forgotten memory.

Though until today I wonder, if he sees an ice cream does it remind him of us?

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A page filled with words, longing, hope and love by a poet with many names but prefers to be known...

You can find more of my poems here ^u^

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I wanted to be a mother and bear a child but there's something in me that limits what I can haveThat sweet smile after you gave birth, I'll always be longing to be in such momentI guess I'll never hear your first laugh, the first time you will call me Mommy and think for some time that it's my nameI'll forever want to hold those tiny hands and feel those delicate toesI'm sure your skin will be the softestBut don't worry, though Mommy won't have you, know that in my mind and in my heart I have always and will forever love you, my dear childOf all the things that I can never have, I really wish that you won't be one of them

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Longing 101814

"Where is he?" I asked.

"In your heart" she said.

"Can't he come out? I'm suffocating from his presence on the inside already." I continued.

"Oh" in hesitation, she finished the conversation.

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My Happy Thought

Whenever they ask me to think about happy thoughts, I only think about you.

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It's amazing how someone can get in your head then your heart and finally, through your veins.

If some substance are hard to take out from your system, I think the hardest to get out from the inside of you is a person.

Because that someone who just started running in your mind, staying in your heart for free, had eventually climbed up to your lungs and somehow found his/her way to be a vine that wrapped around your rib cage.

People you love or even people you just like have a way of inhabiting you if you're not careful on unaware.

They don't just stick with you but they stick in you—even stickier than a gum would to your hair.

People really are amazing, they don't just crawl from the inside of you but they live there and consume you.

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Remember 091414

Just remember that with or without going to gym, you're already beautiful.

With or without a boyfriend, you're already loved and you're whole.

Numbers don't define you but your character.

The way you stood strong when you're expected to fall.

That smile you show people even when you're breaking inside.

You're a work in progress, a masterpiece that can never be imitated.

Don't be afraid in being lost because that's when you find yourself in a place where you never thought you'll find overwhelming comfort, joy and peace.

Don't be afraid not knowing who you really are because you'll find the answers, you'll find the key when God knows you're ready to be who He planned you to be.

There's a promise that lasts from generations to generations and that is hope for things that we don't see, hope for dreams coming true and hope for accepting and loving who we are made to be.

A/N: I dedicate this one to one of my very good friends.

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Dear Jesus,

Let me see you in everything

Let me hear you in every song

Let me feel you in every person

I know you are always with me and that will never fail.

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55

I stopped counting at fifty five of all the names I have for you.

Because I'm afraid... I'm afraid that I won't ever stop in giving you more and more.

I'm afraid... I'm afraid that my love for you will be too much for my heart to contain and for my mind to handle.

So I'm doing myself a favor,

I'm now stopping at fifty five.

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Robot

I know you are not real and you know that you are not too.

You're only in my head but in my heart you're true.

Loving you is like a medicine that I just needed to cope and recover.

Yes, in a way you're still a form of escape but you make me feel safe.

Thank you for the promise of staying as long as I want you to.

I'll keep you until the right one comes along.