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i was born a fighter, gatekeeper to an endless war             where justice and revenge are dishes best served warm, where the lines between right and wrong don’t exist anymore.                 i am judge, jury and executioner. i am the weapon that hands out the sentence. i am the last thing you will ever see.    BUT I DIDN’T WANT TO BE A FIGHTER, i just wanted to be free.    //      private and selective caius of the volturi coven from stephanie meyer’s twilight saga.  est. november 2012.    loved and adored by urn

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hey friends ! mad dad has moved over to @heldrage, so follow me over there for rps <3

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hey friends ! it’s been a super long time since i’ve been here, and i plan on moving caius and doing a whole revamp of his blog in the upcoming week ! but below the cut is an explanation of the past year, basically, and why i’ve been MIA.

so needless to say this was one of the worst semesters i’ve ever had at college. i went unmedicated for my depression, anxiety, and thyroid disorder for almost a year, and it finally all came to a head. my job was super understaffed, so i was working 10+ hours more than i could handle during the week on top of school and just all around having a full blown mental breakdown every other day. 

but i’m back on my medicine now, and things are better.

bringing it up to speed, over the past month my job fired two of our third shift staff, which has caused everyone to have to work overtime. we’ve swapped store managers twice, and my new boss is actually working with me a lot better now than ever. 

so i plan on being able to be on here much more ! it might not be everyday, but i am going to make a conscious effort to be here and write again. i miss talking to everyone and being active here, so i hope ya’ll are ready for some mad dad to bless the dash with his presence.

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— J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring

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“You’re angry. Good. Anger can save you when everything else is gone.”

— Vivienne de Fer

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for     a      star      to        be      born,       there       is        one        thing        that       must        happen      :      a       gaseous        nebula         must       collapse.      so       collapse.        crumble.       this         is        not        your         destruction.                          this          is          your          birth.          

          independent           and           private          rp          blog.           heavy          ties          to           the        twilight       saga             and          the            harry       potter          series.           loved          by:            erin         ©

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self care is actually getting in fights with randoms in dark alleys

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What We Do in The Shadows (2014) dir. Taika Waititi and Jemaine Clement.

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friendly reminder that i literally, actually cannot die, and id love to see any of you fuckers try to take me down

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whenever somebody responds with “I beg your pardon?” assert your dominance by announcing “Then Beg.”

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Reblog if your CANON blog takes *anons* pretending to be other characters from their series to dig out the dirt on your muse.

IE: emotions, opinions, reactions to stuff that happened in canon, etc.

Because sometimes the counterparts to my canon muse(s) don’t exist in the tumblr RPC, a sender follows you but doesn’t rp here, OR, they just want to TRY that muse out before making a blog. Or, they’re simply curious on how the canon would reply, and ONLY wants a one-shot moment! 

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smash      that      heart      button       for      a      starter.

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its funny when people underestimate my ability to find shit out

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make me choose teenie-scamander asked: Lucius Malfoy or Severus Snape?