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Requests & commissions (DNR)

these are in no particular order and may be changed at any given point.

Don'ts

DON'T RPF, sorry, it's a squick, no exceptions. No judgement to others, tho

DON'T write OCs belonging to others unless I know them well enough. Unless we know each other outside of your request, assume no. sorry!

DON'T expect things to come quickly unless otherwise discussed. I am physically and mentally ill working for walmart. my energy levels tend towards nonexistent

DON'T write for unfamiliar fandoms. See my fandom list here. it's not 100% but it hits all the big contenders.

DON'T write characters in ways that are drastically out of character, according to my own takes.

Dos

DO take regular requests, no payment required, you will, however, be at the mercy of whatever my focus can churn out length wise. anything you want over 1K needs to be discussed (not in a payment way so much as a structure and such way) but any tips for any reason are appreciated!

DO write smut, with and without plot

DO write "problematic" subjects. Feel free to ask for specifics but chances are the answer is yes

DO have an AO3, things are normally posted there first, feel free to keep an eye on it: noexiiistence

DO feel free to reblog! exposure is good for content creators! it gives me more drive to write if people are interacting

DO feel free to comment here & on AO3! I might not respond but I always appreciate them!

DO be polite and patient. I don't always notice quickly if I have an ask or message or such. This is a sideblog, I spend most of my time mobile, and due to being hooked to my TV, tumblr on my laptop is scrolled in enough to functionally be mobile as well so I see no inbox/messaging markers on my dash.

links: AO3, fandom list, fic master list, about me, tip jar: ko-fi/paypal Old links: former AO3, ffnet

Fandom list c/p'd under cut for those on mobile who cannot access my links

currently willing to write for:

Criminal Minds

Kingdom Hearts

Fullmetal Alchemist

Dragon Age (primarily Inquisition)

Stargate SG1

Stargate Atlantis

Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle

Final Fantasy (VII: Crisis Core, XII, XIV)

Madoka Magica (anime/movies)

The Magnus Archives

The Adventure Zone (Balance and Amnesty other arcs depending)

No longer writing for but MAY return to

D.Grey-Man

Supernatural

Naruto

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I wanna request something for my birthday next month, but I don’t know what your request rules and dos and donts are!

oh hi there! i don't have a reqs rules because I simply wasn't expecting to get any requests! I've not written for anything super popular until recently with posha's bday fic and I honestly didn't expect to see that take off on AO3 as it has! I'm genuinely super flattered!

Basically my dos and don'ts boil down to:

my only hard no is RPF. No judgement to people who enjoy it, I just personally don't feel comfortable with it. It's a squick for me.

I won't take a req for a fandom I don't know unless it's like. a fandom-in-law wherein I have a friend I can pick the brain of to make sure i'm comfortable enough with canon to play in it

if you're looking for a length other than "short" (~1K words) we'll have to haggle it out bc I'm physically/mentally disabled and technically work full time and I don't want to make promises I can't keep

I am pro-ship but I do reserve the right to turn down reqs bc I'm uncomfortable or not how I want to portray a character, or for any other reason and I am not obligated to explain why if I reject a request.

I'll make a full rules list later today (and a list of fandoms I'm comfortable writing for) but those are the big things I can think of right now! feel free to hmu here if you have any more questions!

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Middle of Nowhere

Fandom: Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core Rating: General Audiences Notes: tipsy kissing, first kiss, alcohol, fluff without plot, written for @pishposha's birthday Ships/Characters: Zack Fair/Cloud Strife Summary: Sometimes drinking to stay warm had consequences. Especially if you're attracted to your company.

It's been a while since Zack's been somewhere like this; snow falling around him softly, fighting the cold every way he knew how. But even in the middle of all this snow; there was something familiar about being in the middle of nowhere, away from all the cities and commotion. And he didn’t feel too cold anyway, even less so when he was chatting around a campfire with a new friend who happens to be surprisingly easy on the eyes.

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What It Means to Live

Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV Rating: Explicit Notes: tw for public sex (technically), dialogue taken from game with additions and tweaks, 6.0 spoilers, part of the Whore of Light series Ships/Characters: Named WoL (Evelynn)/Hermes, Meteion Summary: Eve has a bad habit of falling in love. So when Hermes is the new object of her affections what else is she to do than take what she knows how to do and help him turn the Elpis flower a new color?

She never doubted who last she’d face before finding Hydaelyn, she was in the aetherial sea, after all. Just because he was dead didn’t mean he wouldn’t be seen again. And, ever since setting foot in Elpis, Eve knew their story wasn’t done. The tug in her heart told her so. And, as she knew who was awaiting, she didn’t hesitate for the battle, either. She wouldn’t do either of them the disservice of trying to talk her way out of it; Amon had been driven too mad by watching Allag stagnate under the weight of their own progress, seen his own attempts to rectify it backfire. No, no conversation could be had before.

