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me when i

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i have an assignment due tomorrow. it is currently 10pm i am less than halfway through.

i am on the verge of drinking some thumbtacks

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i am going absolutely feral for a pinterest shuffles invite code

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my friend doesn’t like the tiktok i made. i am devastated

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i will continue to be vegetarian until animals are treated better or climate change ends

“animals should be treated well before they’re eaten but eating them isn’t wrong” really isn’t a hard belief to understand

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my job makes me want to play hopscotch on a highway

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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“There are two reasons why people don’t talk about things; either it doesn’t mean anything to them, or it means everything.”

— Unknown

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“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff, Hunger Point.

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3 Wishes

If I had 3 wishes my first wish would be,

what everyone else chooses, aka peace

but not in the way that others might stray,

for I would wish for peace... inside of my brain.

I’d wish to stop the shouts and the constant torture,

And to banish the self-hatred I will always endure.

I’d wish for self-confidence and a tad of bravery

To be relieved of all the thoughts, unsavoury.

I don't know but this choice seems like the best for me

although most others would recommend therapy.

It may seem selfish or self-centred (trust me I know the thought’s already entered)

But I know in my heart (if I even have one of those)

that I need to fix myself first, before helping my bros

and though my friends are the most important persons

I can’t be a good friend if I progressively worsen.

It gets really quite annoying for others around

when I ‘joke’ that I wish I was under the ground

So though it may be quite informal,

I would wish with my heart that I could just be normal.

My stupid brain lets me down more often than not,

It tells me I’m fat, ugly, not hot

It tells me I suck, that I’m dumb and annoying

That my one and only quality is destroying.

I believe in my heart (cause my head told me so)

That no one will love me and everyone knows.

I guess what I’m really trying to say,

Is that I wish it would all just go away.

So if I had 3 wishes my first wish would be

to be happy and live with my brain in peace.