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real yearners know that they can even feel nostalgic about the present moment

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Ever since I was a little girl I’ve loved information

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i love writing porn and i wont feel bad about it. understanding the eroticism of a character is character analysis if u are enlightened.

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no offence but I hate when people my age start projecting their own fears and ideas about aging and youth onto me. girl sorry but I’m young and beautiful if you think women in their late 20s onwards are worthless old hags who have run out of time that’s a personal problem

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the goal for this year and for every year is to be kind and also to stop being scared of literally everything

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trope i really like is self-loathing characters desperate for the catharsis of punishment for frankly rather selfish reasons who r also obsessed with repeatedly pressing others into hating them and hurting them as essentially a method of self harm. yes baby continue making it worse for urself and everybody around u instead of doing an actually productive and effective journey of improvement and redemption

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Sebastian Stan just became the first man to be nominated in both lead actor categories at the Golden Globes within the same year and win for Musical or Comedy.

It's historic.

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YOU can write whatever you want whenever however forevrr. i have to write something perfect and earth shattering and i have to do it perfectly the first time or else

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how could anyone ever hate me i have big brown eyes and a thousand yard stare

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we have to stop letting people write our pathetic Guys as daddy doms. i hope the next pandemic is premature ejaculation

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Normal guy voice . I need to watch him lose consciousness in a vulnerable position

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"i can fix him" ok well i will try to make him realize how loved and cherished he is outside of the narrative he created for himself

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you ever see a character and are just like “oh, I cannot wait for them to finally have a breakdown.”

like they take everything that’s thrown at them more or less but you know there’s a breaking point. Where Is It. I Must Know.

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I wish more women would make art about sex. Real art. Real sex.

I'm so tired of men still being the driving force behind the media notions, behind the portrayals, behind the constant idea that the most fucked up women get about sexuality is having "daddy issues" to the range of still-conventionally-attractive and easy to digest behavior that just revolves around older men and vague power-plays.

I'm tired of women playing into the patriarchal system, whether consciously or not, and portraying all their own fantasies as male-centered validations of rape culture; Uncritical and self-debasing.

I want to see the reality in it's true form. I don't want it to be shot like I'm supposed to get off to it, like I'm supposed to embody it, like I'm supposed to understand it ... I want it to be visceral. I want it to be painful. I want it to be fucked up and grotesque even. Disturbing. The kind of thing that's completely depraved to the point of no return. I want it to be honest.

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sometimes it's not even enemies to lovers. sometimes you get handed the leash of a snarling, barking dog against your will and realize with dawning horror that you are now responsible for teaching it not to bite

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"The creator definitely didn't put that much thought into it" well then clearly someone else has to and I think I'm the weirdo for the job

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my favorite genre of fictional character is like "i am terrifying to almost everyone, i'm very good at killing, i can endure anything, i've become exceptionally good at playing into my reputation, and if you try to give me positive social interaction i will react with confusion and cower in a corner like an abused animal. and i may try to shoot you. but there is also a chance i may imprint on you like a feral dog receiving its first loving touch! good luck."