But, as he falls, Eve knows this is her chance. She cares little for the melodrama of his tone, that was Amon, that was Fandaniel corrupted by ages left misunderstanding how one found what it meant to live while never truly dying. But under all of it was Hermes, under it was a man she knew for less than a week and who she loved as though it had been lifetimes. Her heart both sang and ached in equal measure at his memory, and this was the closest she would be to him again. Under it all, he was there. She just had to remind him he could drop the act, remind him to remember.

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Keeping Warm

Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV Rating: Explicit Notes: Canon Trans Character Ships/Characters: Appius/Rimelnaud Summary: Their relationship had been developing slower than a snail frozen over in the snow, but Rimelnaud was always one to reward Appius' initiative. And it has been quite a while since anyone has shown him any interest.

Rimelnaud knew cold nights were warmer with company. Having lived his life in Ishgard, he’d learned that the first time he had shared a bed with someone. However, it had been a long time since he’d had reason and desire to do such, as relationships were hardly a priority for him and he didn’t stand out in a crowd enough to draw easy affections. He was fine with that. He was quite used to extra blankets and extra space. What he hadn’t known was how nice it was to be held.

Rimelnaud wasn’t a short man, and he had always been on the taller side. In his, albeit limited, cuddling experience he had always ended up the one holding- the big spoon, laying down with their head on his chest. It had always made sense; he was taller and longer limbs made the action easier. But he hadn’t protested the first night he felt Appius’ arms slip hesitantly around him as they lay down for sleep. He’d simply allowed it to happen and, once Appius relaxed into it, shifted to press them back to front and relaxed as well.

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Distractions

Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV Rating: Teen Notes: Canon Trans Character(s), based heavily in headcanon, spoilers for 6.0 Ships/Characters: Appius/Rimelnaud Summary: When Rimelnaud offers to share his tent to spare Appius breezy nights, he's forced to realize the depth of his love. And it's potential costs.

He’s not sure how he got so lucky, but, Appius decides, he wasn’t going to question it. He'd had that chance when Rimelnaud offered to share his tent, and he’d taken it then, too. For all he'd been complaining about cold nights, he was mostly commiserating. He'd hardly expected anyone to offer him potential better sleeping arrangements- less still had he expected the offer from Rimelnaud himself! Sure, they had hit it off rather quickly working together to restore Juturna and their flirting had progressed to private kisses within the last moon or two, however, Appius was always the first to take a step- the first to flirt and the first to kiss. Until now, it seemed.

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What Makes a Man

Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV Rating: Explicit Notes: tw for non-con, transphobia, homophobia, and correction rape Ships/Characters: Original Male Character (Kjat Fyth)/Original Male Character (unnamed) Summary: Kjat just wants to enjoy the sea air before he goes home. Unfortunately for him, someone else has other plans.

Kjat loved the Mist. Out of all the residential districts for adventurers, he thought it was probably his favorite. Something about the sea air and proximity to the beach spoke to his wanderlust, the reason he became an adventurer in the first place. To say nothing of the great house parties one could find if they just followed their ears.

He’s walking back from one such party- thrown by the friend of a friend of someone he’d met once- taking in the smell of salt on his face, a breeze coming in off the ocean. He detours, walking towards the beach, sitting on the wall between it and the residential district. It was late, but he had no plans the next day and didn’t quite feel like returning to his rented bed just yet.

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Side Hustle

Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV Rating: Explicit Notes: tw for public sex, age gap, and sibling incest, selectively mute character, Mommy kink, part of the Whore of Light series Ships/Characters: Named WoL (Evelynn)/Baderon Tenfingers, Named Wol/Momodi Modi, Named WoL/Miounne, Named WoL (Evelynn)/Named WoL (Cynthia) Summary: Eve and Cynthia set off to become adventurers in a bid to find their sister who disappeared shortly after the Calamity. But Eve knows there's multiple ways to get information off of someone and the guild leaders are willing to help. For a price.

The sea air was crisp, but Evelynn knew the smell of a tavern when she found one and the familiarity helped her get her bearings. This was her and Cynthia’s first time in Limsa Lominsa, after their first proper airship ride and any familiarity was nice while they adjusted. A glance over to her sister showed Cynthia’s shoulders relaxing just a bit as well and, once she catches Eve’s gaze, she nods. Eve glances around and sees a server leave a counter with plates and decides that it must be the best one to go to for information, and possibly a drink.

