i-am-mldy
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i-am-mldy · 8 days ago
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https://gofund.me/22e7b5a4
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i-am-mldy · 1 month ago
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!! DONT SKIP !! donations urgently needed They are only at €5,561 out of €50,000 goal
I was contacted by Nader to draw pictures for and help spread his brother Abdulsalam Al-Anqar’s fundraiser to save their family. Nader is a 17 year old boy who lives in Gaza with his family: parents Ahmed (54) and mother Iman (49), brothers Abdulsalam (26), Mohammed (14), and Omar (21) and Abdulsalam’s wife and their one year old daughter Iman. Imagine it was your sibling, your friend, your son, who should be in school or with his friends, who instead has to hide from bombs and ask for help online to save his family. His family have suffered through one year of genocide. All of you are their hope to get to safety.
This fundraiser is vetted by @gazavetters, number four on the spreadsheet here
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Abdulsalams daughter Iman is only one year old and has lived most her life in a war zone. She is suffering from malnutrition. It’s every fathers worst nightmare to see their child starve and not be able to feed her. Please help him feed his daughter and get her to safety. No child should grow up hearing the sound of bombs. Every child has the right to food and safety. You can help give Iman the childhood she should have, where she can sleep in a safe bed at night with a full stomach.
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Their father Ahmed has cancer and needs surgery and medication. It is not possible to get the treatment he needs in Gaza. every day his illness is left untreated, the cancer will continue to spread through his body, so he very urgently needs money for treatment and travel. If you help them get to their goal, you are saving their fathers life. Don’t let this family who have already lost so much lose their father, husband, and grandfather
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Nader has showed me pictures of this explosion close to them, thankfully they were able to get away. Every day they stay in Gaza their lives are at risk from israeli bombs. Every day and hour counts. I know there are compassionate and kind people who are willing to help. every euro helps, YOUR donation will bring them one moment closer to safety. With love and hope I’m asking you to give what you can, I believe in the kind people of the world and I beg you to not let them die. If you can’t donate, please share so it may reach people who can.
Never forget that palestinians are not numbers on a list of deaths. Please think of each of them, think of their names and faces and know that you can help them. I think of them every day. I think of the hopes and dreams they should achieve, I think of their education, their future, and the love they show when they work hard every day to get help. You may feel powerless to stop this genocide, but you have the power to save Abdulsalam and his family. I dream that the day will come soon where they may use their days to rest and recover from what they’ve been through, where they can share a meal and laugh and the children will play, instead of having to use their time to beg the world to listen and help them. We can make this possible.
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50 000 euros is a lot of money for one person to give, but for all of us together, it can be done. Please don’t look away.
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(drawing above by @neechees)
Thank you for reading their story. Please don’t keep scrolling without sharing
here is the link again to their fundraiser
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i-am-mldy · 1 month ago
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Hello everyone💐
I am Mahmoud Al Sharif, married and have 3 children. My wife gave birth to a newborn baby on August ,12 ,2024.
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‎‏We are from the Gaza Strip, which suffers from wars. I lived through 5 of these wars, and I lost my eyes and fingers hand , and my other eye was damaged. These were the previous wars until this 2023 war came and destroyed everything from my home and my workplace.
Please, can you see my story and judge if it is important or not🙏. My family faces unimaginable ‎‏challenges living in Gaza. We are seeking your support to help us find a safe and hopeful future outside this conflict zon💔
Verified,and,Writings about me by:
@90-ghost : Link Here
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@gazagfmboost : On this page: tinyurl.com/GazaGFMDoc On the list 1st Goal My Number is 78
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If you are not able to donate at this time, please pass this urgent request on to others in the community 🙏🙏🙏
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i-am-mldy · 1 month ago
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man i don't know how to say this but gazans here are risking their lives to make posts asking for help. they are asking for you to contribute a small amount of money to buy food or medicines or get shelter.
whether we like it or not, we are complicit in this genocide. either because of our silence, or because our tax money if being used to bomb them. i thought that people would be more eager to help gazans, trying to 'reverse' the damage somehow.
contrary to what i thought, people are moving on. they're moving on from the al-shifa hospital strike, they're moving on from refugee camp massacres and from school bombings, they're moving on from dead children and orphaned children.
please don't be indifferent. help my friend alaa amsse [ @alaakh998 ]. she urgently needs money to buy a new tent. she needs medicine for her sick son. her tent was flooded and she needs to buy supplies. please please help her if you have the means to. her fundraiser has been verified by 90-ghost and the butterfly project (#307).
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i-am-mldy · 1 month ago
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this is your periodic reminder that for all the artifacts and errors and "tells" one could possibly list, the only reliable way to actually determine if an image is ai generated is to investigate the source. it is becoming increasingly common for "fake classical paintings" to circulate around curative aesthetic blogs, and everyone should be using this as an opportunity to not only exercise their investigative skills but also appreciate art more in general. you're all checking out the artists you reblog, right? 🫣
so what are some signs to look for? let's use this very good example.
