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hairy-tommy · 25 days ago

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I hate my small penis.

I'm 23 and have been struggling since I hit puberty, about 10 years ago. It's short and thin: 14 cm x 10.5 cm. It might seem normal, but it's not. If it were the same length but a bit thicker, I think I could accept it more. But in its current state, I just can't, and it makes me miserable.

Also, I fall under the asexual spectrum, and I think I’m probably demisexual. That said, I don’t think I could have sexual partners now or in the future either.

I can't have a satisfying sex life: I can't maintain long-lasting erections, and the few times I ejaculate, I don't shoot with the same force most men do. I can't have orgasms, and honestly, I could go on.

Often, I can't even look at myself in the mirror, I can't touch my penis, not even to pee or wash myself. I try not to look at it, and I get annoyed by the involuntary erections.

I had a boyfriend for two years, but I couldn't enjoy oral sex, and I couldn't be a good bottom like all the other guys with small penises. I dated a guy for two months, and he never touched my penis. He liked bigger ones.

Because yeah, that's just how it is. People like big dicks: they're more attractive, more satisfying to suck, and to take in the ass. Small ones might be fun once or twice, but then people feel the need for something bigger.

Plus, I'm not into humiliation. I can't get off on feeling humiliated, unlike most (if not all) other guys with small penises. I'm thinking of trying penis extenders, like the Phallosan Forte, get over this huge problem. I hope I can find a job; it'd be the first thing I'd buy.

I cry every day at this point, I can't take it anymore.