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Stella (battshitcrazy)​:

A burden ? Did he know who he was talking to? They have known each other for many years now and she never saw him as a burden. Of course Stella wasn’t going to force Mulder to tell her what the case was/is but she wanted him to know that he was never and would never be a burden.

“ Fox… ” Stella whispered as she placed her hands on his cheeks and force his head slowly to face hers. They eyes locked with one and other for a moment as she spoke. “You could never be a burden to me. You know this.” She said softly. “I won’t make you tell me anything you don’t want to share but you need to know that you are never a burden to me.”

Of course, Mulder wished he could believe her when she said he wasn’t a burden... But his thoughts were just so loud at this point where nothing could seem to drown them out. He kept thinking about how much his family considered him to be a burden. How he had failed them over and over again, and it resulted in him truely letting down his family. Every moment he regretted, and he knew that he would only end up being a burden to her as well. 

“Why do you say that, Stella?”

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Stella (battshitcrazy)​:

Stella nodded her head slowly. Of course she knew he was tired, he looked very tired. “If you need to stay here for the night you may.” She said softly. There was always something between the two and because of this, Mulder was the one she could trust. 

“ Do you want to talk about it ? “ Stella asked softly while she placed a blanket over him. 

Mulder wasn’t sure if he was going to take her up on that offer or not, but right now he just needed company, and he figured she was the best option he had for him to go to right now. “I might, but.. I don’t want to be a burden.” A burden... A burden... That’s a thought that he was having more and more, as this case brought more and more memories up from his past, creating the anxious spiral he was in. 

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The note she managed to smuggle out would cost Samantha dearly. But it's a small square of paper, resting on his desk when he comes to work int he morning saying "you are my knight in shining armor. S"

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Mulder had been searching, day in and day out, for where his sister was. But he never gave up and seeing the note on his desk only made him more determined to find her and bring her home where she belonged. “I’m coming to find you, Sam, I promise.” He mumbled to himself. 

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Happy birthday!! I hope it is/was a great day for you!! May it be full of good times and good vibes!

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(Thank you!!!)

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Stella (battshitcrazy)​:

“ Don’t be. “ Stella said softly while she closed her door and looked back over at Mulder. “Shit Fox you really look like shit. What happened to you?” Taking his coat she placed it on the couch. “Look at me, are you hurt?” 

Mulder shrugged as he moved to sit down. He tucked his legs up to his chest and closed his eyes for a moment. “I’m not hurt, don’t worry.” He swallowed. “I just... the case I’m working is tough and I haven’t slept in so long.” He swallowed the lump is his throat.

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Diana (conspiracydamaged​):

“Yes. You hear correctly. I was made to ask for the transfer.” She nodded sighing as her mind was already trying to figure out a safe way to get them to the actual reason for their meeting. The point of all this and why she needed him to believe her. “There is one very important reason for both of us, Fox. But I can’t tell you out in the open right now. It would be too dangerous (for her). Meet me at my apartment in an hour and I explain everything.”

How the hell was he supposed to believe that she was forced to ask for the transfer? Nothing she had said to him thus far was enough for him to go out of his way to believe that she had been forced to ask to transfer. He just felt like she didn’t want to be with him anymore. “One hour?” He asked, breathing out a sigh. He could do that. He just needed to figure out a way to fully duck out and get to her place in an hour. “I can do that, Diana.” 

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Ann (conspiracydamaged)​:

“I know, Dad.” Skinner had told her similar. “That’s why we kept the call as short as possible, when I was at Dana’s work place.” It seemed less dangerous since those people they were hiding from didn’t seem to care much about the fact that she had started working at the hospital. “Walter’s asked how you’re holding up.” Ann confessed that she told him the truth about her concern, reaching for her fathers hand. “But he also says that things have calmed down lately. They’re not actively searching anymore.”

He knew, logically, that he shouldn’t be angry at his daughter for reaching out to Skinner out of concern. However, his brain was telling him that he had every right to be upset because it was their safety she was putting in jeopardy for what? A phone call? He scoffed and looked away. “They’re definitely still searching. They’re just trying to lure me into a false sense of security so I’ll come out and they can get me.” 

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Stella (battshitcrazy)​:

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“ Fox ? Is everything ok ? What are you doing here ? “ Stella asked while she held her door open. “You look tired. Have you been up all night again?” She asked then held the door open for him to come in. 

Exhaustion ran deep into Mulder’s bones, the case wearing him down like little had before. How was he supposed to explain why he came over, but he just felt like this was a safe place for him to be. He nodded at her question and walked into the room. “I’m sorry for intruding..” 

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                   “ Hearts race to fight the future. “ 

Mun; Allyce, 28 

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(It’s my birthday today!!)

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Ann (conspiracydamaged)​:

“But…” Frustrated Ann let her hands fall into her lap. She wasn’t stupid and saw how their situation affected him. Lips pressed together while she listened to her father’s words. It was dangerous. She knew that much by then. They both talked enough about it ever since they left DC. “He’s your friend, Dad. OUR friend.” She insisted. Walter was somewhat of a step-in-parent for her as well, ever since Mulder had been abducted. She KNEW she could trust and come to the A.D. with her worries if needed.

