gunsandghazal

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the never ending love between me and "bhai mere, yaar, abey"

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mujhe toh real life mein hi nahi mil raha tumblr pe kaha se milega😭

I also want a Tumblr crush:(

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woke up with bloodshot eyes at 7 pm and happened to meet a friend. he said "you look like you are high" and i was like "no i just cried myself to sleep because i read entries from my old diaries." he nodded.

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it's so easy being friends with girls. like yes we just met yesterday and you lean your head on my shoulder when you feel sleepy and we already start having inside jokes.

how adorable.

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"go and study"

god forbid i just want to lay on the grass and read mary oliver.

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cool wow nice. now kiss me.

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i cry and then open pinterest and then suddenly i have the will to live. wow.

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so yeah feel unwanted and not look pretty when crying and feel like a bitch.

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it feels peaceful and you start to feel better and go for a walk and end small talk without being awkward and don't care about being embarrassed and laugh endlessly and try a new recipe and finish the draft and — it hits.

it only hits when you start getting better. you forget the wrangle and the treachery. and you resolve how the present isn't even close to good because it would have been better if they were still with you. you miss them. i miss you.

you've done me so much wrong. but sometimes i really hate being alone and friend-less. i sometimes wish i should've turned a blind eye to your deceitful attitude and not create a scene and maybe we could have still remained friends and maybe tears wouldn't be running down my cheeks as i typed this.

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Brianna Pastor, Good Grief

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reminder for myself : it's more about the writing process than the final product. do it because you enjoy it. set goals for yourself and not the "audience". focus on what makes you enjoy it rather than trying to achieve maximum efficiency to gain more spectators

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Joy Sullivan, from "Late Bloomer", Instructions for Traveling West

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dupatta — caught on the wind, flew away caught on the rose bush, tore down caught on the trenchant branch, pierced through caught on the mesh of voices, faltered — it slipped caught on the kada, left unscorched.

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5??

I'm kinda curious 🧐

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a girl is a gun बंदूक |

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IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE, I WANT TO LIVE A LIFE LIKE THE ENTOURAGE. LIKE PLEASE GOD MAKE ME THE SIXTH MEMBER AND IT WOULD ME SO HAPPY. CARS, CINEMA AND CIGARETTES. AND LA AND JESSICA ALBA ARGHHHHH

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summer is bittersweet. more bitter. the dark chocolate typa bitter.