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freshnectarine · 24 days

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touch-starvation needs to be written with emphasis on the starving part. you are hungry to be touched. so hungry that even the very taste of it makes you nauseous. it has been long since anything has ever touched you, ever fed you - that your body has grown more used to that gnawing emptiness more than anything else. it's better for you to be held, to eat but it makes you sick to try. you know

#This is exactly what's missing from these types of characters/dynamics so often #I want to see the way loneliness malnourishes you #I want to see the way it eats you from the inside #Let these characters be sick to their stomach from the taste of it and still begging for more #I just want to see the human aspect - the real ugly side of starvation from something so innate

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freshnectarine · 27 days

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"You can only be jealous of someone who has something you think you ought to have yourself." Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale

#The parallel work in this movie is very intricate and I love that #Aside from the string of jealousy and fake facade that Art puts on #the way Art and Patrick are wearing directly opposite colors #but Art and Tashi's matching black/white are just switched is making me think ...#There is a disconnect there with him and Patrick - something between them that stops them from fully merging #But he's already so intertwined with Tashi in a way he can't ignore and a way he doesn't even try to fight #Challengers #Art Donaldson #Patrick Zweig #Tashi Duncan #Mike Faist #Josh O'Connor #Zendaya

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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#Dude isn't fooling anybody with that smile #Fight Club #The Narrator #Tyler Durden

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#Gay bitches love this pose #Fight Club #The Narrator #Tyler Durden

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#Obsessed with the contrast of this piece #Fight Club #The Narrator #Tyler Durden #Marla Singer

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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i am jack’s bitter apathy.

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#The detail in this is so impressive omg #Fight Club #The Narrator

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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Mysterious Skin (2004)

Directed by Gregg Araki

#Something about shots like these makes me feel almost nostalgic ...#It's impersonal and almost empty but not enough to truly be either #There's a million people on that planet but you can't reach them - not from here #A backdropped blank and empty sky but the existence of that solitary red light implies a need to watch for others #The inversion of a human face from a distance #Buildings. A Car. The idea of life behind the exterior but no real proof.#Mysterious Skin

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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Mysterious Skin (2004) dir. Gregg Araki

#The color palette and the way contrast is used in this movie is masterful #Mysterious Skin #Brian Lackey #Brady Corbet

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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mysterious skin / a primer for the small weird loves - richard siken / my own private idaho

#Queer tragedy my beloved ...#Mysterious Skin #Neil McCormick #Brian Lackey #Joseph Gordon-Levitt #Brady Corbet #My Own Private Idaho #Mike Waters #Scott Favor #River Phoenix #Keanu Reeves

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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what am i, jesus?

#omg this is stunning #Challengers #Tashi Duncan

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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There's just something so beautiful about a heartbreaking queer film made with love ... They do not die for the comfort of the audience who hated them from the start, they do not fall apart for the sake of those wishing for it, they do not find themselves in pain for some leering indulgement of hatred, but because they are human and they are in love and how else does tragedy come about?

#Brokeback Mountain #My Own Private Idaho #Velvet Goldmine #Mysterious Skin #Pride month

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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thinking abt them again

#God this movie makes me desperately sad ...#My Own Private Idaho #Mike Waters #Scott Favor #River Phoenix #Keanu Reeves

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My Own Private Idaho (1991) Directed By Gus Van Sant

#I had to take a minute and just sit there staring at the ceiling the first time I watched this scene #My Own Private Idaho #Mike Waters #Scott Favor #River Phoenix #Keanu Reeves

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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— BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN (2005)

#Brokeback Mountain #Ennis Del Mar #Jack Twist #Heath Ledger #Jake Gyllenhaal

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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I wish I knew how to quit you

Brokeback Mountain (2005)

#So beautiful and somber at the same time #Brokeback Mountain #Ennis Del Mar #Jack Twist #Heath Ledger #Jake Gyllenhaal

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gold-skinned eager baby, blue shirt out the laundry

#Every Pride I think about these gay cowboys ...#Brokeback was one of the first gay films I ever watched and let me tell you it was devastating #This fanart is just so cute #Brokeback Mountain #Ennis Del Mar #Jack Twist

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freshnectarine · 1 month

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"he would not fucking say that" but about injuries. he would not fucking recover that quickly. those scars would not fucking heal like that. he would not be fucking able bodied after that. he would not be fully lucid after that.

#A little piece of my heart breaks every time a character with a visibly impairing design just ... doesn't have any of the realistic effects #I know it's usually just for a cool character design or backstory but the erasure of disability always gets to me

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