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New idea: instead of writing the fic, you come over to my house and I tell you the entire plot while I pace my tiny kitchen. There’s a cup of tea, warm in your hands. The words don’t stop and the affection never leaves your expression.

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"I can fix him"

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do you think mocking catholicism is funny

yes. next question

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horror

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"Oh my god he's fucking crazy" i say, while smiling and giggling like a teen girl who just got her first crush

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i watched scream for the first time ever today, the text i sended my friend was “i don’t think a reveal of a serial killer should make me this horny...”

If the movie doesn't make you feel horny, then is not a good slasher movie

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HEYAAA

Last friday i went to my first death metal(ish) concert, I'm pretty new at the scene and I'm a baby punk so it was really important to me. Here's some things i noticed:

- People there are nice... like SO nice, i was wearing my crust pants and did some Liberty Spikes, people would stop me to say my hair looked nice and that they loved my pants and my style, i felt really loved

- Went to the mosh pit and surprise surprise everyone was SUPER NICE AGAIN, people would help people stand up if they fell and when i was falling over a guy pulled me so I wouldn't fall... it was really sweet and really violent at the same time

- CUTE METALHEAD BOYS damn they're everywhere, in Brazil we have a name for people who only like guys with long hair, it kinda translates to "Shampoo Mary"

- BEER BEER AND MORE BEER, never seen people drink as much

- For the first time in a long time I didn't felt weird, I didn't felt like i was weird and wrong and when people talked to me they really wanted to listen to me, we would talk about music and bands and movies and NOT ONCE they said i was a poser for not understanding something or not knowing something, they would simply explain it to me and get exited about sharing

- GIRLS IN BLACK WITH LONG HAIR AND COLOURED HAIR AND DRESSES AND BAND SHIRTS AND AAAAA I LOVE GIRLS

- Never, not once i was groped. nor was i scared of someone putting something on my drink, it was an open bar and they had water bottles and the keg was in a visible place so it wasn't really a problem

- A guy was rude to me, like screaming at me for a joke i said and people STOD UP FOR ME, they told the guy he shouldn't be screaming at me and shooed him off and hushed to ask if i was okay(people are nice but there's always an asshole)

- WE ARE ALL FRIENDS. it doesn't matter if you don't know them, if you need something they'll help

i think those are the things that stood out the most, over all it was a really cool experience and I'm really glad i went, I've never felt so loved and never had such a strong sense of belonging somewhere

BUT HEY: here's some pics i took there

( the Last People Standing, whe we're there to the end and the band wanted a pic, it was a really small show so it was easy to fit everyone in one picture) (try to find me I'm the bitch with blue liberty spikes)

(this is me very much drunk off my ass and very much in the parking lot where i said to my friend "hey take a pic of me with the flash on so i can feel cool")

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i’m obsessed with this painting called tomato king and i’m even more obsessed with the man who drew it. his name is stuart dunkel and he is a classical oboeist and he also paints tiny little oil paintings of mice living their best lives. he looks like this.

HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i fucking hate my e.d.

TW: food, relationshit with food, thoghts of suicide, calories.

I’m going to a psychologist and i am getting better, i really am and i’m really happy about that, but you know when people say “some days are harder than others”? well, they´re not wrong, and this day was fucking hard, i already woke up wanting to fucking die and then i rememberd that i had to eat, i drank a coffea and ate a banana and tried really hard not to count calories, i didn’t put sugar on my coffea bc i wanted to at least not feel so shitty, life went on and it was time for lunch, i ate a lot less than what i eat in a good day. But hey at least i ate something, and then i ate cake. The damn cake was so squishy and rubbery that i can still feel it in my stomach and i felt so full after that i wanted to trow up. And with that disgusting feeling of beeing full i thought about everything that i ate today and, since i’ve been going to therapy and not thinking about calories for so long i tOTALLY FORGOT ALL OF THEM, then i started to freak out bc i didn’t know how much i ate and bc i’m fat and even in my lowest weight i was fat. Honestly i fucking hate my 12yo self for wanting to be skinny and beeing a fatphobic fuck, and i fucking hate myself now bc i can’t even get better. Today i just fucking hate myself and honestly, there’s nothing i can do about it, i just have to wait for the feeling of wanting to die to go away and then keep working on getting better. But honestly i’m so tired of hating food, i’m so tired of this “ two steeps forward, one step back” bullshit. But hey, it’s still one steep forward. 

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💚?

Oh, that’s a though one. I’ve read SO MANY Jackie/Hyde fanfics, I have a lot of favorites.

I plan on posting a list of my all time favorites someday, it’s just going to take some time because it’s a lot and I want to make it perfect. For now I’ll list a few, but there are PLENTY others, believe me.

1. All of the stories by the one and only MistyMountainHop. My favorite one is Hyde’s Long Way Home, but they are all incredibly good and worth the read.