“Skinner is trustworthy,” Despite everything that happened to Mulder, he knew that to be true. Skinner had shown that he was on his and Scully’s side the entire time. “But contacting him, without knowing who might be bugging or tracing his phone is dangerous. He may not betray us, but contacting him is too much of a risk.” The longer Mulder remained like this, isolated from the outside world like he was, the more paranoid he got. He felt like everyone was watching him. He could barely leave their safehouse without feeling panicked about the chance that someone could see him. 

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Diana (conspiracydamaged)​:

Diana was aware of how cold she must have been acting in his eyes. She always had been, though it was the only way to distance herself enough so she’d be able to leave in first place. She loved him. She still did harbor deep feelings for the man before her. “I was made to leave, Fox. And when I realized that it didn’t even matter… It was naive for me to believe that it would. It was already too late. You wouldn’t have listen to me if I came back to explain.” It surprised her that he even gave her that chance now. 

“Made to leave?” Mulder couldn’t believe that. Every report he read on her leaving said that she put in for the transfer. She had demanded to get off the X-Files and then didn’t say anything, leaving him to come in one day to an empty office and a note. She didn’t even have the audacity, in his mind, to tell him in person. They left him to figure it out on his own. “Do I have a reason to listen to you, Diana? Give me one good reason why I should believe anything you say to me now?”

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Scully (skaeptical​):

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            ❛ Mulder ,  not that I’m unappreciative at getting a break from   Caddyshack  , but          ❜  a soft whine pulls at her lips. Half a pout plays, cheeks puffing as she wiggles against leather. Shoulder bumping shoulder, she cradles beer in dainty palm. The movie splayed upon tv screen tempts playful glare in exasperation.    ❛ The Terminator … ?  ❜   Bringing beer to lips, she raises brow in his direction. Nose scrunches, lips twitching.       ❛ Didn’t we have enough killer technology with this last case ?  ❜   Annoyance is far from her, amusement in its place. Little smile pulls at corner of her mouth, side-eyeing his reaction. Debriefing became more of a luxury their last few cases. The end of a long week began a routine of late night affairs, sharing his couch or hers with a bowl of butterless popcorn and light conversation. Watching movies felt like an excuse to cover up simple fact; they wanted to stay in each other’s company.        Wagging finger at him, she pauses any reply.             ❛  If I have to deal with your movie selection, you’re no longer allowed to complain about the popcorn .  ❜    She nudges his elbow with hers, reassuring it’s all in jest, not in malice.

“Oh come on, Scully, The Terminator is a fantastic film,” He smiled at her, knowing that she was more or less just teasing him rather than being completely serious. But he had to admit, she had a point. Their latest case was rather exhausting, and killer technology had hit pretty close to him there with the movie that he had picked on their movie night. He stopped when she raised her finger, and immediately narrowed his eyes playfully at her when she insinuated that he could no longer complain about the popcorn. “Come on, Scully, your popcorn is so bland, how can I not complain!” He was being playful too, knowing he didn’t mind that much, despite much preferring his popcorn completely soaked in butter. 

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Ann (conspiracydamaged​):

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“Okay.” The teenage girl chewed on her lip as she joined him on the old sofa of their hide out home. Her intentions had been the same. After all Ann was her parents daughter so determination overweighed the regret over what she’d done. “I overheard you and Dana debating again a few nights ago, that’s why I contacted Skinner. I just needed an outside opinion about what I could do to make things easier for all of us. I didn’t tell you about it because I know how risky those calls might be.”

Mulder should have realized that his arguing with Scully would have made Ann uncomfortable, but the stress of hiding out was really getting to him. He hated everything about the situation, and what it was doing to him and the way he trested those around him. Of course... there was also a darker part of him that was trying to overrule his thoughts. How could he explain to her just how he was so exhausted that every little thing pissed him off. “It was dangerous to call Skinner, Ann. Any outside contact could lead people straight to us.” 

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Diana (conspiracydamaged​):

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“I know and I wish it could have been handled differently but I didn’t see any other way back then.” There hadn’t been a day she did not regret her decision. Or been reminded of him ever since she’d found out that she wasn’t alone when she left him. “I’m sorry, Fox. I never wanted to hurt you like this when my only intention had been to protect you.” Diana admitted as much, still contemplating if if it was wise to tell him about that it was Bill Mulder himself who’d aproached her with the warning that the two of them were about to enter dangerous terain if they kept digging in the past any further.

“Didn’t see any other way,” Mulder scoffed, upset at what, to him, felt like an excuse for why she decided to leave him. What was he supposed to do? It was almost comical how she was pleading with him, insisting that she didn’t intend to hurt him. What diid it matter? Intent didn’t matter with how she had treated him. Like he was garbage to be thrown out. He couldn’t deny that he still held feelings for her, and seeing her brought them to the surface once again. “Your intention to protect me didn’t matter when nothing changed, when all that happened was I was alone to go into things, untill I had Scully.’

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s4 mulder’s hairstyle appreciation post ( or as @muldr calls it “the crab-claws hairstyle” 🦀 )

happy birthday, blanca ! ♡