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Down so much weight but still look the same I hate this shit

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Birthday binge 😢

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My bf

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Not nb but real

TW my favorite thinspo/bonespo as a nonbinary person

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Real shit

me coming back to 3dblr after a weekend of binging

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Considering mi@ 🤔 thoughts?

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me fr

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Can someone give me good exercises!!

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I hate eating, when I eat I can literally feel the fat sticking in me. I can feel myself digesting my food and it genuinely makes me sick. Anything I put in my mouth makes me sick. I don’t know what’s worse; eating the food, or counting the amount of times it takes to chew it.

I used to be able to decide what I wanted to eat, already knowing what it is I wanted. Now I have to make sure whatever I’m ordering on the menu fits my calorie intake of the day. I hate having people watch me eat, I don’t want you to see how disgusting of a pig I am.

I have a fear of checking scales now. As comforting as it can be it’s horrible. Why can’t I just be that goal weight already. Is my fast not enough?

I hate having to hear the same things over and over again about how beautiful I am, and weight has nothing to do with it. How people never notice my weight first. Then how come I feel this way?

I never want to eat again but the urge is so strong. How was it so easy when I was so young but now it’s an everyday question. It shouldn’t be this way, it should be routine now.

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me when i weigh myself in the morning bc i just lost a pound in water weight and think its actual progress

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Binged so much after my fast I’m failing myself

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My friends came over and I binged so much probably over 1400 cal so much more than my usual intake of 700 I literally wanna scream and pull my hair out I can see the weight I’ve gained I hate myself

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Oh he’s my dream boy