!!!!TW!!!!! this is just my distorted mind 18yo he/she
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"What's wrong?" Everything. Everything is wrong.
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I really went on character.ai for attention ( •_•)
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I hate when I look at my arms after a session and I realize I only did a lot of cat scratches and baby styros.
‘Pathetic little thing’ I say as I stare at them.
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just him saying my name give me palpitations
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I'm alone I'm scared
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Too many people around, I’m beginning to become overwhelmed by all the sounds. I want to stare blankly at the wall for hours on end and pretend I’m not here.
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I tried to escape and go downstairs to my grandma but she was asleep so I stayed alone outside in the cold
also I didn't sleep and I'm still paranoid
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I organized the party, why doesn't anything go the way I want it to?
why are they deciding everything?
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my big penis disorder is getting worse again....
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the sound of his voice in the other room is killing me
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jiraiblr makes me so comfortable and feel better who I am ( a loser )
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why he's not sleeping with me I need him
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the bathroom is occupied so I can't go sh
I think I'm going to bang my head against the wall soon
I hate this party
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I want to slam my head into a wall until I bruise or bleed but I can’t do that, I have to function like a normal person
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