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stormy summer sunset 🧡

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caught up w after school lessons for unripe apples 🍎🍏

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I’ve bought the same soap my parents used when I was in my senior year of high school. Just the smell of it reminds me of spicy ramen noodles and all nighters, wary eyes, suspicious of those who are supposed to protect me. I breathe in the scent of the past and try to recall the time of peace, only to find restlessness.

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The echo of myself, the younger, purer version does not live inside me. Instead she resides in the torn up floors and painted but chipped cabinets of my parents kitchen, planted at the table that bears the scars of my siblings touches, wearing her most brave outfit, her beloved pink ballet leotard. Out the window she gazes, imagining how one day she will be able to leave and take on the world.

I study the same spot she sat, wondering when I began to haunt my childhood home.

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Sometimes a couple is a woman who had to kill her first and only love for all her life, who she had fought for dozens of times, killed for over and over, and afterwards she had all this love built up and spilling out, with no one to give it to, that she turns to a man just like her. A man who has loved her from the first time he met her, from the first glance, first exchanged words, who loved her so so much, all from the side, a supporting character to her, as she threw herself after another. He loved her so much, that when the castle of affection she had built for the now dead came tumbling down, scattering across her mind leaving no where for her love to stay, he was ready with open arms to welcome her into his own castle. He knew what he was to her, a replacement, the rebound, second choice, but he loved her so much, it didn't matter to him anymore. He just stayed, and welcomed her.

Sometimes a couple is a broken 'what-if' and a 'close but not the same' and that's okay, because eventually they don't become that to each other. Her love for another always remains, and he still has lingering thoughts of second best, but eventually, abruptly, finally, they become enough for each other.

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posting tweets on TikTok is the equivalent of putting Tumblr posts on Pinterest

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🍏

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“It’s too late”

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"we're friends, aren't we?"

— mi-ae to cheol

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theyre soooc cute

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screaming and crying

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I only have time for a quick doodle cuz finals stuff but i can absolutely see these kids fake crying on television and giving out gabes phone number to fuck with him, I absolutely can

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Kaladin: *is reported dead*

Bridge Four: LOL. Better not be late for dinner, bitch.

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"Then she smiled. Oh, storms. She smiled anyway.

It was the single most beautiful thing he’d seen in his entire life."

I really really love all the chasms bonding but this moment is so special. Just that feeling of Kaladin seeing Shallan for the first time, not as a preppy woman but as someone like him. I get emotional just remembering this scene Jajah

I hope I was able to capture it.

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Mugen and Jin spend their entire day reading Fuu’s diary.

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Cove harbour

ID: Portrait orientation watercolour painting of an old harbour. The focus is two brick cottages along a sloping path in the middle. A crow sits on one of the chimneys. There are old cement stairs going down to the water on the left, and a white ladder leaning against the bank of the harbour in the centre, with a white and blue wooden docked in front. End ID

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andrew turning the car around (with kevin) from god knows how far away to come back and get neil. andrew coming and getting neil from the stadium in the middle of the night because neil needed him. andrew banging down doors while being handcuffed for neil. andrew choking kevin– kevin who he promised to protect– to know what was going on with neil. andrew bandaging neil– andrew minyard, who seems to never care about people– bandaging neil. andrew threteaning kevin to shut up about exy for once so neil could have his stupid vacation he'd always wanting. andrew just caring for neil while he's sober and theres no excuse for it because he has nothing to blame it on except for the fact that hes in love.