She crosses the room easily, both used to passing through crowds and used to the way people seemed to simply make room when they saw Cynthia’s axe on her back behind her, and she stops at the counter, giving the man behind it a polite smile

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Welcome to the First

Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV Rating: Explicit Notes: tw for non-con, part of the Whore of Light series Ships/Characters: named WoL (Evelynn)/Crystal Exarch Summary: Evelynn is not happy upon her arrival to the First and she makes this fact known

She had awoken on this star angry- she’d been little but angry since the last of the Scions fell, taking Alisaie, her last comfort after her sister and co-Warrior of Light fell- and she could only feel it compound with every second alone with this “Crystal Exarch” with a familiar voice, made all the more familiar by the towering spire in the middle of town.

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Humility (is Not Always a Fall From Grace) ch2

Fandom: Dragon Age Raiting: Mature Notes: tw for blood, flashbacks, and parental neglect/abuse, established relationship (sibling), Ship/Characters: Falon'Din & Dirthamen, mentions of the other Evanuris Summary: After infringing "too far" on Mythal's lands, she unites the rest of the Evanuris (sans Dirthamen) to teach Falon'Din a hard lesson. It is then up to Dirthamen to help him recover. Chapter Summary: In which Dirthamen coaxes him into healing

He didn’t know how long it had been since he’d come back to this room, he hadn’t seen his reflection since he had first awoken and shattered the mirrors with his grief. Dirthamen had had the servants clean the glass and replace the mirrors, as well as have all the rest of the mirrors and reflective surfaces from their home moved to the room and everything covered so as to not chance him having yet another unexpected break down. He was grateful. But that was so long ago now. Time had never mattered to those who lived forever, of course, but he could swear it had been over a century since he had last seen his own face, save the glimpses afforded him through Dirthamen’s eyes.

Dirthamen’s guilt when looking at him had faded with time, though Athim was certain the hoods helped that more than the time. Cloaks similar to those in Dirthamen’s closet had long since been made with his taller and lankier form in mind, cloth now brushing the floor as he looks at the covered walls and furniture in the room. When the room was first constructed, he never thought to see it like this, never imagined the day could come where he would not enjoy his own reflection as though it were the finest of art. And then it had.

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It Takes Skill

Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV Rating: Explicit Notes: tw for public sex, references Side Hustle but reading not required, part of the Whore of Light series Ship/Characters: Named WoL (Evelynn)/Tataru Taru, Thancred Waters Summary: Tataru listens to rumors. And sometimes getting them verified means a good time.

Joining the Scions happened without much fanfare; Eve wasn’t sure what she thought was supposed to happen upon joining a secret organization, but she didn’t mind the absence of celebration. Let her settle in and get to know the others without spotlights or pressure; Cynthia was already busy acting on the crush she developed on Y’shtola during their time in Limsa Lominsa.

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I just read "Welcome to the First," and. I'm confused about what you're trying to say in it? What is the intended takeaway of the fic?

Literally I just wrote it bc I wanted to? I’m not trying to say anything other than “my canon WoL was Pissed As Fuck when coming to the First”

Like I have a Point in some of my fics (namely Healing Relations and my yet unnamed and unposted Chlodebaimt fic) but most of them I just write bc I. Want to. I don’t necessarily consider Welcome to the First as canon for my canon WoL, but it’s something she could have done in character, was angry enough for, and I wanted to explore.

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Summary:

After infringing "too far" on Mythal's lands, she unites the rest of the Evanuris (sans Dirthamen) to teach Falon'Din a hard lesson. It is then up to Dirthamen to help him recover.

Rating: Mature

Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Additional Tags:

References to parental neglect and abuse

Established Relationship (Familial)

Pre-Canon

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Summary:

When Francel returns from Skyfire to, instead, spearhead the rebuilding of the Firmament, Emmanellain decides he's the best to go to for advice as the seat in Dragonhead remains empty and Francel, too, hadn't been much for fighting before his posting at Skyfire.

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Summary:

Getting over heartbreak isn’t easy, Francel’s finding out, but it’s either recover or wallow and neither Haurchefant nor his family will let him do the latter. The next best thing is staying busy and finding other things to love.

In which there is a chat with mama and the events of 3.2

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Summary:

Getting over heartbreak isn’t easy, Francel’s finding out, but it’s either recover or wallow and neither Haurchefant nor his family will let him do the latter. The next best thing is staying busy and finding other things to love.

In which Francel returns to Skyfire and has a chat with Lani

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Summary:

Getting over heartbreak isn’t easy, Francel’s finding out, but it’s either recover or wallow and neither Haurchefant nor his family will let him do the latter. The next best thing is staying busy and finding other things to love.

chapter two this time!