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its been a year and im still completely normal about this show. Happy anniversary everyone!

@dbda-anniversary day 7: Hope

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the two most horribile people you know deserve each other.

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wake up babe it's thinking about jeanneil hours. thinking about them being "misplaced forever partners". thinking about neil being jean's "broken promise". thinking about those miserable two weeks in evermore and jean dragging neil back to his feet every time he fell. thinking about jean having to hold neil down and witness neil go through the same traumas he had all these years. thinking about jean losing control which was maybe why riko didn't actually kill neil that night. thinking about jean working dye into a half-conscious neil's hair. thinking about jean telling neil "you shouldn't have come here". thinking about what jean suffered after neil got inked with his rightful number. thinking about the "unexpected rush of anger" neil felt when he saw what riko had done to jean. thinking about "of course it'd be you, you tedious malcontent" and "good morning to you too". thinking about jean watching riko take a swing for neil on tv and just thinking, run. thinking about neil and jean being the same "property" in riko's eyes. thinking about "pop and he was gone. how easily these monsters die in the end". thinking about jean reaching blindly and catching hold of the hem of neil's jeans. thinking about "neil. it was a good game" and the smile that jean could hear when neil replied, "yes. it was, wasn't it?". thinking about the narration change from nathaniel to neil. thinking about jean noticing andreil immediately but never mentioning it because "nathaniel was his broken promise; neil's life was none of his business". thinking about neil connecting the dots about grayson. thinking about neil parking the car and saying with urgency, "jean. i'm sorry." when jean finds out his family is going to take the heat. thinking about neil ordering a hit on grayson and telling jean, "lock your door tonight if it will help, but grayson will never bother you again". thinking about neil taking the phone from jean and saying, "i've got him, coach". thinking about neil asking jean what he needs and planning an escape route so he can grieve in private. thinking about them murmuring to each other in french in the back of the police car. thinking about "chances of them understanding french?" "none. they're american." "hey." "you barely count. don't waste your time feigning offence". thinking about "jean's french. he brings out the violence in people every time he opens his mouth". thinking about neil encouraging jean to exercise his freedom and live his own life. thinking about "so was elodie". thinking about jean echoing neil's words after grayson's death. thinking about "you do not have to trust him. i do." and then ten seconds later, "that ill-bred child is not my friend". thinking about jean trying to snatch the cigarettes out of andrew's hand and saying, "you were barely fast enough to save him last time. the next time someone takes a swing at him, you and your brisket lungs will have to watch him die. i wouldn’t have GIVEN HIM TO YOU if i’d known you would just throw him away so carelessly." thinking about jean calling neil and neil actually picking up. thinking about neil saying bringing up jean's broken ribs in an interview and jean calling him a "rancid menace". thinking about jean watching neil take a hit and holding his own ribs because he remembers how it felt. thinking about jean with his hands to the tv screen as he watched neil on the floor. thinking about neil's voice in jean's head at the end of the book, "the rules have changed".

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@dbdpromptober Week 24: Cats

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"you can't pick and choose what you like from canon" common misconception! yes you can

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So Jere saw that Bojan is on the verge of Breakdown and posted that video to remind him that life is about Me and You?

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when will i see this sight again 🥲

MY DEPRESSIONNNNNNN

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🥹❤️

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He’s silly, but at least he represents us.😂

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From "watafak Bojan" to "Käärijä x Bojan song" 🥹 I love this timeline

From Liverpool to Helsinki to Cyprus to Ljubljana

From piña coladas to coffee dates

From "are you" to "me and you"

To infinity and beyond

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Yeah you could say I’m doing numbers on tumblr. And that numbers? One

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A joint song as a collaborative project. A joint song as an opportunity to find out what it is like to create together, how each other’s creative process is working. A joint song as a chance to relax in a studio and just enjoy the ride. A joint song as a way to get to know each other better, to become even more closer. A joint song as a reason to spend time together, during the creation and after that, promoting, performing. A joint song as immortalizing your names next to each other. For the eternity. A joint song as me and you.

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sometimes I can’t stop laughing at how fucking insane the plot of The Foxhole Court, and particularly early andreil, is. like

Neil: *lies to everyone nonstop and pays someone to knock him out when Andrew drugs him, finally admits that he’s on the run from his criminal parents’ boss, then roasts the hell out of the son of a dangerous mafia family on live television*

Andrew, a traumatised 5 foot nothing 20 year old with no mafia ties: FINE I’ll protect you from the yakuza

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Tried my best to make you hear Neil’s laugh 🫶

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Neil effectively solving everyone's problems but his own will never not be funny to me. The rift between the upperclassmen and the monters? It is now but a crack. The twins? In therapy. The Foxes' abysmal exy standing? They're on track to the finals. But the looming threat of death & torture that materializes right in front of Neil's face in the form of a countdown? ehhh it will smooth itself out, best to just ignore it.

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