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🙏🏻🙏🏻

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Twenty Øne Piløts

I just realised that i haven’t posted this on here so here it is, the boys form every era

I’ve finished this a while ago but i’m still pretty proud of how it turned out

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Convergence

Got bored so I made a new cover for Convergence😅

I don’t really like the original one, it just looks kinda weird. I get why Gella is on it but the whole vibe of it doesn’t fit with the story for me🤷‍♀️

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Totally calm about it….🙂👍….

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The Ro cousins

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I stared reading the high republic books and it’s safe to say that i got quite obsessed with them😅

Anyways here’s a little sketch inspired my Marda and the Path

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Random biology/taxonomy facts for anyone who cares to listen to my sleep deprived and monster fuelled brain’s random thought through my university lecture (that’s called Diversity of life ->a very cute name to say taxonomy 🙄)

There’s a kind of centipede called House Centipede(in my native it’s called fly killing spider centipede 🤣)bizzare little thing that’s is native to my country they are funny, they are mostly harmless but they have fangs and produce venom(not at all affecting somthing big like us) but still they can bite but only if you are a bitch to them soo they only nyom nyom bad people

There are skolopendras a kind of millipede that live in the tropic regions that can grow up to the length of your fore arm about max 30cm and they still have fangs and venom and they live in caves or theire openings couse they hunt for bats. Yes bats. Oh and did I mention all of the centi-and millipede species(Myrapoda) are carnivorse they hunt and theese big fuckers who can grow up to this large are terrifying,oh and they only “just” this big because of the Oxygen level in the atmosphere, if it would be higher they could grow bigger .

CRABS ARE FUCKING WEIRD

Have you ever heard about a Atlantic horseshoe crab yeah you maybe have, they are living fossils blah balh balh and weird but guess what they are not crabs. They are fucking Spider or closer to them then actual crabs

And guess who are actually closer to crabs or even come from them …… insect Fucking INSECTS as my professor said :

Insects are traitor crabs cause they choosed to leave the water and fully live on the surface

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I’m just gonna leave this here

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lovers left alive

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not a lot, just forever intertwined, sewn together

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We got everything

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gay people can't date normally it's either fucking in your sister's cell or becoming one with the other in a gemstone smh.

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okay. let’s talk about jayce’s monologue, since people are calling him ableist.

for context, not that it matters: I have a significant mobility disability and a progressive chronic illness which, even when managed, can kill me. I’m not in exactly the same boat as viktor since my disease isn’t terminal, but I’ve had very similar experiences to him. this shapes my perception of him and of this storyline.

this is the monologue:

You’ve always wanted to cure what you thought were weaknesses. Your leg. Your disease. But you were never broken, Viktor. There’s beauty in imperfections. They made you what you are. An inseparable piece of everything I admired about you.

first, it should be noted that “what you thought were weaknesses” is not the same thing as “things that are good.” jayce is not saying that viktor’s disease is or was a good thing. what he is saying is that he admired (loved) everything that viktor was, which included the things viktor thought made him a burden or a problem. remember also that jayce almost doomed the world because he couldn’t let viktor die; he would never imply that viktor dying was a good thing.

the next question, then, is whether viktor sees himself as a burden or not. I think it’s implied that he does — it’s certainly not unrealistic to think that viktor might have come to view himself, or at least his disease, as a burden and a flaw. disabled people often view ourselves that way either because of internalized ableism or because society constantly tells us that we’re burdens and that our bodies are abnormal and wrong. viktor displays behaviors that indicate internalized ableism, including hiding the fact that he’s coughing up blood from jayce the first few times it happens and generally refusing to be in the public eye in a way that is self-effacing and not just him being private. yes, he says in act 1 of season 1 that he believes in himself, but he does also call himself a cripple in a dismissive way in that same scene; also, he doesn’t have the disease at that point. arguably the entire scene where he runs despite clearly being in pain is an example of his internalized ableism, but that’s another post.

more evidence for viktor’s perception of himself being negative is that he clearly has a sense that he doesn’t deserve to be loved (specifically by jayce, but maybe also in general). we see this when he asks jayce why he’s still persisting in saving him. we see this with his generally self-effacing behavior. we see this with the fact that in all of season 1, the only person he allows to touch him is jayce, and that the only person he actively touches in the entire show is jayce. viktor is reserved and not good with his emotions, which is a huge part of his arc this season. all of these behaviors point to him having a negative self-perception.

I think it’s important to really consider how jayce perceives viktor and how viktor perceives himself. I don’t think this season handled everything perfectly, but I think they handled this very well. viktor has been written with a fullness and complexity that most disabled characters don’t ever get. him being morally grey doesn’t mean he’s “problematic” or “bad representation.” obviously I’m only one disabled person, but I really love jayce and viktor and I think their story is beautifully written.

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Great question

did i finish arcane or did arcane finish me

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i just think its funny that when the last drop is vander’s its like a mostly chill sports bar and when its silco’s its a gay club

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Jayce and Mel falling apart because they both realized that they only wanted to be together to further their goals and that their goals and roles had changed. because when it came down to it, Jayce always focused on Viktor's disappearance, Viktor's presence, Viktor's work, Viktor's feelings. and Mel finally acknowledged that she had her own battles and her own ways to go, free from other people's expectations.

vs. Viktor telling Sky he'll miss her company and Sky saying "no, you won't," because Sky was only ever a warm person in a cold lab who probably tended to it more than Jayce was able to. just a figure to offer affection while Jayce was away. never a lab partner that Viktor had chemistry or care for, always a little distant, like their flashback scene.

and Jayce and Viktor meeting each other again at the end of it all, and Viktor asking why he bothers holding on for him, but Jayce always saw the beauty in him. he didn't need him to be perfect, to be better, to be brighter. he didnt care about a higher power or greater good. he just wanted him to live beside him.

they're SO MEANT FOR EACH OTHER IM GONNA PUKEEEE

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We finish this together.