AO3

FF.NET

2. Season 8 redo by tanith75. This is a classic one, it’s my comfort fic. Whenever I remember what happened on season 8 I read this fic and it makes me feel better because this is the real season 8 to me.

3. What Lies Beneath by SophiesRoses. Not too many people know this story, but it’s one of my favorites. It’s so well written, and it deserves so much more recognition. Every single character has a beautiful story and it’s amazing. Please read it. It’s not completed but it’s worth the read.

4. Escaping The Friendzone by KayRight. Jackie doesn’t take Kelso back at prom and she develops a nice friendship with Hyde. It’s so cliche, I LOVE IT.

5. She Belongs to me universe by QueenBookBuff. In this universe, Kelso doesn’t accept Jackie and Hyde’s relationship that easily. One of the best works of 2020 if you ask me.

6. All That I Got by Adridee. The perfect redemption arc for Hyde after season 8. Definitely worth the read.

7. That’s my Baby by kezztip. This story makes me laugh so hard. It’s a season 8 fix-it, and it’s perfect. ZERO DEFECTS, please read it.

8. New York, New York by Shabbuuu. AU where Hyde actually moves to New York after Punk Chick and runs into Jackie years later.

9. All of springsteenicious stories on AO3. The one-shots are everything and I can’t wait until TQOAMD is out.

10. That 70s Show by Zenmaster21. This story is basically a rewrite of the early episodes of the show, except that Jackie is dating Hyde from the beggining, not Kelso. It’s also not complete but I still recommend it, it’s one of my favorites.

11. Knowing me, Knowing you by Writerperson100. After Hyde cheated on her in the end of season 5, Jackie moves to Chicago to live with her aunt. Later in life, she reconects with Hyde and a beautiful relationship is reignited. It’s a WIP but it’s being updated constantly and I’m pretty sure the story is almost ending. Worth the read.

Out of all of those, MistyMountainHop is the only one that posts in both ff.net and AO3, that’s why I linked it separately.

I meant it when I said this is just a few. Those are the ones that came to my mind right now, but there are so many missing. I will make a separate post with fics rec someday, but for now, that’s it. In case you want more options, check my bookmarks on AO3 and my favorites on ff.net.

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FREAKS AND GEEKS: JACKIE AND HYDE

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(Somewhat) recent coming of age movies that I fucking adore…

The Way Way Back (2013)

Adult World (2013)

The Edge of Seventeen (2016)

Love, Simon (2018)

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Bandersnatch has 10 Endings

1 - if you say yes to the job offer its over and Colin says you have chosen wrong 

2 - If you choose to see the Doctor instead chasing Colin and take the pills, no one dies, he finishes the game but its not a sucess and Sefan is sad. (youre a good person but depressed forever)

3 - If you chase Colin, and you choose to jump, you die and its all over ( of course what did you expect of jumping out of a window)

4 - Destroy computer options ends right away (of course)

5 - if you choose the password Toy in the vault, it opens and give Stefan the rabbit, then the mother asks him if he wants to go with her,  if you say yes Stefan dies with his mother on the train (time travel theme).

6 - When Stefan asks for a signal if you choose Netflix always, then you go to the Doctor and if you choose to fight her ends with his father fighting and draggin him out of the hospital BUT if you choose to jump the window, you discover that its a movie and Stefan believes he is his character Stefan (action movie theme)

7 - In the vault if you choose the password PAX or PAC he discover his dad is doing a program and control study since he is a child, kills his father buries father, calls the Doctor, goes to jail and the game only gets 2.5 stars. (conspiration theories)

8 -  If you dont go to see the Doctor but go after Colin, Colin jumps, kill father, buries him, Kitty asks Stefan for Colin, Stefan lies, finishes the game, goes to jail and game doesn’t get release. Colin is missing and the company closes. 

9 -  Stefan goes to the Dr instead of chasing Colin, dont take the pills,  kills the dad, chops the dad in pieces, gets an epiphany, lies to the Dr about his dad, fixes game and gets 5/5. Gets caught and jailed. Pearl the daughter of Colin  redoes Bandersnatch for Netflix and WE can control her. Colin doesn’t die.( MY FAV)

10 - Stefan transformes into the writer that wrote Bandersnatch, Stefan goes into the vault and appears an option with PAX or JFD (instead of toy, if you choose  JFD the vault dont open, the real JFD appears to Stefan and screams to him, kills dad, buries dad, the game only get 2/5 stars and jail. (crazy and obsession theme)

FOR COLIN SURVIVE YOU CANT CHASE HIM

 FOR THE GAME BE A SUCCESS YOU NEED TO CHOP THE DAD IN PIECES OR THE GAME ONLY GETS 2/5 STARS OU DOESNT GET RELEASED.

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Zendaya:

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Get this shit out of my fucking face LIKE WHAT IS THIS?????