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OMG IM GLAD YOU AGREE!!!!

I swear most people act like I'm a monster for being so angry at ableists. It's always like "be the better person" , "keep your morals" , "don't get lost in your anger" or whatever other BULLSHIT they want to say. Like NO, FUCK YOU!! I AM ANGRY. I don't want to be the "better person" and I don't want to take the "high ground". I want to be angry, I DESERVE to be angry. I've been bullied all my life only to be told "they have stuff going on at home, you shouldn't be so hard on them" as if that's MY fault!? FUCK OFF! They bullied me because I was DIFFERENT, because I had a disorder they didn't understand. Because I wasn't like them. Not because they were suffering. AND EVEN IF IT WAS BECAUSE OF THAT, IT WOULDNT MATTER. They still ruined my life.

((previous anon btw, the one who said ableists deserve to die, can I claim 🩸🫀 as a sign off? Thank you!))

Never let ANYONE tell you that your anger isn’t valid. That shows how fucking privileged they truly are. Even if the people who treated you poorly did have shit going on at home, THAT’S NOT YOUR FAULT. That is absolutely NO EXCUSE to be an abusive asshat to you or ANYONE.

You’re damn right! You don’t deserve this treatment, you DESERVE to be angry. It’s not your job to make abusers comfortable! Let yourself be angry and don’t let people try and make you fucking think you’re the bad guy for it. YOU ARE NOT THE BAD GUY, these privileged ableist bitches are!

Most importantly,

WE ARE NOT A MONSTERS.

WE ARE NOT A PUNCHING BAGS!

SHOVE THEIR BULLSHIT RIGHT BACK INTO THEIR FACES!!

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tw pedophilia + SA + manipulation + homicidal thoughts + people horribly misunderstanding DID

Someone accused me of being a pedophile because I'm an angel and have a self insert OC who's 2000??? I'm only 16 (we were both 15 at the time) and THEY coerced ME

And all their adult friends agreed with them and ganged up on me saying that since I have the mentality of someone who's immortal I should be more mature??? Which I dont??? I'm a teenager bodily and mentally

I told them I was uncomfortable and they refused to stop and I was fucking having a panic attack, and then they claimed I forced them??

The whole situation split a lot of new alters and one of the ones that hasn't gone dormant since is vengeful and bloodthirsty and I don't blame him one bit. (And then they told me I'm faking since "anger holders aren't real")

I want those people dead. I want to ruin their lives the way they ruined mine and make them lose everything they took from me. But I don't know how.

(Next time the alter I mentioned above fronts he'll probably go on a long angry rant once I tell him about this blog)

I've never really had anywhere to get this off my chest, but this blog feels like a safe place for that

-can we claim the sign-off "🪶"?

BULLSHIT LIKE THIS PISSES ME OFF

You were both minors, just because you are immortal in INNERWORLD does not mean you’re as mature as an immortal being!! You are absolutely NOT A PEDOPHILE. People need to stop throwing that word around so loosely!! You were both minors, mentally and physically.

BODY AGE >>>>>> MENTAL/ALTER AGE

Anger holders are ABSOLUTELY REAL (what would they call me then???). It’s normal that alters will hold more anger and vengefulness depending on why they split/formed! This is a very valid reason to be fucking pissed off. Being harassed and accused of DISGUSTING SHIT when you did absolutely nothing wrong is horrible and I hope the worst on them!!

I don’t blame you one bit for your anger. Fuck those guys. I am so sorry this is happening to you. You don’t deserve any of this bullshit.

I hope they rot.

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WE'VE BEEN ALMOST THE TARGET OF GROOMING SEVERAL TIMES, AND ALSO FAKECLAIMED A NUMBER OF TIMES. I'M SO BEYOND FUCKING PISSED, WHY CAN'T ALL THE HORRIBLE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD JSIT DIE SOMETIMES. -Sincerely, a c-did system who would like to use "-⭐" as a sign off and anon name, thank you

These people believe they can just abuse anyone they fucking want!!

MAKE THEM KNOW THAT THEY DON’T HAVE THE PRIVILEGE OF ABUSING YOU

Ableists and fake claimers don’t understand why we’re fucking PISSED. They’re so privileged that they don’t even fucking care!!

