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i have no idea how to process this. it’s not unfathomable and it’s something i’ve thought about many times but i don’t actually know how to process it. what do you mean he was such an integral part of me growing up and he did some fucked up things in part bc of the fucked up environment he grew up in and now he’s DEAD and can’t do anything to try and make amends. what do u mean the boys now means harry louis liam niall zayn. what do you mean he left behind a child less than 10 years old. what the fuck do you mean

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Sometimes I love being a girl so much, but then there's always the patriarchy

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i just decided it's mulled wine season from now on!! cheers x

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Appassionata (1974)

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more chic things

shimmery silver eyeshadow

carrying your heels when your feet hurt

a rich chocolate dessert after dinner

reading vintage erotica

making out at the club

little halter dresses

spicy amber perfumes

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May Sarton, from Recovering: A Journal

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what's your dream job?

probably being a mystical creature far from humankind... or a pharaoh in ancient egypt

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My only defense is disassociating

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erica feb 23 in Brooklyn

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unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

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unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

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“why are you so upset?” idk man. maybe bc i have i get super upset disorder

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𝐼'𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 ✧˖*°࿐

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