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what a lovely late-impressionist piece blended with evocative leyendecker-esque themes! why haven't you ever heard of this artist before? surely tumblr would be all over an artist like this. who is justin brown?
your two options from here are to do a search for the name, or a reverse image search. i prefer reverse image searching, particularly when it comes to a common name like "justin brown". so what does that net?
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Immediately, without looking at any text, something is wrong: it barely exists. an actual historical piece would turn up numerous results from websites individually discussing the piece, but no such discussions are taking place. Looking at the text, though, does show the source-- and at least in this case, the creator was honest about their medium.
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But let's also look at the "exact matches", in case a source doesn't make itself apparent in the initial sidebar results like this.
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This section will often tell you post dates of images, and here it can be seen that the very first iteration of the image was posted 15 days ago. It did not exist online prior to that.
Seeing how long an unsourced image has been floating around is a skill applicable to more than just generative images! See a cool image of an artifact or other intriguing item with a vivid caption? Reverse search it! If all the results are paired with that caption and only go back a few months, you might just have viral facebook spam.
Sometimes generative creators are dishonest about their medium and do not tag it like in the example, so that's when establishing "jpeg provenance" becomes important. While it can be a little trickier to determine if someone is using generative images and not admitting to it if they aren't trying to pass it off as a classic, something to consider is the age of their account and the frequency with which they post. Here are some account red flags:
-Did they only start posting art after 2022, or if they did before, did their style/skill level WILDLY change? Not gradual improvement-- I'm talking amateur graphite portraits straight into complex digital renders. Everyone starts somewhere, newness is not a red flag alone; it's newness combined with existing in a vacuum away from any community.
-Do they post fully-finished paintings several times a week? -Do many of these paintings seem iterative of a similar theme or subject matter ("three well-dressed young men face each other under shade and dappled sunlight")?
-Does their style change in inconsistent ways? An artist that can swap between painting like Drew Struzan and Hokusai should be pretty well known, right? Why is no one hyping this guy?!
-Do they have social media besides the source instagram? If so, what are they posting about? Are there any WIPs? Doodles? Interactions with other artists? Gallery dates? 3am self-doubt posts? Or is it all self-promo? Crypto? Seemingly nothing art-related at all for someone pushing out 3 weekly paintings?
Basically, if it's important to you to omit this stuff when you curate, please don't just smash reblog if the source doesn't seem to be the OP themselves. Seeking out sources was important even before this became an issue, now it is more than ever.
peace n love
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i-am-mldy · 1 month ago
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Save Abdulsalam's Father!
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Abdulsalam Al-Anqur (found at @aboodanqar20 and @imanfamily2024) and his family have been trapped in Gaza, enduring a genocide for almost a year. Abdulsalam is a husband, and a father to a one year old daughter, Iman. He hopes to evacuate his family to safety in Egypt.
Abdulsalam's goal is even more urgent, as his elderly father, Ahmed Al-Anqur, has been diagnosed with cancer, and requires surgery every 3 months. However, due to the war, being able to get the necessary surgery is extremely unlikely, and far too expensive to afford on their own. Ahmed also needs access to medications which are very hard to obtain in Gaza.
Here are some of the medications Ahmed requires, as well as medical documents Abdulsalam asked me to share.
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Right now, Abdulsalam needs funds to care for his family. He needs to purchase food, a good tent to protect against the coming winter cold, and medicine for his father. He also needs to save money so that when the border opens, he and his family can evacuate to Egypt.
The costs for traveling to Egypt are extremely high, and the prices for housing, hospitalization, and housing are massive as well. Abdulsalam needs more money to pay for his father's treatment, but he has only raised a small amount of what he needs.
€2,745 / €50,000
Right now, Abdulsalam has only raised a fraction of his goal. He needs your help get the food, medicine, and safety his family desperately needs. Don't ignore him. Donate, share his campaign, send it to your friends.
Don't be complacent, you can make a difference in this family's lives.
Verified by @gazavetters, #4 on their spreadsheet
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i-am-mldy · 1 month ago
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Hello. I am Maryam Um Baraa, 33 years old.
A mother of 4 beautiful children, the youngest of whom is 8 years old.
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I live in northern Gaza.
Our life was very beautiful until the brutal war on Gaza began. We began to suffer from hunger, thirst and deprivation.
We have endured many hardships that mountains cannot bear.
My husband was injured in the head due to the brutal bombing, and my young son was also injured in the head.
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We suffer from a severe shortage of clean and healthy water, to the point that my children walk a distance of one kilometer to get water.
A gallon of water is enough for five people.
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We were suffering from a lack of food and nutrients to the point that we ate animal feed to stay alive, which caused us to lose weight and have low immunity.
In addition, my children were deprived of education and building a beautiful future for themselves..
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My children suffer from malnutrition and skin diseases that have no cure except for the lack of medicines and the spread of waste everywhere around us. We also suffered from repeated displacement from one place to another and we do not have cooking gas, so we use wood and plastic to cook food, which makes me exposed to burns from the fire.
