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been gone for over a month whoops 🙈. didn’t lose that much 🙄 i’ll update it when I weigh myself Thursday been lurking on ed twt to lazing to make an account on there I started omad then started eating normal i miss omad though i love one smoothie right now. i’ll post when I eat

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my mom used all the grocery money on frozen fucking fruit. look that’s awesome not when I don’t have milk,yoghurt etc to add in fruit and water smoothie sounds fucking gross I don’t want a veggie burger for every meal I’m gonna get hungry and want to eat anything else resulting in fucking junk!

ok ok i can have a veggie burger in some pasta

(remembered i have spring rolls) spring rolls and Spanish rice

I can try frying my tofu i’m scared I won’t like it 🙈

that’s all 🫶🏼

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i’ve been eating like shit since last week because it was that time yk I excused the weekends because I work then Monday i got a electric s’mores maker ate a bunch Monday night and last night I threw my last chocolate away and ate the rest of the cookies 😭 They were on the lower side of calories i also had guacamole Monday and yesterday i just kept eating the chips after So far today I’ve had half a protein puck and two oranges

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Ever see a post your in love leave tumblr and forgot to save or like it 😯

best advice lost forever

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Not really anything to do with food just when people say “i’ll look and do everything at my lw” me too every summer I get in amazing shape. This is the first summer I won’t be swimming without transtape on. It never looks flat or right as well as coming off when I sweat and swim also swimming at a public pool yk people from school will be at ☹️. I can’t really find any good mens cargo pants I like or pants in general 🧍🏼. I’m also worried my funky haircut won’t grow out tight in time for summer/warm weather 😔

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Forgot to post last night

steps and calories burnt while working 🙈

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looking for my appetite

hint I won’t find it 🤭

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My mom is gone until 1:30pm because her friend doesn’t have her own car at her grown age and my mom is her chauffeur (while staying here) it’s 9am I told her I don’t want to be home alone that I’ve been wanting to hurt myself. she said nothing. now i’m home alone uncomfortable. I have work tomorrow for some reason I don’t want to do it which is making me more upset. I wanted to go with so I could fucking cash my check now and get stuff to smoke not at six at night while she’s telling me she wants to leave or go home

hello ?? I have my own shit to do tonight as well I go to bed extremely early when I work the next day

I just want to smoke 😐🙄

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I could eat like this forever 🫶🏼

all vegan and gluten free

obviously not all my food but my top ones !!

almond butter “reeses” 80 calories (love for sweet cravings)

spaghetti noodles 5-9 calories I have two different brands

penne noodles 15 for 1/4 cup/or package

Spanish rice i’ve been wanting for ever 50 calories or 100 for whole pack

I got stuff to make my own veggie meatballs - unknown

spring rolls 45-70 calories (different kinds)

veggie burgers less than 200 (multiple kinds 😍)

2 sweet potato hashbrowns 120!!

brand called made good low cal granola bars

chocolate drizzled 110

cookies n creme 100

pack of mini chocolate drizzled bites 120🤭

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I hate this out of no where I want to self harm can’t remember last time I was properly stoned and it finally started fucking with me 😍

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I’ve been trying to put this into words ever since my meds were upped I’ve rarely had an appetite 🤭

i don’t feel hungry i just crave the taste

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journal? nah tumblr got me

lil rant quick.(lie oops) first of all I dislike grocery shopping to begin with because it’s hard to find vegan and gluten options unless I make everything (also hard). my mom decided to bring her friend cause she “needed” stuff. we’re shopping and I walked down my 2 aisle’s one random cause I didn’t know what to get and thought her friend would go get her own stuff?! she didn’t. eventually i got hyped up over all the low cal pasta I found so I tried to find some other things and rn it’s that time so I was looking for cravings so I wouldn’t binge in the future. It just bothers me her friend didn’t get stuff seriously dude ?

Should explain her friend has been with us since middle of January and she’s leaving the first week of march and I have a hoarder friend taking advantage of my mom ex. talking about if she were to move in i’d switch rooms and we’d share. Tried that she has so much shit I had my bed zero floor space the fact I couldn’t deep clean all her things was also gonna be a huge problem. my mom sacrificed the back porch moved her bed back to the living room yup 🙂.

I’m slowly realizing my life lately is extremely stressful and I keep trying to act like it’s not which isn’t working so i’m validating my feelings.

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my mom’s friend in the car talking about “i’m trying to think of what to eat today” something something “then i don’t eat for so many days” ☹️ no ones fault but my own that i’m uncomfortable now and even less hungry

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I haven’t eaten today snacked a little yesterday going grocery shopping “so hungry i’m not hungry” wish me luck 😍 (seriously have zero clue what I want but I want only food I make)

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4am on tuesday but what I ate yesterday ⬇️

(forgot to post 💀 it’s now thursday)

3 110 chocolate drizzled granola bars

100 cookie and creme granola bar

80 2 rice krispie

210 protien shake

200 oats

130 cali veggie burger

80 mayo

30 lettuce

20 spaghetti noodles

200 4 veggie meat balls

140 sauce

180 two cauliflower tortillas

180 for cheese

had a snack of chips and tried these peanut butter cup things loosely count on the days i’m on yk

caculated it and i don’t wanna eat today but my stomach is already in pain and growling

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rant and why i haven’t posted cals

i’m trans so I still get the monthly subscription yk 😒anyways I was at work Sunday and started feeling shitty. Since i had eaten to long ago my body wasn’t letting me throw up. I rushed to the bathroom and made myself if ya get what I mean I did end up going home because I continued to feel like poo. Just can’t stop thinking about it i haven’t purged in what feels like years (little bits of blood come up and scare me sometimes). eating so little and throwing it back up anyways if I eat at school I wouldn’t feel comfortable coughing and choking in the bathroom or at home because I have a friend staying with us .

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banana slices with yoghurt 🫶🏼Forgot to take a picture of the black bean quinoa burger with lettuce and mayo

pause just looked up the calories for the burger and it’s 150 not 110

not gonna stress about it (i’m gonna think about it until i’m home) i’ll double check packaging when I’m home

140 for protein shake

110 for banana

140 for yoghurt

150 for veggie burger

80 for mayo

30 for lettuce

110 granola bar (not eaten just in case)

760

(forgot to post earlier ⬆️)

no granola bar but still 760 🤷🏻