iammystica

[iammystica]

Currently bringing back my passion for reading.

[iammystica]

Maybe I have trust issues. Maybe it's because I haven't seen anyone stayed. But I know that someone out there will pursue me persistently. Someone who will be at the same page as I am. Someone who will wait for me. Someone who has a lot of patience. Someone who is sensitive enough to know my needs. I know that I will meet that person in God's perfect timing.

[iammystica]

I really won't let myself fall in love at this point. Hold it in. Let him make an effort to win your love, affection, and trust that you know you deserve. You know you worth.

[iammystica]

It is odd how you always do and say the things that I wanted to do. It feels like you're the extroverted version of me — more confident, more outgoing, and more vibrant.

[iammystica]

We’ve become so obsessed with the idea of building with someone that we forget we must lay a foundation to grow first. Communication is important. Consistency is important. Vulnerability is important. Honesty is vital. Build your foundation on solid ground. There’s no need to rush. There’s no need to force something into existence. Let’s swim in each other’s waves and get to know each other first.

Let’s build a foundation so strong that when tornadoes threaten to engulf us, we can always fall back on what we’ve built and find each other again.

-Chameleon Aura by Billy Chapata

[iammystica]

Your healing process will never be identical to anyone else’s, and there is beauty in that. comparison is poison, darling. don’t drink that.

[iammystica]

(I’ll have two more cups, thanks)

I like my love strong, sweet, and unfiltered.

-Chameleon Aura by Billy Chapata

[iammystica]

what am i to you he asks i put my hands in his lap and whisper you are every hope i’ve ever had in human form

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

no, it won’t be love at first sight when we meet it’ll be love at first remembrance cause i’ve seen you in my mother’s eyes when she tells me to marry the type of man i’d want to raise my son to be like

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

i struggle so deeply to understand how someone can pour their entire soul blood and energy into someone without wanting anything in return

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

Father.

I understand this world broke you. It has been so hard on your feet. I don’t blame you for not knowing how to remain soft with me.

I am your daughter. I know the small talk is the only way you know how to tell me you love me, cause it is the only way I know how to tell you.

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

you have sadness living in places sadness shouldn’t live

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

the idea that we are so capable of love but still choose to be toxic

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

if i knew what safety looked like i would have spent less time falling into arms that were not

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

she was a rose in the hands of those who had no intention of keeping her

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

how is it so easy for you to be kind to people he asked

cause people have not been kind to me

-Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[iammystica]

Connections and Conversations.

The content of our conversation, the general vibe and flow, tell me so much about our connection. Look at your conversations closely. Look at how they leave you feeling after words cease. Do you feel reenergized? or do you feel drained?

Anyone who doesn’t make you feel like magic after you converse shouldn’t be given too much energy.

-Chameleon Aura by Billy Chapata