21 + he/they/xemy two projects are Fairytaleverse and Genetical Magic. I love musicals, fairytales, robin hood, and takarazuka https://fawnx.carrd.co
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'not dishwasher safe' don't care i'm crazy. i'd put the holy grail in that thing
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I think something a lot of other people can relate to is the way that you get so conditioned to discomfort that you stop registering it.
I remember sitting at the table with my family, eating dinner as a child. I’d try to eat, because of course I was hungry. But sometimes the flavor or texture was so repugnant that it moved into a category of Not Food.
“Two more bites before you can leave the table.”
“I can’t,” I’d say, trying to explain the impossibility.
But because I was a child they heard, “I won’t,” and made me sit at the table. I’d sit in dull agonized silence, bored and hungry for hours until bedtime when they’d give up. I’d hate myself for not eating and my parents for forcing me to sit there. The few forcefeeding moments ended in vomit.
They’d say, “If you don’t eat this you can’t eat a snack later,” and I moved past trying to communicate my discomfort into accepting that I’d just be hungry.
That state of affairs didn’t last, because my parents realized nothing could force me to eat so they catered to my palate, worrying they’d starve me. But the message stuck. If you can’t do anything about a situation, just accept the suffering.
A few years later my mother called me off the playground to ask, “Are you limping?”
I shrugged. My feet had hurt for a long time, but that was just the way things were now. My mom pulled my socks and shoes off and gasped. The soles of my feet were covered in huge painful planters warts.
“Why didn’t you say anything?!” She demanded but I could only shrug at her. I’d learned a long time ago that saying things about my discomfort didn’t matter, so now I had no words. Sometimes things hurt and sometimes they don’t. I simply accepted and did my best.
Now as an adult trying to learn to improve my own conditions can be hard. If I make food that I can’t eat I’ll force myself to sit at the counter still, full of guilt and self loathing, trying to will myself to eat it.
At first I needed my betrothed to gently take it away to present me with something I could eat. Now on my own I can usually admit that it’s not happening before too long and get something else, but I still feel guilty.
Laying in bed at night waiting for my betrothed to finish getting ready I let out a huge sigh of relief when they turned the lights off.
“Why didn’t you turn them off if they bothered you?” they asked the first time it happened.
“I didn’t even know it was bothering me until it was gone.”
Assessing my physical state now to see if I can improve it is something I’m still relearning but I’m relieved to finally have the space and support to do it.
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like idk as someone who has been deeply, disablingly affected by trump’s policies, i am never going to understand people who get so up in arms about the idea of a former trump voter realizing they fucked up and wanting to join progressive spaces instead. polarization in this country is what gave us trump. i am never going to agree that perpetuating that polarization is the right move.
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Falling to my knees and clutching my head like im undergoing psionic torture meanwhile im just thinking about The Character
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Can you believe it? More aphmau!
Zianna and Garte edion.
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Detailed opinions on furries and anthropomorphic animal characters
ok. you asked for it. you are going to hear me say some shit for a second. this is held close to my heart.
i genuinely think that furries constitute a systematically maligned class of people on some level and I think that the world is not ready for this take but i think it is like true from a material basis. there is like genuinely recorded and expressed evidence that furries experience like employment discrimination and social and physical violence for being furries etc and i think it intersects heavily with gendered and ableist violence and i think it's worth chewing on. THAT SAID i have not thought hard enough about it yet so take this with a huge fucking grain of salt because this is genuinely 45% just me talking out my ass.
other comments are that i have tons of furry friends IRL and they are all regular ass people who happen to be furries. they rule. i am not a furry but for a while I ID'd pretty seriously as Otherkin Robotkin.
i think anthros are fine and fun but i think sometimes they look a little corny because of like established artistic stylistic conventions and i think that people shouldn't be afraid to get more experimental with them. but i think this about like most art i guess lmao
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Magnus Hirschfeld was a gay Jewish man born in Germany in 1868. As one of the founders of the Institut für Sexualwissenschaft, he lived and worked through the rise of Adolf Hitler. A fierce advocate for queer rights and reproductive rights, he is well-remembered in queer history as one of the pillars of the queer community. Using science and knowledge as weapons, he fought for a better world, and, in many ways, shaped the queer community’s current reality.
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Four of Swords. Art by Jesse Lonergan, from The Unveiled Tarot.
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