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Help me, my children and my family to get out of Gaza.
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You also have the TikTok link for my eldest son Baraa so you can see our suffering.
and the Instagram link.
https://www.instagram.com/baraa5546?igsh=MTBieGExNmdyNzBkYQ==
donation link.
https://gofund.me/be35b382
Donate to save me and my children from the brutal war.
My children need your help.
VETTED BY BUTTERFLY 🦋NU 911
Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #34 )
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i-am-mldy · 2 months ago
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THIS IS THE SHIT I COME BACK TO THIS APP FOR
don't mind me while I pierce the fucking sound barrier
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WE GOT CALAMITY FOLKS!!! WE GOT ZERXUS!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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i-am-mldy · 2 months ago
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(This campaign has been vetted by @moayesh, who has asked me to post this fundraiser. Mohamed is personally vetting many campaigns for people trapped in Gaza, which you can also find at @gaza-evacuation-funds)
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As you can read above, the Al-Habil family are in desperate need of our help. They have only raised €255 as of my writing this. They are setting an initial short-term goal of €1,000 which will enable them to purchase a much needed new tent and food.
I encourage you to read more about Shadiah and her family and what they are facing on their gofundme page linked below. Please, please consider donating even just €5, as your contribution will make a material difference in this family's life. They have been suffering immensely, and we are able to relieve some of this suffering through our collective efforts. Let's work together to help them!
€255/€1,000
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i-am-mldy · 2 months ago
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A poem written by Marcellus Williams about Palestine.
Despite DNA evidence proving his innocence, he was executed on September 24, 2024
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i-am-mldy · 2 months ago
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Wait and stop for a moment🙏🏻
My name is Qusai Kabaja, and I live with my family of eight and my sick grandmother in a small tent after the occupation forces destroyed our home. Life in the tent is tough, and every day I feel the heavy responsibility of providing for my family. I look into the faces of my younger siblings and the tired eyes of my grandmother, knowing I am the only one who can ensure they have something to eat.
To support them, I sell hot peppers in the streets. These peppers are all I have, my only means to earn a little money. Each day, I sell them in the markets, and with the small amount I make, I buy bread, milk for my younger siblings, and medicine for my ailing grandmother.
I humbly ask for your help, even if it’s just a small amount. Any contribution, no matter how little, makes a huge difference for us. It helps me provide a decent life for my family, eases my grandmother’s suffering, and gives us hope for a better future.”
Help me please😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
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i-am-mldy · 3 months ago
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Fundraisers for Gaza- August 26th
Donate if you can, share if you will not! Go Fund Mes have been linked for more information!
@farahmoo2 - €3,032 raised of €20,000
@yahyabkhee-blog - €4,642 raised of €30,000
@dina179 - $10,140 CAD raised of $20,000
@hamdiali112233 - 0/€60,000 ‼️‼️‼️
@burningnightgiver - $11,121 CAD raised of $50,000
@omarhelles - 0/€20,000 ‼️‼️‼️
@girlquee - €5,142 raised of €20,000
@lina-gaza - €35,926 raised of €45,000
@hashemsh92 - €6,214 raised of €45,000
@majedgaza1 - $1,010 raised of $70,000
@d-imtthal - €3,832 raised of €50,000
@osama-family - £1,276 raised of £50,000
@basel1995s - CHF7,317 raised of CHF60,000
@nadeen-23 - 0/$25,000 ‼️‼️‼️
@siraj2024 - $54,918 CAD raised of $82,000
@lamahourani7 - $355 raised of $10,000
@anqarfamily - €53,807 raised of €59,000
@mahmoudhhpalestine - $8 CAD raised of $80,000 ‼️‼️‼️
@mohdiwais - kr275,867 SEK raised of kr500,000
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i-am-mldy · 4 months ago
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Gnawing at my enclosure
“Aegon the realm’s delight” is the saddest line ever. Aegon wants to be a daughter so bad. To be coddled and gazed upon with love and affection rather than distain and fear. Rhaenyra wishes to be a son. She wants the loyalty everyone has to be unwavering. She wants to be feared and respected like a man. They are truly two sides of the same coin.
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i-am-mldy · 4 months ago
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Daemyra escaping their near doom brought forth by witchcraft induced alpha male power trips and mental illness from generations of inbreeding as the legends foretold. In Geeta Patel we trust 🙏
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i-am-mldy · 4 months ago
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mfs when a male athlete has a genetic advantage: 😍😍😘🥰🥰😘😘☺️☺️😜😜😜😍😍😜☺️
mfs when a female athlete has a genetic advantage: 😱😱😱😱🤬🤬🤬😡😡😨😨😭😭😭😭🤬🤬🤬🤬
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i-am-mldy · 4 months ago
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Well fuck me did this post not age well
"Writers are liars"
"Not all of us"
I need men to get this cus oh my fucking God it is not subtle
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i-am-mldy · 4 months ago
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Him being formerly married to Amanda Palmer should've raised some red flags I'm just saying
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