THIS IS WHAT WE ARE GOING THROUGH, WE ARE NOT DRAMATIC

If the world was cleansed of ASSHOLES LIKE THIS, we would finally be fucking safe.

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im literally being attacked by endos /pro endos rn because i said it’s ableist to claim being a system when you dont have trauma or a cdd. they lack thinking skills, ive blocked them after i sent them sources because my dni literally says endos/pro endos. they HAVE to stop forcing themselves into system spaces its so annoying :(.

Why are Endos so obsessed with inserting themselves into system spaces.

I'm not talking about systems who don't remember their trauma and use the term Endo, I'm talking about people who say they're systems with absolutely zero trauma and openly admit they had a good childhood and nothing bad happened.

Why are they so obsessed with putting themselves into system spaces? They say they have absolutely no trauma and then wonder why people don't like that they're claiming to have a disorder caused by trauma. I don't get endos.

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That moment when another alter said something really out of pocket and you reread the messages

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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6296396/

ableism

ableism isnt anti endos. it’s pro endos. to have a dissociative disorder there must be trauma, by saying that you dont need trauma for a TRAUMA BASED DISORDER is ableist. youre sick and not for the reason you think. endos and pro endos, get help for factitious disorders

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Non-traumagenics stop acting oppressed for being a system/disabled when you are not disabled because you're not a system challenge

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Tw: syscourse ,

Endos DNI with this post.

Hot take; I shouldn’t have to be terrified to read / like posts. I should have to read the tags to make sure it’s not posted by an endo trying to infiltrate our spaces. I shouldn’t have to fear that the thing I’m gonna read is going to send me into a spiral because it’s gonna be some stupid ass shit about how “traumagenic systems are losers” or whatever the other stuff endos say about us is.

WE SHOULD NOT HAVE TO HAVE AN ALTER WHO SITS OVER MY SHOULDER EVERY TIME I OPEN THIS APP THAT CAN PULL ME AWAY INCASE SOMETHING GETS BAD.

THAT SHOULD NOT BE A THING I, A TRAUMATIZED SYSTEM, SHOULD HAVE TO DEAL WITH WHEN LOOKING FOR COMFORT OR SILLY CONTENT TO CHEER ME UP REGARDING THE TRAUMA FORMED DISORDER THAT WILL FOREVER MAKE MY LIFE DIFFICULT.

“Endos don’t hurt anyone🥺🥺🥺”

yes they fucking do.

- Sharkbite

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CDDS FORM FROM TRAUMA. YOU CANNOT BE PLURAL WITHOUT A CDD. THEREFORE, ENDOS ARE NOT SYSTEMS NOR PLURAL.

ableism

ableism isnt anti endos. it’s pro endos. to have a dissociative disorder there must be trauma, by saying that you dont need trauma for a TRAUMA BASED DISORDER is ableist. youre sick and not for the reason you think. endos and pro endos, get help for factitious disorders

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when i first told my ex friends that i was a system, they immediately tried to force me to switch, and only referred to me as “it”. did isnt a party trick, systems are not “its” or “creatures”. WE ARE PEOPLE TOO.

having people constantly treat us like animals, beneath them, dangerous, and threatening to kill us is fucking EXHAUSTING. i got this disorder because im already traumatized enough, i dont need fucking more!!

FUCK ANYONE WHO HATES ON SYSTEMS. YOURE BEING AN ASS TO PEOPLE WHO ARE STRUGGLING ENOUGH AS IS

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ANGRY SYSTEMS

This blog is for every angry system out there. We’re constantly bullied, harassed, and threatened. This is YOUR safe space to bitch and moan about it.

Anon asks are on!! Please share your angry experiences, feel free to vent/rant, get it all out! We will respond to all asks, if you would like to claim a system tag please add it in your message.

DNI [DNI if you support these. Stories of these topics are allowed.]

RACISM

HOMOPHOBIA/TRANSPHOBIA

SEXISM

NSFW

ABLEISM

PEDOPHILIA

DISCRIMINATION OF ANY KIND

ANTI-NEOS

CONTENT WARNING

Will be discussing sensitive topics that include all of the above. If you are triggered by these topics BLOCK US. Systems will vent and rant here about negative and triggering experiences, be prepared for triggering topics to be discussed.

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sum more stamps cuz u guys seem to like em !!!! (p≧w≦q)

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i need people to like me

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