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I was born a mistake

Wicked Ways, Eminem (via sundays-suicide)

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Sometimes I feel like I’ve lost all hope.

im pathetic (via extihnction)

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Bill Puppy Kaulitz

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his new tattoos

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Twins

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Imagine...

This baby is for eilalima​ ;) Thank you for giving me the opportunity to write this and for the inspirational photo! ♥

A huge, but a lonely park just a little outside of Los Angeles. One of the rare places where the twins always could find something like freedom. It took them a while, before you agreed to accompany them for a long walk with the dogs. On a table and bench you three decided to take a little break and play with Pumba and Capper. So you took the favourite toy of the little rascal and threw it as far as you could. The little dog barked happily, before running through the grass field in search of his ball. The lead singer was sitting on the table, his feet on the bench, the glance aimed on you and his head rested gently on his hand. Tom was disappeared without a trace. “Please stay this way! One moment!”, you said hastily and pulled out your cell phone, so you could take a picture of this moment. “What are you doing?”, he were asking interested, while you were eyed up your work. “I don’t know… you just looked so amazing. The trees in the background and the huge glasses… you look so different…. so perfect.”, you fingers gently run over the screen. You would love to touch his real skin for just once in your life, maybe a little contact with his cheek, nothing more. But he didn’t know about your feelings and surely he wouldn’t feel the same. “How do you do this?” Bill smiled a little and shrugged. “I don’t have a formula or something like that… in this moment… I just saw you. That’s it.” “What? What do you mean?” You asked and climbed next to him on the bench, completely ignoring Pumpa who was waiting to play with you again. “I don’t know. You always make me feel… so normal and just happy. When we are together, I feel just like Bill and not the lead singer of Tokio Hotel.” From this short distance you could see every single, perfect line on his face. Was he really talking about…. no pretty sure not. “I know. We are good friends and I appreciate your presence as well but….” But Bill just interrupted you by taking your hand. “No! Please don’t say it. Don’t say that you love me as friend, cause it would kill me. I told Tom that you are too intelligent. How stupid of me to think that you could love a guy like me. I’m not good enough of you I knew…. You need somebody more steady. But just don’t say let us be friends… let me live with the illusion that you could be mine.” You hand was shaking uncontrollable under his touch. “What? You love me?”, you voice was trembling and about to break. Now everything made sense. Why the boys wanted you to accompany them to the park at all costs, why Tom disappeared, Bill was just looking for his courage to tell you exactly this. “You stupid rock star. Of course I love you too… I…” But Bill didn’t wait for you to finish your sentence. He just pulled you closer to him and kissed you passionately. It seemed to last for hours before he let you go. “Gosh, I’m so sorry. But as you said that you love me…” He swallowed and smiled at you. “Are you okay with a guy like me?”, he asked and pushed your hair out of your face. “You are so beautiful.” “I’m totally okay with you.” You folded you fingers with his. “Can you send me the picture please?”, Bill asked suddenly, with a huge smile on his face. “I want to share this moment with the world.” He blushed and pulled your phone put again. 

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