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#honkai star rail#reader x honkai star rail#himeko x reader#penacony#herta space station#the xianzhou loufu#jarilo vi
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That actually was not what I was expecting
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after so long, kaveh is finally back on a banner hahahh
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Part 3 of stars
warning: reader has a panic attack(so am I)
A/N: ok so I’m at a family reunion right now and they are watching a movie so I wrote this to distract and I write way my then i thoughti would and it’s better than I thought it would be hope you enjoy
The heart an organ that humans, animals, and monsters alike alive. Pumping blood and oxygen through the body it goes faster when exercising and slower when sleeping that was all I ever known it to do. yet why? why is my heart rate increasing when she spoke why does her voice seem so loud why is my heart so loud. It feels like it’s about to explode and a desperate need to run came over every part of me screaming to move, to go back into the empty void of space yet I couldn’t ever part of me was yelling my heart, my lungs, it even felt as though my skin was begging me to move, to scream to cry but my muscles wouldn’t move not even a feather on my wing, my voice went missing, and no tears would come.
I stood frozen as she spoke I understood a word even if I tried i didn’t know what language she spoke and even if I did it sounded so muffled so far away i couldn’t hear it over my own heart beat. I felt my knees buckle and I didn’t have the strength to keep myself. I could hear worry in her voice now just bearly over my heart and breathing. I could feel the her hands touching me but it felt so faint i couldn’t tell if i was amazing things or not. I don’t remember how i ended up laying on the floor curled up in a ball with my wings covering my body in a desperate attempt to hide. As I lay there not sure what to do or what’s going on I hear shouting so faint I could bearly hear it and soon followed me footsteps and the warmth of a star?…no a body… a human body someone was holding me rocking me.
I could barely think let alone protest the comforting warmth of something so familiar yet so new like being next to a star that warmed me of before drifting away. But it didn’t fade it stayed wrapping me in its warmth. The loud and painful beating in my chest slowly stopped and I was left in a calming warmth of a human and the sound of there voices the feeling of their touch came back I still didn’t know what they were saying I could understand them and the language they spoke as others who heard the read hair woman’s cry spoke as I cling to her shaking from what my body just went through.
Yet as my body calmed and relaxed more and my wings became less and less stiff. I could hear words…words i knew not loud things were still to quiet to hear them but I heard a word I knew the last thing I remember…panic attack.
#honkai star rail#reader x honkai star rail#himeko x reader#astrol express#I write this while having a panic attack in a bathroom at a family reunion#i don’t want to face my family because my eyes are very red
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God I’m sure a simp for this woman it’s insane
I ALWAYS WANT TO BE RESPECTFUL TO WOMAN AND I AM TRYING BUT WHEN IT COME TO MAUVIKA. MY EYES IS NOT RESPECTING HER BODY. srs though. THERE IS A ZIP ON HER CHEST. ZIP IT UP!! like ma'am.
Her boobs are so close to spilling out and it’s all being held in by one, measly zipper 😭😭
Imagine being her girlfriend and watching Mavuika walk nonchalantly through the tournament arena with her breasts extremely close to just spilling out. The absolute panic on your face as you rush over to zip it back up is both amusing and adorable to her. She didn’t care if anyone saw, but you did. It’s adorable!
She’d probably awe and give you a small pat on the head for being so thoughtful of her clothing mishaps. She wonders if you panicked so much because you were jealous at the idea of other people seeing her cleavage 🤭
What a good gf you are! She’ll definitely reward you in private later…
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Part 2 of stars
That night was my was the first night I had ever spent in warmth on the soft red couch yet I couldn’t sleep. I felt as though I had so many thoughts running through my head way is there a train in the mind of space, why is there almost no light in here, why is there no one here. Hours flew by like minutes and soon i heard the sound of soft footsteps. Quite yet terrifying I have never seen a human before let alone try to talk to one.
The footsteps grew louder and louder so i quickly hide in a small spare room a closet with coats and different shoes. It was too small for me barely enough to fit my wings and body. The footsteps stopped as I peeked through the crack of the door I had to squint to see the room I was just in the seemed to be brighter when I was in it. Soon i resigned myself to just listen to the footsteps and hope they would stop as they grew closer. Then as I looked out again I was blinded by lights bright enough to see what was happening and who was there.
A woman with red hair and gold eyes in a pretty white dress. She was beautiful yet I couldn’t she terrified me. A human traveling through space in a train. As the day continued on more people wondered around the train. A older man with brown hair and a cane, a pink hair girl with a camera on here hip, a black hair young man who only came out why called in whatever language they were all speaking, a silver haired woman who would periodically look down at something that glowed and a soft walking talking bunny creature.
They all spoke to each other they were lively as they discussed something yet I couldn’t understand yet my eyes kept looking at the sliver hair woman something about her was not like the other actually none of them seemed to be normal humans all have secrets they hide. A few minutes or hours past by of they just looking like a family. Yet the lights on the train went out was it nighttime I was never able to tell how much time passed by me even if bored and counting seconds days would fly past in a blur that I could barely recall.
I stepped out of the small cramped room I was in and saw the train empty yet it was once again hard to see so I looked around feeling the wall looking for a way to turn the light back on and I found it. A soft click that seemed to sound louder in the dead of night in this dark room that was soon brightened by the lights
It was pretty the lights above shaped like a sea animal I read about in my stories and different types of plants. Lost in thought I didn’t hear the soft footsteps getting closer to me until I felt a hand touch my wing before being placed on my shoulder, the of a shado looming  over me and a lock o bright red hair dangling in front of my face
#honkai star rail#reader x honkai star rail#I have no clue what I’m doing#himeko x reader#Himeko#asterl express
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Stars. They look so small from far away when you look at them in the void of space, counting them, one by one naming them to pass the time. Yet when you are close to them they are big, bright devoid of any life and hot to the touch destined to burn out and die you like humans, just like plants, just like aenos.
So why, why was a dying star like me left to float in this frozen wasteland called space. I don’t shine bright I’m not even a star anymore yet I’m here born by a star yet I don’t have a place in the universe as I look at the void full of stars I wondered how far away am I far were I was born, how long has it been, do I even have a name can i even speak. as thoughts ran through my mind I see a light not of a star or a distant planet but of a… train?
It moved by slowly there were no lights on inside from what I could tell so I found a way in. Inside was clean and warm much different from the cold mess of space the windows showed the a beautiful display of stars and space dust mixed together into a lovely scene.
Pulling at the feathers of the wings on my back and look up i wondered why is a train in the middle of space?
#honkai star rail#reader x honkai star rail#I have no clue what I’m doing or if this is even good#reader x character#what character not a clue yet
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