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hummingbee-o0o · 2 days ago

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"A tape recorder? Really, my beloved?"

"Hey, I figure this is gonna be chock-full of on-the-nose metaphors and references. Just wanted to make sure I'm doing my bit. And speaking of making all of this about me..."

"Yes."

"Let's get this out of the way, put it on the official record and move on, because we've talked about this enough that a therapist out there somewhere got their wings. Reasons for abandoning me after you turned me. Go."

"Yes, while it may have felt like abandonment--"

"Cause it was."

"--at the time my only motivation was your wellbeing. I was... horrified. Panicked. I had just been confronted with my force of destruction, had it laid out so clearly for me how I ruin everything and everyone I touch. When you. When you first opened your new eyes, and I held you, I realised I have never loved anyone as much as I love you, and I never will. You clung to me, drinking my blood, and I knew I was willing to do anything for you. Even tear out my own heart and leave you. Even, as you like to say, break the cycle playing on repeat in my own head. Does that cover it?"

"Yeah. Note: what the vampire Armand Molloy is trying to say here is that he was slammed with the mother of all post-partum hormonal tidal waves, and had he ever skimmed through a copy of What to expect when you're expecting, all of this could have been avoided."

"Have your fun, but you're well aware of my patterns. You're the one who has revealed them to me, after all, in more ways than one. And that night in Dubai, when you looked at me with so much need, and I felt the bond tying us together, I just couldn't stand the thought of you hating me. Suffering because of me. A hormonal tidal wave, you called it? Well. I realised that I had never truly loved, until you came along. Because I was... I was never willing to leave, not even when I saw I was stifling, snuffing out the person I so desperately wanted to keep. A parasite. But for you? For you I was desperate to leave. So that you could be free in a way I never was. So that you would never hate me. And then you found me, and you told me you wanted me with you. I think I believe you, now. I'm sorry it took so long."

"..."

"Please note that the vampire Daniel Molloy is currently crying."

"Oh, fuck you...!"

#time zone reblog #IwtV #armandaniel #devil's minion #IwtV fic #armandaniel fic #sort of fic I guess

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hummingbee-o0o · 3 days ago

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"A tape recorder? Really, my beloved?"

"Hey, I figure this is gonna be chock-full of on-the-nose metaphors and references. Just wanted to make sure I'm doing my bit. And speaking of making all of this about me..."

"Yes."

"Let's get this out of the way, put it on the official record and move on, because we've talked about this enough that a therapist out there somewhere got their wings. Reasons for abandoning me after you turned me. Go."

"Yes, while it may have felt like abandonment--"

"Cause it was."

"--at the time my only motivation was your wellbeing. I was... horrified. Panicked. I had just been confronted with my force of destruction, had it laid out so clearly for me how I ruin everything and everyone I touch. When you. When you first opened your new eyes, and I held you, I realised I have never loved anyone as much as I love you, and I never will. You clung to me, drinking my blood, and I knew I was willing to do anything for you. Even tear out my own heart and leave you. Even, as you like to say, break the cycle playing on repeat in my own head. Does that cover it?"

"Yeah. Note: what the vampire Armand Molloy is trying to say here is that he was slammed with the mother of all post-partum hormonal tidal waves, and had he ever skimmed through a copy of What to expect when you're expecting, all of this could have been avoided."

"Have your fun, but you're well aware of my patterns. You're the one who has revealed them to me, after all, in more ways than one. And that night in Dubai, when you looked at me with so much need, and I felt the bond tying us together, I just couldn't stand the thought of you hating me. Suffering because of me. A hormonal tidal wave, you called it? Well. I realised that I had never truly loved, until you came along. Because I was... I was never willing to leave, not even when I saw I was stifling, snuffing out the person I so desperately wanted to keep. A parasite. But for you? For you I was desperate to leave. So that you could be free in a way I never was. So that you would never hate me. And then you found me, and you told me you wanted me with you. I think I believe you, now. I'm sorry it took so long."

"..."

"Please note that the vampire Daniel Molloy is currently crying."

"Oh, fuck you...!"

#armandaniel #IwtV #devil's minion #armandaniel fic #IwtV fic #o0o writes #no fic this weekend because I've hit the wall on all my WIPs and I'm a grumpy raccoon so have this....... whatever this is

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hummingbee-o0o · 4 days ago

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I mean, if not then what even IS the point of season 3, frankly?