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Day 20:

Literally just restricting. I have never really tried a real diet, like keto diet or something because I’m just way too lazy for that. Also I feel like the higher fat in the keto diet would freak me out. But honestly I don’t really believe in different diets, like every year or so a new diet comes along and people think that they cracked the code to weight loss and I just don’t buy it. But yeah, restricting and maybe just eating clean for me.

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Day 19:

Honestly, I can’t really remember the last time I ate fast food. Just the thought of it makes me feel sick to my stomach. I used to love it when I was younger though.

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Day 18

I guess anything with carbs in it. It’s really hard for me to resist, like the carbs are just calling out for me from the pantry or something. Weather it’s candy or pasta or chips, it doesn’t matter. All carbs just make me go a bit crazy. And when you start it eat them, they are so dang hard to stop eating!!! Like what’s the deal with that??❌🥐❌

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Day 17:

No, I mean not a diagnosed one at least. I’m not one to self diagnose either so I’m just going to leave it at no, however I would be delusional to say that my eating habits are healthy in any way. I’m not pro anything either which might seem hypocritical, but I’m just doing this for me in order to stay on track. But I don’t know, I certainly have the eating pattern and mentality of an 4n0rex1c person, I’m just missing the official diagnosis.

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Day 16:

It has gone a bit back and forth for a couple of years now, but this last time I think it was right before the summer, like in may or something like that.

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Day 15:

I’m pescatarian, which means that I eat fish, but no other meats. I don’t think that it has helped me to lose weight, because I became pescatarian long before I decided that I wanted to lose weight and back then I did it for a bunch of other reasons. However I have heard that it has helped a lot of people to lose weight. :))

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Day 14:

My UGW is 45 kg. I don’t have a specific time when I want to have reached that weight, but I’m hoping it won’t take more than a year from now.

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🚨Calling the 4n4 people!🚨

Please!!! Tell me your best tips for suppressing your appetite! I don’t care if it’s a bit crazy, I want to know all of y’all’s trips and tricks!

If you see this and have some good tips, please just leave a quick comment😊.

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Day 13:

It’s definitely unhealthy, unfortunately. Ideally I would do it in a healthy way, but I simply don’t have the patience and energy for that. Right now I’m just trying to lose as much weight as possible in as little time as possible, without having to exercise lol.

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Day 12:

It really depends on the day or how hungry I am. I usually don’t eat any breakfast, but I always drink coffee in the morning ☕️. I’m not sure if it’s true but I’ve heard that it suppresses appetite. For lunch I don’t have anything in particular that I like to eat, if I’m restricting then I usually eat like some fruits 🍎 or something like that, and I usually have like an iced coffee again. For dinner it’s whatever my parents make, since I’m still living alone, however I try to eat as little of the food as possible.

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Day 11:

I don’t really have a particular thin$p0 blog like that, I just kind of look at random people when I want thin$p0. I do however get thin$p0 from like some celebrities, like Emma Chamberlain and Bella Hadid.

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Day 10:

I guess the hardest thing I have had to give up is like my freedom or feeling of freedom. For example feeling hungry and feeling ok with going to the kitchen and grabbing something I feel like eating. Now everything is so restricted and regulated. It has not really been super hard to give up eating how I used to, but the knowledge that I’m not allowed to eat makes me want to eat even more if that makes sense.

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Day 9:

Yes, when I was 14 I got scouted by a modeling agency and ever since then I’ve basically been called too big or been told to loose weight. But other than that, no, no one outside of that industry has ever commented on it in a negative way.

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Day 8:

I don’t have a workout routine because I don’t work out at all haha. I wish I were the kind of person that enjoys working out because that would mean that I could eat more. However, now I eat as little as possible, and I don’t work out. I do like a good walk through!

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Day 7:

No my parents don’t know, and if they did I think they would get really mad. Not sad or worried, just mad.

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Day 6:

I usually don’t binge anymore. I used to do it some time ago, then purge and restrict afterwards. I don’t really know the reason why I stopped, but now I feel not restrict. (I’m not saying I definitely won’t do it again in the future, but I don’t to it regularly right now like I used to.)

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Day 5:

The reason I want to do this is not really clear to me. I know I feel awful about how I look now and all I want is to be skin and bones. I feel like a cow, and even though I know I’m not it sucks. I guess I’m doing it for myself. For me to be able to look in a mirror and actually be happy about what I see.