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where is the one who slammed the door

who?

where.

where for who walks, pondering again

when?

no, not then and he’ll wait no more

how’s that I’m sure we’ll not want to know

but where is the one who slammed the door if why be and wise tied below

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would you refrain from sleep or lay to rest

how long refrain and or keep in check

would you despise me

turn me in , and no longer allow me to see

whatever became of serenity.

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.i was only a cry for help,

(and as that cub who howled)

became lost in plain sight with ears all around til that cry for help rushed the ground

rising now who knew and gathered(as much as lost) bones they creak but more ‘miles also cross

posture and pose behind new eyes amid again not always lies waiting then for that cry. again again. never?a gain to let you in again? but here tho we sit to be near and to once again try.

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nice. mug fellas w parallel go’odevilishment.

Parallel photos: The Tennants and the Shebergs

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Scratching that thought with a resolved sigh, you rise on toes while bending deep in your knees to lower yourself slowly, closer to view; the bat in hand finding its way to the ground tented beneath your fingers. Taking another precious moment to square your shoulders before raising your eyes, you bring your free hand into view already painting apologies for your presence at the swimming mix of anger, pain, and level resolution met in the other. No child here. Not by spirits reckoning. Lowering eyes, you prepare to back away, fingers of your now outstretched hand, still attempting to parlay excuses.

For four days now, you have felt as if someone were following you home. No matter how careful you were, or how paranoid, you couldn’t seem to lose your stalker, or figure out who it was. You’ve even noticed that someone has been messing with your bins and stealing some of your clothes off the line. Finally sick of it, you decided on a new plan, having your suspicions as to where your stalker might be hiding out while waiting to follow you.

Silently, you went about your nightly routine, then pretended to go to bed, switching off the lights and sitting in the darkness. From there, you waited, and waited, and waited. It wasn’t until you were absolutely certain that your stalker would believe you were asleep, that you very quietly crept out of the house. Baseball bat in hand, you slowly and carefully made your way around the side, narrowing your eyes at the large old tree that stood there.

You had mostly forgotten about it, but when you were very young and your grandparents were still alive, you would often hide yourself in the abandoned fox den below the grand old tree. When your parents had found out, they had been furious, and forbidden you from playing outside at their house anymore. After all these years, you had practically forgotten about it entirely.

Reaching the old tree, you eyed the large overgrown bushes that hid away the entrance, not sure you were ready for what you would find there. From what you remembered, the abandoned fox den was incredibly large, more than large enough for a full grown adult, or maybe even two.

Deciding you had delayed it enough, you carefully pulled aside the branches, tightening your grip on your makeshift weapon, though nothing prepared you for the truth. Your eyes widened as you took in the sight before you, almost dropping the baseball bat in your shock.

Curled up in the centre of the den, nestled into a pile of your stolen clothes, was what looked like a young child. Though their clothes had seen better days and their skin was dirty, their silver hair seemed completely pristine, as did the fur of the two large pointed ears atop their head, and the long fluffy tail currently curled around them like a blanket. For a moment you wondered if they were dressed up as something, until you saw one furry ear twitch slightly at the distant call of an owl.

You really hoped you were hallucinating. 

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cas, after his 17th lobotomy and mindwipe: for the first time… i feel

naomi and every angel who’s ever known cas: yeah… for the first time! weird 🤔

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….looking for a decent cry me a lamia riddle

~incoherent? not much

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feeling feelings feels essential here

you’ll most likely survive if you occasionally don’t read the small print and it certainly should be forgivable to look ahead once in a while

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what do forgiveness and smiles have in common?

~both have the power to infuriate those who don’t understand why they’re on the receiving end

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i am an old woman

named after my mother

my old man’s another child grown old

prineapple

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gaul dern it thomas, im going to need a new blog for yous 🫣

happy new year!🎆

Why stop on January 1st  (W/ @domgoldofficial)

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uriel stood naked, rings in the distance, contemplating what shape this journey would have him take

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Dear hiddlestans,

sorry this feels like a d(c)w reaction reel on my dash

and that my fannish meter is now kept … ehem

mostly underwraps

Loki + smirk

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wigglewiggle crash!this is not your dash

~t~

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Okay, so here are our options:

1. David Tennant is the Fourteenth Doctor because the Jodie Whittaker’s Doctor regenerated into him.

2. Ncuti Gatwa is the Fourteenth Doctor because Ten3 does not count.

3. Sacha Dhawan is the Fourteenth Doctor because Jodie Whittaker’s doctor regenerated into him.

4. Jodie Whittaker is the Fourteenth Doctor due to the existence of the War Doctor.

5. Peter Capaldi is the Fourteenth Doctor due to the existence of the War Doctor and the time David Tennant regenerated into himself.

6. Matt Smith is the Fourteenth Doctor due to the existence of the War Doctor, and the time David Tennant regenerated into himself, and Jo Martin’s Doctor.

7. David Tennant is the Fourteenth Doctor due to the existence of the War Doctor, and the fact that he regenerated into himself, and Jo Martin’s Doctor, and the existence of TenToo.

8. TenToo is the Fourteenth Doctor for the above reasons.

9. Donna Noble is the Fourteenth Doctor for the above above reasons.

10. Both David Tennant and Ncuti Gatwa’s Doctors’ true numbers are unknowable due to the existence of The Timeless Child.

11. Both David Tennant and Ncuti Gatwa’s Doctors’ true numbers are unknowable due to the existence of The Timeless Child, and the uncountable amount of times The Twelfth Doctor died and was reborn in Heaven Sent.

12. Both David Tennant and Ncuti Gatwa’s Doctors’ true numbers are unknowable due to the existence of The Timeless Child, and the uncountable amount of times The Twelfth Doctor died and was reborn in Heaven Sent, and all Doctors seen in noncanon materials are actually canon (Peter Cushing films, Scream of the Shalka, Curse of the Fatal Death, etc…)

13. Both David Tennant and Ncuti Gatwa’s Doctors’ true numbers are unknowable for all of the above reasons and also because pseudo-Doctors such as The Valeyard and The Dream Lord are also The Doctor.

14. The above is true, but The Doctor is simply a title, and anyone who claims to be The Doctor is also The Doctor. Jackson Lake is The Doctor. Clara is The Doctor. Missy is The Doctor. Graham is The Doctor. Every actor who has played The Doctor are also The Doctor.

15. The above is true, but due to The Egg Theory everyone else is also The Doctor. We are all The Doctor.

16. None of the above is true because no Doctor after the Revival is canon.

17. None of the above is true because no Doctor after the First Doctor is canon.

18. None of the above is true because there is no Fourteenth Doctor. The number was skipped for some reason.

19. The numbering system is flawed and useless to current canon, and we should switch to identifying Doctors by their actors, as we do with The Master. (Example: Hartnell!Doctor)

20. The above is not true because we would still need to find a way to differentiate the 3 - 4 Doctors played by David Tennant.

21. All of the above is technically true, and Russell T Davies should put it up to a poll and see who wins, and we must all commit to the democratic vote.