gaycourfeyrac

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im literally such a shitty person ogh my gd i shoudld jsut fucking die whats wrong with me

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abnout to rip my damn hair out. hello

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i want 2 die i am literally so stressed out

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feel like everyone thinks im an evl petty bitch. everyone thinks im overly snsitive. i am an annoyance

kms

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kms

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would definitely be the best outcome for everyone if i got hit by a meteor right now

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literally want 2 kill myself rn like. im so fucking overstimulated and tired and i feel like. physically ill

[gaycourfeyrac]

im gonna kms im so sick of everything ive had enough :crylaugh:

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i feel so fucking ill tonioght has been too fucking much i cant. i cannot deal w/ this shit rn i cant deal w people being rude to us about cinnie i cant deal w/ what fcinnie said to me i cant deal w any of it <3

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literally feel like im going to be ill. gd i feel so fucking horrible rn i cant believe i didn’;t call them out immiediately and assert my boundaries and im mad i let any of this happen

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hmm.. i think sometimes its okay to let go of friends and friend groups.. i’ve accumulated so many and there’s so many people who have such a shallow friendship with me or just don’t make me happy anymore and i think it’s okay to let them go.. idk i guess its just a cycle for me where i’ve reached my peak/limit and now i’m gonna start losing friends and thats fine! thats okay with me ive made my peace with it. i know that the people who really matter are going to stay with me and support me and i think ill have aiken forever and ever no matter what so i will be okay

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havind alters is funny cause you can make ufn of them all you want but they can also just take the front and make u sit in a time out corner

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[down with the sickness voice] oh wa ah ah ah 

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i contstantly feel like im 2 steps away from total insanity. like ive got no grip on anytihng i feel like im walking on air and not in a good way i just have no ideaaa whats real and whats a joke

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im glad my lifes finally like. i mean im glad im moving on and everything but damn i dont think im good enough 2 be in anyonbes life

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i genuinely dont believe i am in any way likeable<3

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paranoia’s still kind of running my life but i kind of just have ot let go for my own sake